After being reborn, she was afraid that once she didn't control it, she would become a twisted and perverted revenger, and her heart would be filled with darkness, and it would be like this in her previous life, she couldn't see hope at that time, but she could have a better life in this life, she didn't want to let herself live in the pain of the past forever, and she didn't want to become a person or a ghost, so she has been very restrained and suppressed the negative emotions in her heart.

Just like Lu Jing's incident before, she was so angry, she just interrupted her hands and feet, and let her fend for herself. First, she was worried that once the killing ring was opened, she would not be able to control herself, and secondly, she really didn't want to stain her hands with blood for someone like Lu Jing.

But now, has what she feared still happening?

There is a devil in her heart, Zuo An'an thought, that devil is her past, her heart knot, heart knot is incomprehensible, the devil is not removed, in the future, emotional riots, things like today will happen, she will not be able to control herself, at that time, the cultivation method like the Eight Alchemy Techniques, the true qi in the body, not only can not help her, but will kill her.

Zuo An'an sighed, took out a notebook, flipped to the latest page, and wrote these thoughts on it.

Ever since she decided to devote herself to studying cultivation, she had prepared such a notebook to record her daily cultivation, including all kinds of speculations and ideas that popped up from time to time.

There was no one to guide her, and she had to use such a stupid method to study the laws of cultivation.

Suddenly, she stopped her pen and reminisced for a long time, as if in that abnormal state during the day, her true qi was running fiercely, and her explosive power was much stronger than usual.

Can she understand that her potential has exploded?

“…… The mood is unstable, which leads to the agitation of true qi, and thus enters a state of extraordinary performance...... If you can find a way to enter the 'supernormal state' normally and correctly, and then your strength will be doubled, and your sanity will not be reduced, it will be a great trick for you to save your life......"

Zuo Anan continued to write, and then scratched his face with some embarrassment, should he think about some sad and angry things in the future at a critical moment.

Isn't that masochism?

It seems that we have to find a good way to find a way to control it.

She suddenly thought of something, sat upright, and her mind sank into her mind.

The eight pictures in my mind were still silent, but compared to the previous dim ashes, they had reappeared a faint golden light, although the golden light was almost indistinguishable to the naked eye.

When she entered the "supernormal state", she vaguely felt that she could absorb more heaven and earth aura from the outside world, and these aura could be absorbed by the eight paintings......

Zuo Anan became excited, and recorded all these feelings and understandings.

"Looks like I'm going to have to find a way to get into that state again......"

She flipped to the front page of her notebook, which read in larger black letters, Current Goal:

1. Cultivation is strong

2. Restore eight images

When it comes to cultivating, her only way is to play the eight body refining techniques for half an hour every morning and evening, although the progress is not very obvious, but it is true that there is progress every day, and the amount of true qi in her body is slowly and steadily increasing, but she has no way to do anything about the eight images that are gloomy and silent.

These eight images are like a huge battery, when it is fully charged, that is, when the eight images are filled with golden light (true qi condensation state), Zuo Anan seems to have a backup energy, if the "supernormal state" is a life-saving trick, this is the material basis for performing a life-saving trick, and it is also a big hole card, she is desperate to find a way to restore the image.

It's just that her true qi in her body is thin now, and she doesn't have enough for her daily life, let alone the surplus to give to the image, and even if the true qi is enough, she has no way to inject it directly into the image.

She longed to find the right shortcut to become strong quickly, if she was strong, how could such a stupid thing happen as losing the bead space?

And that Lu Zheng...... If he knew...... That person was alone with him before he died, I don't know if he would be like that Lu Jing, and he would be arrested and interrogated?

Speaking of Lu Jing, I don't know if she is dead, if she is not dead, she will definitely go crazy and take revenge on herself, right?

A hint of self-deprecation flashed in Zuo An'an's eyes, at that time, she was just worrying too much, so she didn't kill someone, how many days later, she didn't kill someone? She wants to live a clean and bright life, which seems to be a luxury.

She clenched her fists, and her eyes showed a determined light, since the trouble could not be shaken off, then she had to give a head-on blow to each one that came.

The little boy on the bed of the "water ......" suddenly let out a moan. Moan, Zuo Anan hurriedly looked over and saw that his cheeks were flushed, his breathing was short, and his lips were dry and cracked, revealing a painful expression.

Touch his forehead and it's burning!

She hurriedly poured out the remaining boiling water in the electric kettle, but probably she had been immersed in her thoughts for too long, and the water was already cold, so she had to boil some more, let it cool and feed him a little, and soak a small towel in cold water to wipe the sweat from his forehead.

While wiping, the child slowly opened his eyes, and Zuo Anan was suddenly a little stunned.

Because of the effect of Xiantao, most of the bruises on his face have subsided, revealing his own appearance, unexpectedly handsome, his eyes are blank, and he is extraordinarily moist because of fever, and he looks at it softly, which can't help but make people's hearts feel soft.

"How are you feeling right now?" Zuo Anan couldn't help but soften his voice.

"Hurt ......" He frowned his handsome little eyebrows, as if he wanted to move his hands and feet, but he didn't have the slightest strength, he didn't show the panic or even crying of a child of this age, he just looked around in confusion with difficulty, and looked at Zuo An'an again: "...... You...... Who is it? ”

"I'm the one who saved you, and you're seriously injured, and there's no one else around, so I'm bringing you back." Zuo Anan asked, "What is your name, where are you from, and who else is in your family?" ”

The boy's eyes moved slightly, and he was stunned for a long time before he said in a hoarse voice, "No ......"

“？”

"No family, no ......"

He said only these words upside down, as if he were immersed in a sad dream for a long time, and round tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, looking fragile and helpless.

Zuo Anan only thought that his family had lost their lives, and he didn't know what to say, he was too weak, and he fell asleep again after a while.

Zuo Anan sat aside and watched him for a long time.

is so young, he looks like he is five years old, but he looks good, and his facial features are very exquisite.

Recalling the first time he opened his eyes, the cold and sharp eyes, Zuo Anan shook his head, he was delirious at that time, he was wrong, how could a child have such eyes, but he was really calm when he opened his eyes twice, this is very good, his mind should be quite mature, if she can't cry and cry at every turn, she can't stand it.

In short, it seems that she likes it in all aspects, and the most important thing is that he is likely to be a spiritual master, a spiritual master at such a young age, as long as he does not die young, he will definitely be among the strongest when he grows up.

Zuo Anan decided that if the child really had no relatives and no reason, he would raise it by himself.

But if there are still relatives......

Zuo An'an squinted, then she should be a loss, so a big immortal peach and countless immortal peach leaves should be regarded as a thank you gift, thank him for recovering his consciousness......

She suddenly widened her eyes, remembering that night in the gun magazine, the man turned his face slightly sideways, and said the same: "Thank you, let me ...... soberly"

She pursed her lips and turned her head to look out the window at the fading night, the sky seemed to have broken a hole, the rain roared like a waterfall, and the only generator rumbled in the dimly lit bedroom, and the sound was so stubborn that it seemed to never stop.

- 01 volume "A Glimmer of Life" is over, and the next volume is "A Thousand Shots"

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