"Xiao Hei is actually a very delicate person. Don't look at his usual grin. It seems that the end of the world is coming and I don't care about the platform. In fact, he is more sensitive than anyone else. More withdrawn than anyone else. He just didn't say it. I remember a few years ago, when I was still hanging out under the shark flag, I went to negotiate with a boss with Xiao Hei. Originally, the conversation was good, but the boss suddenly turned his face, and he had to let me choose one of Xiao Hei to die. Of course I wasn't happy, and I thought about breaking the net with him. But Xiao Hei didn't do it, he took the gun and fired it at his head, if it wasn't for my quick hands and feet, the shot would not have hit him in the arm, but in the temple. You also know that this doesn't fit Black's character, right? Why? Because his mother died in America. Well, his father died eight years ago. He was left to live with his mother. As a result, as soon as his mother died, he could not live. You say, if you were a normal man, would you not even want your own life because of the death of your mother? It was that day that I knew that this guy looked cynical and grinning on the outside. But in his bones, he is an extremely sensitive man. He was afraid of being lonely, and he was afraid of being alone. So at first, I was very resistant to returning to China, because I knew that it would be too painful for him to leave Xiao Hei alone in England. But the guy just patted me on the shoulder before I left, reassuring me that he could get it all done. You say, is he a very righteous person? ”

"I always knew that he liked Qianqian, he didn't care about Qianqian's identity, and he didn't care about Qianqian's past, but he cared about himself. cares if he can give Qianqian a future, and cares if Qianqian can live a long time if he follows him. Before meeting Qianqian, the woman who Xiaohei fell in love with never said anything, just said it. But Qianqian was the only one who didn't start. I was reluctant to start. Every time he was tired of performing a task, he liked to chat with Qianqian, asking her to help with the massage, and he once drank too much and told me that when the shark was broken, the first thing to do was not to return to China to invite merit, but to take Qianqian to the church to get married, and no one invited me, so he asked me to be a witness. ”

"Do you know that he had already bought his wedding ring? But he didn't dare to give it to Qianqian, he put a men's ring on his ring finger, saying that the blood in the ring finger went straight to the heart. In his heart, Qianqian was already his wife. Although the two have never even held hands on the road. But in his eyes, Qianqian is the only woman in his life. ”

Lin Ze took a hard puff of his cigarette, his eyes were red and he spat at the river outside the guardrail, and said in a hoarse voice: "Just now, Qianqian gave me a note when you weren't paying attention, do you know what is written on it?" ”

Ruth, who was standing aside, was slightly stunned and shook her head in confusion.

"Take it and see." Lin Ze handed her the note in the palm of his hand.

Ruth spread it out and looked at it, and her expression immediately stiffened.

The note is not big, but it is densely written with rows of beautiful Chinese characters. It's a shame that Ruth understands Huaxia, otherwise she really can't understand it.

"I'm going to die. I can't not die. If I don't die, he may die. The big boss seemed to be suspicious of him, and the big boss knew that he cared about me. He told me to go again, so I had to die. Lin, I don't know what you guys do. But please, protect him, okay? I hope he can live and live happily. When he has gray hair and lies on a wicker chair with children and grandchildren on his knees, I can inadvertently remember that there is a woman who likes him and loves him, and I am so satisfied. ”

After reading the handwriting on the note, Ruth suddenly felt a little sour in her nose.

She is a ruthless female agent, and her emotions are extremely difficult to fluctuate. But tonight, for the second time, she had mood swings, violent fluctuations.

She admires this woman who is willing to die for the man she loves, who dies so resolutely and without hesitation.

In this world, is there really anyone who dies for love without complaint or regret?

She didn't believe it before, but now she does.

"Qianqian is dead. It was killed indirectly by sharks. Lin Ze took a deep breath of his cigarette, let the spicy smoke circulate in his lungs, flicked his fingers, threw the cigarette butt into the phosphorescent water, and said in a deep voice. I'll make him pay! ”

-- After Xiao Hei led his subordinates to complete the aftermath work, he told them to find a place to have fun, while he drove an open-top sports car alone to blow the cold wind by the Thames. It was late autumn, and the cold evening breeze was like a knife that made people's cheeks hurt. Xiao Hei didn't pay any attention to it. Driving aimlessly.

He didn't go to see Qianqian for the last time. There must be surveillance on the shark's side, and he can't make him suspicious again at this juncture. In addition, Qianqian once said half-jokingly and half-seriously: If I die one day, please stay away from me.

Xiao Hei teased her for some reason and asked her why, she said, I am already ugly, and it is even more ugly when I die. I don't want you to see it.

Xiao Hei just smiled and didn't say anything.

But my heart gave an answer: you are not ugly, whether you live or die, you are the most beautiful woman in my heart.

But there was no chance. She's really dead. He never had the chance to enjoy her gentle massage or taste the coffee she brewed with her own hands.

In despair, he twisted the stereo casually, trying to dilute the sadness with the noise. The radio was playing an unknown slow song that was not known and it was not clear who sang it, so Xiao Hei lit a cigarette and continued driving.

"If each other's plans are at one end.

Far away from the world.

The grievance of separation is like falling into the abyss.

Someday it will be restored.

Looking across the sea, I hope you will be concerned.

The sea, there can be boats.

The tide does not have to roll again.

When I miss so much, just speak softly, you can hear..."

"!"

Xiao Hei smashed it down, and his voice suddenly stopped, and even burst out a strong electric current, which was quite terrifying.

Xiao Hei hit the steering wheel, parked the car on the side of the road, and rushed out.

"Why go!?"

"I'm letting you go! It's not for you to go! ”

"Don't you really know my heart? Are you really not afraid of loneliness when you walk alone!? ”

"You once told me that you hope to return to your hometown one day, to your hometown in the south of the Yangtze River. Why not go back!? Why don't you leave!? ”

"Are you afraid of a person? Afraid that no one will accompany you!? ”

"I told you! If I have the chance, I will go to you, and if possible, I will go to your hometown to find you!! ”

"Why don't you believe me! Why? ”

Xiao Hei's iron fists slammed the hard ground, until the finger bones were broken, and after the blood was dripping, he trembled his hands, took off the sterling silver ring of the tail finger, put it in front of his eyes and stared deeply, for a long time, he took out another ring that was placed close to his chest, and then held the two rings in the palm of his bloody hand, and said in a trembling voice: "Do you know, I will marry you, as long as I don't die, I will definitely marry you." Marry you to be my Tang Feng's wife, cook for me, wash for me, and give birth to children for me. Do you know that I love you, and I love you from the first time we met. And will love you for the rest of your life. Do you know that without you, I would have lived so tired and hard, and without you, I don't want to live anymore..."

Xiao Hei choked up several times, but he bit the root and didn't let himself make any sound.

He crawled on the cold ground like this, half crazy, half crazy for a long time, and then suddenly raised his head and roared wildly, "Is it a shark?" Did he force you to death? Did you know something, but you didn't want to implicate me, so you were willing to die? ”

"Stupid! Confused! I, Tang Feng, have a cheap life, how can I be treated like this? ”

"Shark !!"

Xiao Hei stood up abruptly and shouted into the dark night sky, "I will definitely pay you with blood!" ”

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