Chapter 28: Where Have You Lost Your Dreams?
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"Hey, man, give us two glasses of whiskey, the strongest one, preferably one that will pass you out in one sip!" Zhou Shaoming shouted loudly, and forced Robert, who refused to give in, to sit on the chair.
"Yes sir, wait a minute!" The bartender smiled knowingly and trotted all the way to get the wine.
"You don't have to persuade me, I really can't act, I'm useless, like garbage sent to the recycling bin." Little Robert grabbed his hair in pain, and said with a depressed face, "Every time, I want to lie to myself, I participated in movies, TV series, and then in the process of filming, I became addicted to drugs, I could throw everything away, run to someone to buy drugs, again and again, everyone didn't trust me, even I couldn't trust myself." ”
Zhou Shaoming smiled and handed the wine to Little Robert, then picked up another glass himself, drank half of it in one go, wiped off the remaining wine from his mouth, and felt that a fire instantly ignited in his throat, and then rushed down his esophagus.
"You are in the current situation because you have lost your dreams!" Zhou Shaoming forcibly suppressed the churning wine, said lightly, looked at little Robert who pricked up his ears to listen to himself, and then said: "How should a person's life be spent?" Is it to die silently on the road that no one cares about, or to sing all the way towards your dreams and ride the wind and waves? Sometimes I ask myself, even a little afraid of touching my own soul, which is already fragile and vulnerable. ”
"For this film, for a $1.5 million investment, do you know how many times I failed?" Zhou Shaoming took a sip of wine and smiled: "I went to 42 film companies, 78 rich people who have dealt with me before, but none of them are optimistic about me, they all smiled and pointed at me and said, oh my God! Look at that dude, he's no longer rolling in a woman's arms, he's going to make a movie! Haha, that's the funniest joke I've ever heard this year. ”
Recalling what happened not long ago, Zhou Shaoming's heart was also a little heavy: "They laughed at me, insulted me, ridiculed me, told me to get out, every time I came home, I was exhausted like death, and my heart was traumatized." Good thing I have Christina! ”
As he spoke, he smiled at little Robert, who was quietly listening, and little Robert nodded in response: "Christina is a good girl, you are a good match." ”
"I dream of being at the Oscars one day! I dream of lifting the Best Director award in front of all the Americans! I dream of earning a lot of money and having a luxurious life that ordinary people can't enjoy. Drinking morning tea in Hong Kong in the morning, watching the vast sea of people from the Eiffel Tower at noon, fishing in Iceland in the afternoon, and blackjack in Las Vegas at night. What a wonderful dream of life! Zhou Shaoming laughed and touched a glass with thoughtful little Robert.
"But dreams are just dreams, and if you don't act, it's just a fantasy! Delusion! I don't want to waste my life, I don't want a life that is only once so empty and floating by without everyone noticing. In the short life of a lifetime when I open my eyes and close my eyes, I think my life should be like an epiphany that blooms only once in the night, and it is better to have a moment when my love has been bright to the moment of dazzling light, than to die like plain water. I work hard, I work hard, for the dream, I am moving forward! I don't want to watch time pass quietly, in this black night, I want to stretch out my hands and burst out with the hottest and most dazzling light! After pouring a sip of the liquor and letting the fire-like passion burn in his chest, Zhou Shaoming wiped the wine stains from the corners of his mouth and said loudly.
"Epiphany? Dream ......" Little Robert fell into deep thought, as if he was a little drunk, he took a sip of his wine and threw himself on the bar counter as if he couldn't hold on.
"Little Robert, I know, you have dreams too, and now, where have you left your dreams? Let's go and get it back together, shall we? Get it back and never let it go again! Zhou Shaoming patiently persuaded little Robert, trying to stir up the flames in his eyes until the volcano erupted.
There's a rock band in the bar, and the raucous and decadent heavy metal sings depressing, depressing, vulgar lyrics.
"I can't force myself, there are no miracles in this world, I don't want to be hopeful again and then disappointed, the higher the dream, the harder the fall. I've tried so many times that I don't dare try again. Little Robert listened to the song, his face changed from excitement to flatness, and the little fire that burned gradually disappeared.
Zhou Shaoming frowned, feeling that such an environment was not conducive to his own enlightenment of Robert Jr., and it would be counterproductive if he didn't do it, so he called the director system in his heart.
"I'm going to redeem a song, an exciting, inspiring, positive song!" Zhou Shaoming shouted in his heart.
"It costs 200 points to redeem a perfectly suitable unreleased song, and you can choose randomly, only 5 points, but it may be an old song that has already been published. Wow, host-sama, you're finally using me, so happy, so happy. The electronically synthesized Lori female voice said excitedly and excitedly.
"Don't make a fuss! Okay, I'll pick random, anyway, I just need a song, it doesn't matter if I publish it or not, the important thing is that I can awaken a lost soul! Zhou Shaoming doesn't want to release a record at all, in his opinion, completing Chainsaw is the most important thing, and movies are the most important thing!
Unconsciously, Zhou Shaoming's blood also began to flow with the elements of film, he is no longer a graduate of the original third-rate university, at least in terms of mentality, he has grown into a qualified official director in terms of attitude.
"Randomly chosen, the host costs five points!" The big wheel spins like a Ferris wheel in a playground and then slowly stops.
"Song "ItismyLife", singer: bonjovi, released on May 23, 2000, recorded in 1999. Lori said with a smile.
"Dwarf oil, yes, although it has been created, it has not been published yet!" Zhou Shaoming was lucky, he called the bartender, brought paper and pen, and quickly wrote a tune on it.
"What are you doing?" Little Robert looked at Zhou Shaoming, who was suddenly struggling to write, puzzled.
"I'm writing a song, a song to cheer you up, and I want you to know that there are miracles in this world that can help you get back to your dreams!" Zhou Shaoming didn't raise his head, just cared about writing wildly on the paper, and his tone was full of confidence.
"You're going to change your career to writing songs? You guy, don't lie to me, I haven't heard you sing a song in so long years, and now you want to write a song in such a short time? Please, you'd better go into the more promising career of directing. Little Robert took a big gulp of his wine, his face full of disbelief.