Chapter 46 Decisions
"Good! It's so rampant at a young age, but it's just a female stream, she doesn't know how to respect teachers, she doesn't study female celebrities well, and she wanders outside all day long, tell me, why is it successful? ! ”
"Sir, Xiaohua is still young" Niu Lang saw that Guo Lao was really angry, and Gu Yimi rashly hit the muzzle of the gun, and wanted to divert Guo Lao's attention.
"Niu Lang, you go! Who gave you permission to interject! Now I'm going to listen carefully and learn how! Guo Lao didn't pay attention to it at all, and his angry eyes locked on Gu Yimi.
Gu Yimi calmly walked out from behind Niu Lang: "Dare to ask sir, what is studying for?" ”
"Learning is to seek to get a jinshi, glorify the ancestors, and glorify the lintel!" Guo Lao said proudly.
"Heh, look at the appearance of Mr. like this, he must have devoted his whole life to studying?"
"That's nature."
"Huh, at such an age, Mr. is still just a small teacher, dare to ask Mr., you dare to guarantee that you can seek a jinshi in your lifetime, and glorify your ancestors! Glorious lintel! ”
"You! Hum! I can't guarantee it, but that doesn't mean it's impossible! ”
"It's unlikely, right? You can ignore the small ones, right? Gu Yimi said.
Guo Lao looked at each other angrily, but Gu Yimi didn't intend to stop there.
The unfamiliar environment, the forced entry into a dangerous situation, the worry about the family in Beijing, the nostalgia for the past life, and the restriction of women's power under this feudal society, it seems that all the negative emotions have surged up in an instant.
She is not a saint, she can't transcend the world, she also has what she wants to pursue and want, she also wants to live like the general's wife like a normal, technology-infected person!
Why did this person come to target the inequality of human nature?!
"Sir, you know, people know themselves! If you knew this, you wouldn't have lived so hard if you started farming early and did some business, right? ”
"You! Do you know that businessmen are lowly and flattering everywhere, and you are not enterprising and willing to fall! ”
"If they are as lowly as the gentleman says, how can the gentleman deal with them?"
"When have I dealt with them? You don't spew blood! ”
"Isn't it all used in the life of the gentleman himself? The clothes are not made by yourself, they are bought on the street, right? Since you look down on businessmen, why bother to buy clothes, why not make one yourself at home! ”
"You, you call it strong words!"
"Mr. keeps saying that businessmen are lowly, but he doesn't know that he relies on businessmen everywhere in his life, and he pays for convenience, you are willing, why do you say that people are lowly behind your back? The ancients had clouds, quietly observe their own faults, and don't talk about people's faults! Mr. is so favored, but he speaks like this in private, dare to ask Sir, do you know that this is not the work of a gentleman? ”
"You!"
"What is learning, sir? Learning is not for the sake of seeking enlightenment, but to educate people on what is right, what is wrong, what is civilized, what is barbarism, and what is self-cultivation. Learning and teaching are far away, and sex is also both. After studying for so many years, Mr. really only saw Jinshi's words. It's too much of a frog at the bottom of a well. Gu Yimi's words were reasonable, Guo Lao finally couldn't stand this nonsense, and the angry Buddha sleeves left!
Gu Yimi stood in place like a pillar and stopped talking.
"Xiaohua, you, are you okay?" Niu Lang finally reacted and asked worriedly.
Wang Xiaoxiao was not inexplicably angry for the first time, she felt that Xiaohua at this moment seemed to be different from them.
Gu Yimi roared as if venting, and when the wind and rain stopped, her heart was inexplicably a little sad.
She was originally just a small businessman, she finally survived the college entrance examination, struggled to get a degree certificate, entered the society and saw the darkness of the workplace, worked hard all the way, and finally achieved a little success, but was thrown into such a patriarchal society.
In a person's life, there will be comparisons, there will be gains and losses, with the education of a scientific and technological society, compared with the present, it is really unbalanced, but, as a concubine, compared with the fourth sister and the third sister in the family, she is much better, let alone compared with the maidservant girl in the family.
It's my own greed.
Gu Yimi smiled sadly and reached out to support his forehead.
"You," Niu Lang asked, and was silenced when he saw her face.
Under the slanting sun, the thin tears between the fingers flickered, and the corners of the man's mouth smiled, and he was sad about this autumn.
Missing is a kind of poison that cannot be touched, because, once you open it, you can no longer close it. It is often said that love is a poison, but it is because it is often accompanied by longing.
Gu Yimi has been deliberately avoiding her own memories, she is afraid of thinking of her relatives, she is afraid of mentioning her achievements, she is afraid of her own thoughts, but she doesn't want to, this moment comes so quickly.
When longing turns into nostalgia, when love dissipates and loveliness remains, everything becomes gloomy.
You know that everything is different, everything is gone, but you still can't help but want to go back, you can't help but want to touch, you can't help it, you can't help it, you want it.
The thin tears between her fingers finally turned into a stream, Niu Lang and Wang Xiaoxiao watched her cry so quietly, silently, suppressing her emotions, Wang Xiaoxiao couldn't help but be sad, forgetting for a moment that she didn't like her, reaching out like her mother to comfort herself, gently stroking her back.
Under the slanting sun, three small hearts seem to be one step closer in this sorrow.
Gu Yimi finally remembered that there were still people around him, and it took a long time to hold back the flooding tears, put down his hand and wanted to give them a smile, but he couldn't pull the corners of his mouth, and wanted to say that it was okay, but he found that he couldn't stop the tears as soon as he opened his mouth, and in the end, he finally didn't say anything, leaving the two of them home alone.
She walked silently, and the two watched in the back silent. Wang Xiaoxiao is still a little too young after all, but he feels sad, Niu has read so many books, and he also understands a little that Xiaohua knows how to suppress his sorrow at such an age, and it must not be simple.
Under the slanting sun, the small body is accompanied by a long shadow, the wind blows the leaves, the coolness is silky, the silence is silent, only the noise of small insects in the field.
After venting this mood, Gu Yimi gradually calmed down and finally saw clearly what path she wanted to take.
She has always thought that as long as everyone is good, it is good, but what is everyone good? What does it mean to be good? Is it alive, or is it safe? Or health? Now that they are all alive and healthy, why are they worried?
Originally, she wanted to fight for something in the palace, but she was suddenly interrupted by a robbery, and she didn't know what the Eight Princes were going to do to themselves that day after discussion.
However, it has nothing to do with her.
Since you are away from Beijing and in this invisible world, why not build a place to live here?
Guo Laozheng, who had already left, looked indignant, returned to his humble hut, and closed the door heavily, but immediately turned around and held on with a frightened face, if the door was broken, he would have no money to repair it.
Guo Lao never knew what today's quarrel had brought to Yuguo.
In the palace in the distance, the news that the emperor was seriously ill finally came out, and people were panicked for a while.