Black is a flower drawn by the night, and the night is a flower blue woven by black, which contains the language of love and love that understand each other and cherish each other. Black pretends to be strong with cold, and endures desolation at night, even if he whispers, it will not be mixed with a trace of sadness, always so naturally full of willingness, bright and willing.

The black silence was suddenly broken, and I saw a young man in the distance dragging the middle-aged man, walking with difficult steps, and the middle-aged man occasionally howled and cried, and outsiders knew at a glance that the man was encountering something sad.

Yes, these two people are really Li Yihua and Fu Baorong.

Li Yihua dragged Fu Baorong to the fourth floor, took out the key from his pocket and opened the door.

Pushing open the door, there was a foul smell, Li Yihua gave up the urge to rush out of the door, helped Fu Baorong into the house, looked at the mess at home, and knew that it had not been cleaned for a long time.

Li Yihua put Fu Baorong on the sofa, and then looked at the decoration of the room, the layout of the home is very unique, at a glance, you can know that the owner of the room is very thoughtful, the decoration is very cultural, tactful and elegant!

An arranged baby room entered Li Yihua's eyes, looking at this room, the room had not been cleaned for a long time, but the scene of family joy still appeared in front of him, Li Yihua couldn't help but be attracted to walk in, looking at the love nest that should be perfect. Everything smells of love, and it's the best thing in the world. This place is supposed to be a continuation of love, and no one thought that this place would become a source of pain.

Li Yihua stroked every place in the room, imagining the traces of love left behind, and when it came to the crib, he looked at the quilt that had been arranged. Li Yihua couldn't help but touch it, "Hey, what is this?" Li Yihua couldn't help but say secretly.

picked up the notebook in his hand and flipped through it, "curiosity kills cats" Li Yihua still couldn't help but open the notebook, looking at a wife's inner monologue, an hour later, Li Yihua closed the note, touched the tears in the corners of his eyes, and walked out of the room.

The next day, the sun shone on Fu Baorong, and his eyes twitched unconsciously a little or twice.

Fu Baorong patted his forehead with his hand, frowning and thinking about how to go home yesterday, the picture of yesterday came to mind, he didn't expect that he would drink so much with strangers, and picked up the pen sign on the table: "Brother Fu, I'm sorry, I looked through the notes and letters on the table yesterday without your consent, but I think you should cheer up now, my sister-in-law has paid enough for you, you are not living alone now, you represent three people alive." You should live a happier, more sunny, more confident, and when you think about it, you can call me and let's have a good talk. ”

Fu Baorong picked up the notebook on the table, looked at the familiar notes, and couldn't help but feel sour, this is his wife's note.

"March 2, 1979, Monday, fine.

Today, Ah Rong proposed to me, I am so happy, I can finally be married as Brother Rong, I don't know how many years I have been looking forward to, I must be the most beautiful bride in the world! ”

"Wednesday, June 6, 1979, cloudy.

Although the weather is not very good today, my heart is full of sweetness, Ah Rong invited me to have a candlelight dinner to celebrate Ah Rong's first pot of gold, I was so happy, I used to think Ah Rong was a nerd, but I didn't expect Ah Rong to have this romantic cell! ”

"December 12, 1979, Saturday, fine.

Today is a major festival for our family, Ah Rong's career has once again taken the biggest step, Ah Rong company was established, looking at Ah Rong's smile like a child, I am really happy for Ah Rong, I know that Ah Rong's efforts are not in vain! Ah Rong, you have always been my pride, I am proud of you! ”

"Tuesday, January 1, 1980, sunny.

Today I have received the greatest gift, but also got the greatest happiness of a woman, I am pregnant, when I told the good news to Ah Rong, Ah Rong was much happier than I imagined, he actually began to prepare children's clothes, we fantasized about our children together, at this moment, I found that I am the happiest woman! ”

"Monday, May 2, 1980, was cloudy.

Today I went to the hospital for an examination, the doctor said that the fetal development is malformed, and it is recommended that there be an abortion, otherwise both adults and children will be in danger of life, my heart sank to the bottom all of a sudden, I can't let Ah Rong feel disappointed, this child must be born, I don't know how to return home, I see the dinner prepared by Ah Rong, I feel very sad! ”

"Tuesday, June 8, 1980, was cloudy.

When I went to the hospital for a follow-up, the doctor told me that the situation was getting worse and worse, and if I didn't do surgery in time to take out the child, the risk index for adults and children would reach 60%, and told me an even worse news, because I was injured when I was young, I can't get pregnant anymore in the future. Hearing this news, I didn't press the thunderbolt in the clear sky, returned home in a daze, and saw the baby room prepared by Ah Rong for the birth of the child, my heart was sad, I did something wrong, why did God treat me like this, I know Ah Rong's hard work for this child, and I can't let Ah Rong down. If Ah Rong knew about my condition, he would definitely ask me to get rid of the child. I must not let Ah Rong down, I must give birth to this child. "Saturday, September 8, 1980, sunny.

I'm going to the hospital tomorrow to give birth, and I'm scared for no reason, I don't know why, and I'm uneasy. After seeing Ah Rong busy in front of the bed, I knew that Ah Rong was looking forward to the birth of the child. It's okay to take a risk for Ah Rong. I asked the doctor not to tell Ah Rong about my physical condition, because I didn't want Ah Rong to worry about me; If Ah Rong knew the truth, he would definitely blame me for not telling him the truth. Even if I die, I will also give birth to the child, Ah Rong I left you a letter in the crib, if I am gone, everything I want to say is in it.

Fu Baorong wiped the tears in front of his eyes and opened the letter left by his wife: Ah Rong, when you see this letter, I must have passed away. Don't blame me, I really don't want to disappoint you. If I'm gone, you must live happily, let me live for me when I haven't lived, just let you live for me! Ah Rong, you must take care of our children, and you must live in happiness

Fu Baorong looked at the letter in front of him, tears flowed down unconsciously, and muttered: Why, you are so stupid, I don't want any children, I just want you.