216 Two Knots (I)
At dinner, she can't help but look up and look around after a few bites of food, and when she surfs the Internet, she always wants to look behind her, and now that she is lying on the bed, her hand will reach to the side from time to time - she always feels that something is missing!
What is missing, of course Chenmei knows.
Lying on the bed, you can also see the sky full of stars, but the summer insects here are not as rich as the cries in the orchard, the mattress here is not as large as the bed board made of pine in the orchard, the bedroom here is not as big as the orchard, the roof is not as high as the orchard, and the air is not as fragrant as the garden, not as fresh as the garden...... And most importantly, there is no him here.
Don't think about him!
Chenmei closed her eyes and covered her body with a sheet, but for some reason, her hand fell to the next place as soon as she let go.
Take your hand over, grab it with your other hand, lie flat and feel the space, just turn over and lie on your side, and lie on your side and feel less support, then turn over and lie on the bed, with big breasts and uncomfortable...... Holding the pillow in your arms feels too small, putting it in your abdomen feels too hot, putting it at your feet slows down, putting it at the head of the bed and feeling uncomfortable without anything to hold, in short, it doesn't feel right anywhere in the bed...... After turning over and over, I couldn't find a comfortable position!
And time passed slowly in these subtle movements, and in the blink of an eye, twelve o'clock had passed.
When she saw this time, Chenmei was still a little in a trance, how long had it been since she had seen a time? Since she was pregnant with her baby, she has always slept on time, mostly before 10 o'clock.
However, in fact, it shouldn't be long to think about, because when he is not pregnant with the baby in his belly, he sometimes tosses until late, as if he doesn't know how to be tired...... Can't think of him!
But I can't sleep!
The hand that grew on his body, but it seemed that there was no place to put it, and finally put it on his belly, and suddenly remembered something, and muttered to the baby in his belly. This method saved her, and she finally fell asleep in a daze.
I had a night of dreams, all kinds of dreams came one after another, although there was no terrible scene, but when the sky was getting brighter, she opened her eyes, but she felt as if she had not fallen asleep, this was the most unquality sleep after the Chinese New Year.
At nine o'clock in the morning, Zhao Yang came once and was driven away by her. But, for the rest of the morning, she always wanted to look at the door.
There is nothing special, lunch is usually eaten in the store, and today is no exception, it was sent by Cheng's mother, there is sweet and sour fish that Chenmei has liked to eat since she was a child, and there is a plate of mixed three fresh, a bowl of tofu skin, and a plate of fried cicada turtle.
The cicada turtle was sent by Zhao Yang, and there are still very few of them, but Chenxi remembered that he wanted to eat them, so Zhao Yang directly picked up two tree roots, picked them up from the soil, picked up a total of about fifty, and gave half of them to his father-in-law's family.
Seeing Chenmei holding the bowl in a daze, Li Hui knocked her bowl with chopsticks and said, "Can you still see enough just by looking at it?" This is your favorite sweet and sour fish, our mother made it for me, eat it while it's hot, it's not delicious when it's cold! ”
Li Hui was originally entrusted by Zhao Yang and wanted to find an opportunity to ask Chenmei what she thought, but looking at her current appearance, she couldn't ask for a while.
Chenmei took two bites of fish and ate a few bites of rice, but it was tasteless, and she stopped and was stunned.
Li Hui pushed the dish in front of Chenmei, and said angrily, "Hey, you can't eat anymore?" Even if you don't eat, you can't starve your baby, right? ”
Chenmei suddenly came to her senses, touched her lower abdomen with her hand, and murmured, "Baby, mom won't be hungry for you!" ”
After saying that, she picked up the bowl and ate it in a big gulp. It's just that when you eat the fragrant food in your mouth, it tastes like chewing wax, and you can't eat a little sweet taste.
After eating, her spirit was a little better, and Li Hui took the opportunity to ask, "Meimei, what's wrong with you and Zhao Yang?" ”
Chenmei packed her clothes and said, "It's nothing." ”
Li Hui walked up to her, helped set up the clothes, and said with a smile: "It's nothing, it's as if Zhao Yang owes you money!" ”
Chenmei sighed slightly, and said with a forced smile: "He doesn't owe me, I owe him." ”
Li Hui thought for a moment and said with a smile: "Zhao Yang never said that you owe him anything. Besides, I don't understand, you say you owe him, why do you still treat others like this? ”
Chenmei sighed and didn't say anything.
Li Hui asked again: "Then what do you say about you and him?" ”
As if she had made up her mind, Chenmei said, "I, I'm not going to marry him!" ”
Li Hui was shocked and said, "What did you say?" ”
……
Zhao Yang soon received the news. Regarding Chenmei's non-marriage to him, he just said it the day before yesterday, so he wasn't surprised, but didn't he say it all at the time? How come it again!
Li Hui said on the other end: "No matter how I ask, she only said that it was for your own good, and she didn't want to affect you, and she didn't say a word else, you should think of a way!" ”
Zhao Yang was not in a hurry, and said very calmly: "Sister-in-law, she is anxious when she sees me now, you can help me ask again to see why she is unwilling to marry her." ”
Li Hui said: "Okay! Gritted his teeth and said: "You see that the two of you are really, now that the certificate is ripped off, she is also pregnant, and it turns out like this, I really don't know what to say about you!" ”
Zhao Yang didn't know what to say, so he smiled and said, "I'm sorry for you, sister-in-law!" ”
Li Hui said angrily: "It's not troublesome for the family to say anything! The little sister is really, she doesn't know the blessing in the blessing...... I won't tell you, the bathroom doesn't even have a window...... By the way, you can talk to our parents later! ”
Zhao Yang didn't expect Li Hui to say anything, so he coughed and said, "Okay, I'll fight my parents in a while!" ”
Hanging up the phone, Zhao Yang shook his head, found Cheng Lanying's number and dialed it. called them, one is to understand Chenmei's thoughts through them, and the other is to hope that they will take care of her in the next few days.
However, his parents, brother and sister-in-law went into battle together, and they didn't ask anything from Chenmei's mouth, Zhao Yang was helpless, thinking that when she didn't resist him so much in two days, he would ask in person, anyway, there were still seven or eight days left for the divorce.
……
Another night, lying in bed, Chenmei felt sleepless. After a moment of silence, she stroked her lower abdomen again as she did yesterday and began to talk to the "baby" in her belly.
However, this trick didn't work today, because as she spoke, his figure would appear in her mind.
This was the second day after leaving Zhao Yang, and a feeling haunted her deeply: I missed him.
Thinking of his crying, thinking of his laughter, thinking of his embrace, thinking of his tenderness and strictness, thinking of his deep and naughty, and even, the way he walked appeared so clearly in her mind!
She remembered that when they first met, he was too shy to look at her;
She remembered his silence and sadness when dealing with Dong Hai's aftermath;
She remembered the hope and reliance he brought to the Yellow Sea when Chenxi was sick;
She remembered that when she wanted to wash his underwear, he closed the bathroom door tightly;
She remembered that when she saw him sleeping together with Dawn in his arms, the harmony touched her;
She remembers......
She remembers it all, every bit of it, all engraved in her heart, and she will never forget it in this life!
Along the way, those warm touches, sweet sorrows, bland happiness, and passion burning, just like that, changed each other's lives!
With them, and the child in the belly, it is enough!
……
Women who fall in love are always silly because their eyes and hearts have become straight lines.
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And so the night passed. And Chenmei didn't close her eyes all night, but she didn't feel the slightest tiredness, but felt in good spirits.
However, when she didn't sleep for another night, that is, after two days and two nights without rest, during the day, Chenmei finally felt that her body was weak and her spirit was a little trance.
That night, although her eyes were astringent, her head seemed to be a pot of paste, and the feeling of exhaustion had penetrated deep into her bone marrow, Chenmei still couldn't sleep.
Cheng Lanying got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, thinking that Chenmei's appearance was not very good during the day, so she opened the door and took a look, and saw Chenmei lying on the bed staring, and suddenly screamed!
When Chen Dujiang and Li Hui came over dressed, Cheng Lanying was hugging Chenmei and crying.
Chen Dujiang said angrily: "What are you crying about? Call Zhao Yang quickly! Look at what you do, Zhao Yang calls seven or eight times a day, asks you to look at her, and you tell people that it's okay! It's okay for adults to say, if they hurt the child in their stomachs, can the old Zhao family agree? ”
Cheng Lanying cried and scolded: "Child, you know the child, don't you ask how our daughter is now?" ”
Chen Dujiang saw the tears flowing from the corners of Chenmei's eyes, and the corners of his eyes were also red. He watched Li Hui dial the phone and asked, "How is it?" Is it through? ”
Li Hui said: "Wait, it's so late, maybe he's asleep!" ”
Chen Dujiang clenched his fists and said, "Mei Mei is like this, is he still in the mood to sleep?" What a bastard! ”
In fact, he also knows that his words are reasonable, but as a father, when he sees his daughter like this, where can he be reasonable?
Li Hui waved his hand and said into the phone: "Hey, Zhao Yang, you hurry up and come to the county, here ......"
Seeing her hang up the phone, Chen Dujiang couldn't help but ask, "What did he say?" ”
Li Hui said with some surprise: "He said, he's almost there!" ”
……
Zhao Yang hasn't slept well in the past few days, especially yesterday and today, as soon as he lay down, he felt as if something was going on in his heart. Tonight, he couldn't sleep at all, he took a shower three times in a row, his heart was still irritable, and he finally couldn't help but drive to the county. When he answered the phone, he had already driven to "Chenchen's closet".
I parked the car downstairs and rushed up three steps of stairs. The door had already opened, and he didn't talk to Li Hui, who was standing in front of the door, and rushed into Chenmei's room like a gust of wind.
Seeing the white and tender Chenmei, her skin is now like dehydrated petals, her eyes are sunken, her eyes are blank, and she is so distressed that she almost closes her breath!
(To be continued)