Newborn feelings
"Later, my mother became pregnant with you, and your father used all his savings to buy a small courtyard house in the city, which is where you lived when you were a child. Later, after I gave birth to you, your father decided to take the test for fame in order to make our mother and mother live a good life. ”
Li Ximu moved her posture and asked, "Mother, were you happy at that time?" ”
After listening to her words, my mother didn't speak for a long time, and finally said in a dream: "My mother is a drama, and it is my mother's blessing to meet your father." Those three years were the happiest time in my mother's life. ”
Li Ximu raised her head and looked at her mother, the silver-white moonlight gilded a thin halo on her body, like a melancholy fairy, as if the beautiful Li Qingyi had returned. She thinks that her mother should love her father very much, and she loves him so much that she can forgive him for the mistakes he has made.
But she wouldn't allow it! She didn't allow that man to waste her whole life by only giving her mother three years of happiness! She is not a mother, she will never be able to forgive that incompetent father-in-law and father!
When Li Qingyi first appeared on the stage, she was amazed.
Such a mother, her daughter is naturally out of place. It's just that Li Ximu's beauty is a little more enchanting and charming than Li Qingyi. Because of this, in the past, when I went out, I always dressed up as a man, which also saved a lot of trouble.
Today, Li Ximu is dressed in a plain white embroidered yellow women's dress, with a pair of eyes full of light, indescribably delicate and moving. She Shi Shiran took broken steps and met Xiao Shuqi unexpectedly, and when his gaze touched her, Li Ximu clearly saw a touch of surprise in his eyes.
A smile crept up the corners of her mouth, full of joy Xiao Shuqi's startling glance.
Since then, every day Li Ximu will meet Xiao Shuqi's steps. In this way, from the very beginning of the passing of shoulders to the later look at each other and smile.
Until one day, Xiao Shuqi and her "coincidentally" met on the shore of Wanqu Lake again, his sparkling black eyes stared at her for a moment, and then walked towards this side elegantly.
The crisp manly breath is close at hand. Li Ximu lowered her head, her cheeks crimson, and her heartstrings fluttered.
Xiao Shuqi smiled like a spring breeze, and saluted her slightly, "Miss, it can be said that you and I meet frequently because of fate, today's wind and sun are beautiful, and Wanqu Lake is also beautiful." I wonder if the young lady would like to go boating here? ”
Li Ximu raised her head, her watery eyes were shining, and she looked at the love in his eyes that was burning and blooming, and her affection was bound. The face was as beautiful as a red glow, and the brilliance under the eyes suddenly appeared, and then the red lips opened lightly: "Childe's good intentions, how can the little girl refuse." ”
The spring breeze is soft, the water is rippling, the painting boats on Wanqu Lake are staggered, and the sons and daughters of many official families are taking advantage of the good spring to go boating and playing. The joyful laughter accompanied by the faint sheng song and dance on the painting boat is particularly beautiful. Li Ximu and Xiao Shuqi sat in a light boat together, a little embarrassed, and they didn't dare to look at Xiao Shuqi sitting there, so they had to turn their eyes away.
There were a few dusty women gathered on the flower boat not far from them, all dressed as deceptive flowers and willows, leaning on the railing and beckoning, so not high-profile. The spring sun is gorgeous, shining on the red-covered faces that look more and more delicate, coupled with the charming laughter, the eyes of the noble sons present are all gathered.
Li Ximu turned his gaze and secretly glanced at Xiao Shuqi, wanting to see if a man like him was like those boys, but when he raised his head, he crashed into a deep feeling. What does he seem to be thinking?
Sensing her gaze, Xiao Shuqi retracted his thoughts and smiled at Li Ximu, the smile was warm and peaceful, just like this warm day. Li Ximu was flustered again.
"Hehe, in Xia Xiao Shuqi, dare to ask what Miss is called?" The low smile is like a catkins floating down in the spring, falling softly in the palm of the hand, blown by the wind, slightly floating with a hint of itching.
Li Ximu's eyes flowed, and her voice was shy: "Xiao Gongzi doesn't need to be polite, just call me Li Ximu." ”
Xiao Shuqi glanced at the painting boat that had been stopping somewhere opposite, and still smiled gently: "Miss Li, do you say that you have a fate with you?" ”
When Li Ximu heard this, his cheeks suddenly turned even redder, and he thought to himself, did he know that he deliberately approached him? Don't you think she is as shameless as those dusty women? Thinking of this, Li Xi Mu Dai frowned slightly, chagrin appeared on her face, and under the entanglement in her heart, a thin layer of sweat floated on the wing of her nose, shining brightly in the sunlight. It is more beautiful and moving against the whole face.
"Xiao Gongzi, I" Li Ximu was just about to say something, but Xiao Shuqi reached out and pressed it on her lips, covering up the explanation she was about to blurt out.
I saw him chuckle lightly, looking at her with tenderness in his eyes: "Miss Li, I'm afraid that what I will say next is a little abrupt and beautiful, but if I don't say it, I feel a little sad in my heart, what do you say?" ”
"Xiao Gongzi, but it doesn't hurt to say it." Li Ximu lowered her head and didn't dare to look at him.
Xiao Shuqi looked at the woman in front of him, and a dark light appeared in his eyes: "Does Miss Li know that she has admired you for a long time?" ”
"What?" Looking up in disbelief, Li Ximu couldn't believe his words, it turned out that he had always liked her?
"Scares you, doesn't it?" Xiao Shuqi's eyes welled up with sadness, and there was sadness between his eyebrows, as if Li Ximu's disbelief made him very sad, "But what I said below is all true." ”
Li Ximu lowered her eyes to hide the brilliance in her eyes, and her heart was already happy.
That's what you want, and everything seems to be a natural one.
Spring is like a dream. She and Su Qi boated on Wanqu Lake, released paper kites, and sang peach blossoms. The red thread that bound the two of them became tighter and tighter, and the closer they were. From time to time, Li Ximu sat at home thinking about himself and Su Qi, and smiled when he raised land. Seeing her happy, my mother is also happy.
Summer like a drop. Li Ximu looked at the large lotus flowers in the pool, and was moved for no reason, and raised her eyes to look at Su Qi, her eyes were filled with smoke and fog, and she was affectionate. So is Su Qi.
Autumn is like drunk. Li Xi Mu snuggled in Su Qi's arms and watched the full moon, listening to him tell her ancient moving legends in a deep and beautiful voice. He said that he would love her only one person and love her alone for the rest of his life like Wu Gang loved Chang'e. That's how the promise of a lifetime was made. Li Ximu shyly buried her face in his arms, and the feeling of happiness overflowed from her heart little by little.
Winter is like rain. She danced in the snow like a fairy in the snow. A bright smile like a red plum blooming in the snow. Su Qi stood not far away, looking at her and smiling, the doting in his eyes did not need to be expressed.
In this way, Li Ximu was addicted to Su Qi's gentleness and couldn't extricate herself, and she could even understand her mother's uncomplaining and unrepentant attitude towards her father.
Just like her mother said, she has a person buried in her heart.
buried Xiao Shuqi.