Chapter 17: The Past Is Like Smoke
She ...... What should I say? Li Junhao's expression was a little lonely at the moment, and Che Yan'er bit her lip and said, "For example...... For example, is she beautiful? ”
"Hehe......" Li Junhao smiled and shook his head: "Ling'er is very beautiful, but what I like the most is that she will give me a feeling of trustworthiness." Li Junhao looked out the window at the valley, as if the girl was there.
"Ling'er ......" The name is also lingering in Che Yan'er's heart at this moment, "It turns out that her name is Ling'er." ”
"So, how did you meet?" Cha Yeona has always been sentimental.
"Hmm......" Li Junhao muttered, as if reminiscing, "it was Ling'er who came to me first." In the end, Li Junhao said slowly, even he didn't know why he said these words that he usually cherished in his heart to Cha Yan'er, perhaps, he really needed a good listener so that he could sort out the memories of the past.
"She said she hated my empty attitude." Li Junhao continued.
"Hate you? oppa, you're so attractive, how can anyone hate you? What's more, how did you end up together? Cha Yan'er was a little puzzled.
"Am I attractive?" Li Junhao seemed to be a little self-deprecating, "Thousands of miles away from the phone line, and in front of a cold computer, what charm will I have?" ”
"Huh?" Che Yan'er was surprised, "You guys...... Did you meet online? ”
Li Junhao nodded slowly, but he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, and the scenes that he had started with Ling'er in the past came to mind again. Before every task, arguing with a "stranger" seems to have become his biggest hobby. But no matter how many times she deletes this "stranger", she can always come to the door again and again, stalking, no matter where she is, New York, London, Tokyo, Moscow, she can't get rid of it, she is like an Internet ghost, paying attention to her every move at any time.
"Ling'er!" This name, which was a headache for him at first, and then made him happy, walked into his own ruthless agent path. Since then, whether it is the warm spring of Tokyo or the war-torn Iraq, every time he completes the mission, he is always very eager to go online, there, Li Junhao knows that Ling'er is waiting for him. She would chat with him and play songs to him. No matter what she confides in her, she will listen carefully, just like Che Yan'er who is sitting next to her now, she cares about herself so much.
Cha Yeon'er was embarrassed by Li Junhao, "oppa? She snorted, and Li Junhao came back to his senses.
"That'...... You guys are really fateful. Cha Yan'er sighed.
But at this moment, Li Junhao was quiet, "Fate? He sneered and mocked himself, "Is there really fate?" Then why didn't I cherish Ling'er before! ”
Cha Yan'er saw that Li Junhao's expression was wrong, and she sat there uneasily, not daring to ask again. After being quiet for a while, Li Junhao breathed a sigh of relief and reluctantly smiled: "Yan'er, let's talk about something else." ”
At this moment, the sun has set, and the sky is a little oppressive.
Che Yan'er gritted her teeth, but still bravely held Li Junhao's hand, and comforted: "Oppa, don't be sad, you at least have me now...... And I'm by your side. ”
Li Junhao nodded, facing Cha Yan'er, he was really relaxed, and his signature smile was revealed again, and then patted her hand and chuckled: "Yes, my Yan'er is the kindest." One sentence made Che Yan'er's face red, and Che Yan'er hurriedly pulled her hand out of Li Junhao, disconnected from Li Junhao, and lowered her head to pinch the corners of her clothes, not daring to look at Li Junhao again.
"Well, if you die, I'll go find a hundred men, and there will always be one who will be better than you, and will make me forget you."
"Really? Well, if you die, I'll go find a hundred women, so many women's vinegar for you to drink all by yourself, then you, a shrew, won't even dare to accept you, maybe you can still crawl out of the coffin, hehe...... Ouch ......"
Li Junhao's signature smile appeared on his face again, but this time he was laughing at himself, it turned out that he had been looking for a replacement for Ling'er. I found kindness and loveliness from Cha Yan'er, and purity and elegance from Gao Enya.
Ling'er, is it really something that can be replaced by any girl?
“oppa…… Junhao oppa......" Cha Yeon's call next to him woke up Lee Junhao in his memory.
It seems that the two of them still don't get along well tonight, and after being silent for a while, Che Yan'er said with some emotion: "I know I don't fully understand you now, oppa, but I love you." I believe in you too. You'll believe me, right? Cha Yan'er finally looked at Li Junhao, before, the somewhat mysterious Li Junhao gave her too much reverie, but now, all she needs is the answer.
Li Junhao sighed lightly, moved his right hand to hold Cha Yan'er, and asked, "Then what do you want to know?" ”
"Your past." Cha Yan'er said in a low voice.
"In the past?" Li Junhao smiled, "Yan'er, the past is in the past, and what I value more is the future." ”
"But not everyone can leave the past behind, can they, oppa?"
Li Junhao was silent, he really didn't want to say too much about his life experience.
"Well, Yan'er, if you want to know about my past, I'm willing to share it with you." Li Junhao glanced at Cha Yan'er with "affection" and looked out the window.
"I'm an orphan! When I was younger, every moment, every second I had to fight for my own survival. Li Junhao said slowly: "This world is very cruel, and the natural rule is survival of the fittest!" I've been wandering, I've done hard labor, and I've done anything to survive. ”
Cha Yan'er listened with wide eyes, Li Junhao's opening words had completely shocked her, she just thought that Li Junhao had some background that she didn't understand. I didn't expect my lover's experience to be so "bumpy".
Li Junhao turned around, saw Che Yan'er's shocked appearance, and smiled: "Yan'er, I didn't scare you, did I?" "The effect he wants has already come out.
Cha Yan'er was already holding Li Junhao's hand with tears in her eyes at the moment, "oppa," she said with some sympathy, "I'm sorry, I didn't expect you to ...... You were so bitter when you were a child. She now blames herself a little, why should she force Li Junhao to think about the painful memories of the past.
"Bitterness, what's the point? I've had worse things than that. Li Junhao's deep voice was still so infectious, "I remember once wandering outside, it was already noon, the sun was shining at that time, I was tired and hungry, in a big house, I smelled the smell of rice, I haven't eaten for two days, I was so hungry, I went up and begged people to give me some food, but you know what, not only did they not give it, but they also released a big dog to bite me." I was running as hard as I could, running as hard as I could, but the vicious dog kept barking and chasing me, and after I fell to the ground, it still pounced on me fiercely and bit me, and I will never forget its sharp teeth for the rest of my life. Speaking of which, Li Junhao also rolled up his sleeves, "Yan'er, look." ”
Cha Yan'er saw a few small dents on Li Junhao's right arm, which were obviously the marks of some kind of animal bite, she carefully helped him soothe his arm, and finally cried sadly for Li Junhao's "tragic" experience.
"That time was the worst experience I ever experienced as a child, and I still don't dare to think about it again." Lee Jun-ho was watching Cha Yeon-a's reaction.
"But, at that time, I said to myself, no matter what, I want to live! I did it! Li Junhao's tone was so firm, "Later, I went to a welfare home, where I was well taken care of, then I studied, went out to work, and then I was sent to Seoul National University in South Korea to study." ”
Cha Yan'er nodded directly beside her, she felt as if something was wrong, but she couldn't say it. I saw her comforting Li Junhao and said, "Oppa, everything is over, don't think about it anymore." You know, she shed a lot of sympathetic tears just now.
Seeing this, Li Junhao finally couldn't help it, leaned on the steering wheel and laughed, Che Yan'er, who was still sad, was stunned, what was going on, but soon she understood what was going on, it turned out that Li Junhao had been lying to her. Cha Yan'er kept beating Li Junhao's back with both hands. Li Junhao smiled and pushed her arm away, reached out to squeak Che Yan'er, and the two were frolicking in the small carriage, and the dullness and unhappiness just now were swept away.
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In fact, Li Junhao's background is very good, as for how good? Anyway, the money that Li Junhao transferred now can only be said to be the tip of the iceberg in front of his family. As for the animal's tooth marks, they were just accidentally left by Li Junhao during a mission.
But that doesn't matter anymore, because now Li Junhao has a more serious problem waiting for him to deal with.
Now Che Yan'er was a little angry and crossed her hands and leaned against the car door, Li Junhao teased her many times, she just ignored it, and finally turned her head with a "hum" and didn't look at Li Junhao.
Of course, Li Junhao knew that she was playing a temper, so he smiled and said: "Okay, Yan'er, I admit it, I deliberately lied to you, it's my fault, please forgive me, okay?" ”
Cha Yan'er didn't answer, but she finally understood now that in this love game, Li Junhao is the master.
"Yan'er," Li Junhao put away his smile, as serious as he was in the library just now, "I'm sorry! I just think we're here tonight, and I want to have a relaxing evening with you, not to talk about the past, and that kind of topic is really too heavy. I believe in my feelings, I like you and you like me, right? The past is not important, what matters is our future. After speaking, he handed out his right hand to Che Yan'er.
Cha Yan'er lowered her head, slowly stretched out her left hand, and shook it with Li Junhao, so to speak, the two were reconciled. But Che Yan'er suddenly remembered something again, and hurriedly broke free of Li Junhao's hand, opened her eyes and asked, "Could it be ...... Could it be that what kind of spirit you were talking about? Also...... Also? ”
Li Junhao didn't answer, just his trademark smile on his face.
"Hey, one west...... Bad ass oppa, specializing in bullying people! Cha Yan'er beat Li Junhao's body unobtrusively, today she was on a thief ship, but she was deceived by this cunning villain, and everything was done willingly.
Li Junhao couldn't help but smile, "Let's go back!" But in the end, he couldn't help laughing, and in the midst of Che Yan'er's complaints, he started the car and drove down the mountain.
True and false, false and true. Apart from Ling'er, who in this world can enter his heart and take care of his long-extinguished heart.