Dongning, City No. 1 Middle School.

It has been nearly a week since the start of school, but the students have not seen Teacher Cang come back, their hearts are full of a sense of loss, whenever they see Teacher Yu, they will involuntarily ask, is Teacher Cang back?

And the answer they want is also the answer Yu Xue wants, since Canglong proposed to her last time and left, there has been no news from him, and Hei Man, the only one who knows the answer, is unwilling to tell her.

In the days without Canglong, Yu Xue didn't have anything more in her heart, but she didn't miss anything, that feeling was still so bland, whenever she touched the pendant on her neck, she always comforted herself, he would definitely come back, he would definitely come back.

Around the apartment, there have been some strangers recently, although Yu Xue can't see them, but she can feel that whenever she goes back from work, Yu Xue will involuntarily come to Canglong's room, she hopes that it will be messy inside, waiting for her to clean up, but every time she goes, she will see a scene that disappoints her.

The work in the school has not stopped, just like Canglong said, this world will not stop turning without anyone, and no one is irreplaceable.

It's just that in Yu Xue's heart, Canglong is the irreplaceable person and has nothing to do with this world.

Heiman followed behind Yu Xue as always, her task was to protect Yu Xue, she didn't care about Yu Xue's daily emotions at all, what she needed was that Yu Xue couldn't leave her sight.

The strangers around make Heiman very nervous these days, because they make her feel dangerous, but fortunately, the apartment that Canglong chose is an easy place to defend and difficult to attack, and it doesn't seem to be an easy thing to do anything bad under her guard.

And after these strangers appeared, Heiman suddenly felt that it didn't seem to be an easy thing to stay by Canglong's side.

When Yu Xue got home, in addition to cleaning up everything in the apartment, the rest was cooking, and the portion she made every time was for three people, but every day, only Hei Man and her two of them ate, Sun Liping would be busy every day and come back very late, without Canglong, she would fall asleep every day when she came back, and her spirit was not good.

It's not that the students of Class 9 are causing trouble for her, on the contrary, since the beginning of school, most of the students in Class 9 have been engaged in intense study, they are harder than any class, and occasionally two naughty ones appear, and they will not make any big trouble.

It's just that in the new semester, when Principal Jiang announced the tasks of this semester, he revised some school rules, which are more stringent than before, and the ingenious thing is that since the last make-up time, the new school rules have also added some codes of conduct to bind teachers.

For example, if students are asked not to smoke, then teachers themselves cannot smoke, and if students are asked to go out in the middle of the night to surf the Internet, teachers cannot easily leave the school.

The new school rules are so strict that they do not give students much opinion, but rather those who are addicted to the teacher's code of conduct.

However, there is one of them, which is very resistant to the students of Class 9, called elite education, which is a clause for this class of senior high school students, and this elite education clause was revised by Principal Jiang through years of teaching experience, and has passed the review and standardization of the Education Bureau.

One of the regulations stipulates that senior high school students must focus on their studies and work hard to meet the college entrance examination, and the school stipulates that every student must complete the courses, which are all in order to cope with the upcoming college entrance examination.

In order to avoid external interference, the school stipulates that students have a monthly vacation every month, and they cannot go home during the holidays.

In order to prepare for the college entrance examination, almost all parents of the third grade of the first high school signed a letter of guarantee to ensure the implementation of these terms.

The most helpless thing for the students is that the leaders of the make-up time during the winter vacation, Vice Principal Li and Section Chief Liu of the Security Section, actually came back.

Deputy Director Jiang of the Education Bureau also took office again, and it is said that this is all arranged by the Municipal Party Committee, and Vice President Li and Section Chief Liu are the persons in charge of this elite education.

Sun Liping, the head teacher, didn't have many good strategies to deal with the school's regulations, and in the end she could only do the work of the students, so she went back every day with a haggard face, and she was also depressed when she got up.

Yu Xue, a music teacher, has always ignored school matters, just takes her music lessons, leaves work on time after class, never participates in any meetings in the school, and never stays at school, but her music lessons are liked by every student, because it suddenly became the only relaxation time for students.

In other words, the appearance of the dragon is like a pebble, falling into the originally calm lake, swinging in circles of ripples, but when the pebble sinks to the bottom of the lake, everything will become calm.

Sun Liping couldn't take over Canglong's burden, so she struggled every day, and she had to make a choice between students and school rules.

"The farthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, but I am standing in front of you, and you do not know that I love you; The farthest distance in the world is not that I am standing in front of you and you don't know that I love you, but that you know that you love each other, but you can't be together. Yu Xue held a book and read the contents stupidly.

Hei Man sat aside, occasionally paying attention to the words in her mouth, and sometimes when he saw the look on Yu Xue's face, Hei Man would sarcastically say a few words to her, thinking that she was too contrived, but Yu Xue just smiled every time and never spoke.

Sometimes Heyman wonders, is love really that important? She seems to be able to survive without love and seems to be able to survive better without feelings.

And the reason why she stayed by Canglong's side was to know what kind of thing could make Canglong, who was known as the "Grim Reaper", stay by such an ordinary woman's side so desperately, in Heiman's eyes, Yu Xue had no other advantages except for being pretty.

"The farthest distance in the world is not that you know that you love each other but can't be together, but that you can't resist this kind of thought, but you have to deliberately pretend that you don't have you in your heart at all." Yu Xue silently recited the words inside, and the expression on her face seemed to be deeply involved.

Hei Man couldn't stand it a little, walked over and snatched the book from Yu Xue's hand rudely, looked at it regardless of it, and said after a while: "I like this sentence, the farthest distance in the world, it's not that you can't resist this kind of longing but you have to deliberately pretend not to put you in your heart at all, but in the face of the person who loves you, but with an indifferent heart, you dig a ditch that can't be crossed." ”

Yu Xue's face changed, but she didn't want to return the book, but suddenly looked out the window and was silent, Hei Man thought she was angry, so he returned the book to her, but Yu Xue shook her head and said to her: "One day, you will understand the meaning of this, you think you are not ordinary people, but in fact, you are." ”

"Hmm." Hei Man's face changed, "How do you know that we are ordinary people?" And how do you know that we are not ordinary people? Or maybe you don't know anything, it's just"

"No, I know." Yu Xue shook her head firmly, "Do you know why I fell in love with him?" ”

Heman hesitated, but still asked, "Why?" ”

"Isn't the sentence you like to describe him at the beginning?" Yu Xue took the book, pointed to the sentence that Hei Man read just now, and said, "When he first came, he gave people the feeling that he obviously had feelings, but he just used his heart to freeze his heart and dig a ditch to block those people around him. ”

"Do you know his true identity?" Heyman's attention was drawn to him.

"I don't know." Yu Xue shook her head and said, "But I can feel the danger, in the same way, I also know that he has always had a person in his heart, I think about it a lot these days, I want to give him time to make him forget that person, I want him to propose to me again, I am ready, but the more I think about it, the more I find that he can't do it, I can't do it, he falls in love with me, maybe I'm too much like her, so she treats me as a shadow of the person in his heart, but I don't want it, the most painful love in the world, Maybe you know that your beloved treats you as someone else, and you still have to love desperately. ”

"Since you knew the outcome from the beginning, why did you approach him?" Heiman wondered, "You are not from the same world, why do you want him to come close to you." ”

"Do you know that moths fight fires?" Yu Xue suddenly stood up and walked to the window and opened the curtains.

Heiman was a little distracted, not knowing what Yu Xue wanted to do or what he wanted to say.

"Knowing that it would pay the price of his life, the moth still threw himself into the fire without hesitation, until his life burned out and turned into green smoke; Because it is seeking the most valuable thing in life, and it is also the love that I pursue in life, I have no hesitation, but I don't want to be her shadow, I want him to really remember me. Yu Xue took the book and stood in front of the window looking at the scenery outside, "If there is such an opportunity, let me die for him, I am willing, if there is such a day, please help me tell him, if love, please"

For some reason, seeing Yu Xue at this moment, Hei Man's heart couldn't help but feel a faint touch, very uncomfortable, but he wanted to chase it.

It's just that when she came back to her senses and didn't think about it, she suddenly felt a little creepy, and subconsciously looked at Yu Xue, only to see a glimmer of reflection outside the window in the distance, and Hei Man, who had been on the battlefield for a long time, changed his face greatly, and ran over shouting: "Get out of there!" ”

However, it was too late, when Hei Man took Yu Xue's hand and wanted to drag her out of the window, he found that there was a splash of blood on his face, and Yu Xue involuntarily fell into her arms, and when she helped Yu Xue to lie down, she found that Yu Xue still had a smile on her face