Although Nalan Qi does not discriminate against homosexuals, it is difficult for her to accept that someone of the same sex likes her, and what she can't accept is this kind of beautiful novel that writes women like a flood of beasts.

Take the current mission novel "Left Hand Holding Right Hand" as an example, it looks like a novel of youth pain.

It tells the story of three childhood sweethearts from the ignorance of their youth to the love of their youth, among which the girl's love belongs to unrequited love, and the love of the two boys is the tear point of the novel.

The protagonists are these two boys, Jin Muxi and He Yuan, and the girl is the resentful woman who entrusted the task - Ye Qiqi.

If this Ye Qiqi is unlucky enough, the childhood sweethearts are two very good boys, one is a sunny man, and he has two small dimples when he laughs; The other is a genius boy with a super high IQ, with a cold personality but elegant personality.

These two teenagers are the most concerned children in the family, and they are even more elite figures in society after graduating from college and entering society.

Needless to say, Jin Muxi played a good basketball hand and was later selected for the national team. He Yuan joined a large company and became the youngest general manager.

In comparison, Ye Qiqi's growth process is very ordinary. When she was young, she was thin and small, and she didn't like to talk. Mother Ye was afraid that her daughter would be bullied at school, so she asked He Yuan to take more care of Ye Qiqi at school.

He Yuan, who obeyed his mother's order, led Ye Qiqi, who was three years younger than him, into the school, but without taking care of it in a blink of an eye, Ye Qiqi was smashed by Jin Muxi's basketball, and two nosebleeds flowed out.

Although He Yuan is a young man, he is also a young and vigorous teenager, and he immediately had a fight with Jin Muxi, and the two did not know each other, and finally became friends.

And Ye Qiqi had no choice but to swallow his anger and accept another "little brother". Although Ye Qiqi is not excellent or inconspicuous, her father is the chairman of the famous Ye Group, and the He family asked their son to take care of a little girl because they worked under Mr. Ye.

In this way, the story of the three gradually began. Of course, the most descriptive pen and ink must be these two heroes who are proud of the sky, Ye Qiqi is usually used as a foil, setting off the beauty of the two boys, as well as their secretly derived feelings.

Until these two were admitted to the university, Ye Qiqi, the foil, was temporarily stranded for a long time. During college, the relationship between the two grew by leaps and bounds, and finally on the eve of graduation, during an adventure in the mountains, Jin Muxi fell off the cliff by mistake, He Yuan was heartbroken, and when he desperately wanted to find Jin Muxi, he revealed his feelings.

After searching for a whole day and a night, He Yuan, who was full of beard, finally found Jin Muxi, and when he saw He Yuan coming to find him, Jin Muxi forgot about his broken right leg and grinned at He Yuan.

The relationship between the two was logical, so they lived together after graduating from college. Of course, there must be a turning point in the novel at this time, but this turning point is that the He family's parents forced He Yuan to get married.

He Yuan, who doesn't like women at all, is willing to listen, he has no interest in women from the beginning, but is extremely curious about the bodies of other boys, it can be said that he was born gay.

But in that environment in China, what decent man with a successful career is willing to admit that he is gay. If he dares to say it, how can other people think of him and not say it, his parents will be angry to death first.

However, refusing to marry all the time is not a long-term solution, the He family's parents have always wanted to hold their grandson, He Yuan finally couldn't resist the pressure at the age of twenty-eight and agreed to his parents to get married.

But who can you marry? If other women knew that he was gay, they would probably divorce immediately, or even publicize that he was gay. He Yuan is a person with a certain social status, where is he willing to let others despise him through this.

So he finally made a shameful decision, he told the He family and his wife that he had always liked Ye Qiqi, so he never had a girlfriend, just to wait for her to grow up.

The couple was overjoyed, and immediately prepared many gifts for their son to go to the Ye family to curry favor with their future daughter-in-law.

Ye Qiqi is a person, if it sounds good to say that she is simple and kind, if it is difficult to say, she is simply a blank piece of paper, except for the stupid love of Brother Yuan, she does not hate Jin Muxi, I heard that Brother Yuan likes her, and has been waiting for her to grow up to marry her, she is twenty-five years old and easily believes it.

The next plot can be imagined, Ye Qiqi married He Yuan without knowing anything, and He Yuan kept refusing to have sex with her because he was unwell.

Poor Ye Qiqi thought that she had done something bad, so she ignored her when Brother Yuan was angry, so she could only swallow her tears and sleep alone.

Ye Qiqi, a beautiful lady, actually became a poor wife. What is a wife? A homogamous wife is a wife who is a homosexual man.

Most of these same-sex wives are heterosexual, while others are lesbians. Homosexuality usually refers to the former. Homosexuality is a vulnerable group relative to heterosexuality, but there is a more vulnerable and secretive group around gay men, and that is homowives.

They live on the margins, cannot speak out, are suppressed by traditional culture, endure humiliation for their children, dare not complain loudly, and they are large in number and of all ages.

One of the most characteristic of the phenomenon is the phenomenon of homogamy, which not only does not provide sexual satisfaction, but also suffers from neglect, neglect and domestic violence, as well as the threat of sexually transmitted diseases and AIDS.

This same wife has been doing it for three years, and Ye Qiqi, who can't stand it anymore, has become bitter and mean. No matter how dull the woman was, she understood that something was wrong with her husband at this time, and she couldn't help but scold He Yuan loudly.

He Yuan shouted through the strength of the wine, "Aren't you cheap, don't you just want me to touch you?" Well, I'll satisfy you now! Then he threw Ye Qiqi on the bed and forcibly had a relationship.

This night was Ye Qiqi's most humiliating night. And then more painful things are yet to come. Ye Qiqi actually got pregnant.

Originally, Ye Qiqi had already mustered up the courage to divorce He Yuan and ask for the fate of his wife. But fate played such a big joke on her.

Ye Qiqi, who has a child, can only swallow her anger, endure her husband's cold violence, and raise the child alone.

In the end, she couldn't stand the two people she liked and trusted the most when she was a teenager teamed up to deceive herself, she went crazy and took a knife to cut Jin Muxi, but she didn't stand firmly, fell from the eighteenth floor, and fell to pieces.

And Jin Muxi, who experienced this incident, chose to break up with He Yuan because of his guilt for Ye Qiqi, and went to the United States alone after terminating the contract with the team.

He Yuan misses his lover and raises his daughter alone. After eight years, He Yuan, who was holding his daughter's hand and preparing to send his daughter to school, saw the familiar figure at the door and couldn't help but burst into tears.

The ending is naturally beautiful for them, but for Ye Qiqi, a pure girl who has never made the slightest mistake, this kind of injury is too much.