Embarrassment is the biggest feeling Lei Lei has when she is alone in the same room with Su Ruoran.

She didn't even dare to look at Su Ruoran with direct eyes, because of the guilt in her heart, and because of the special situation that the two of them might face together in the future.

Su Ruoran was far more mentally prepared than Lei Lei, otherwise, she would not have sent Zhang Wenhao such a text message to Zhang Wenhao when Zhang Wenhao went to Male to find Lei Lei, so when Su Ruoran saw Lei Lei standing in front of her extremely embarrassed, she smiled slightly and said softly: "Don't stand all the time, what do you drink?" I'll get it for you. ”

Lei Lei smiled reluctantly and said, "Soda, thank you." ”

Su Ruoran nodded, walked to the Xiaoice cabinet at the head of the bed and took out two bottles of soda, handed one of them to Lei Lei, and then, she pulled Lei Lei to sit down on the soft sofa, Lei Lei has been very cramped, but Su Ruoran said very generously: "You and I don't need to be so polite and outside." ”

Lei Lei nodded slightly, but this sentence did not improve her current psychological condition.

Su Ruoran smiled indifferently at this time, as if talking to herself, sighed, and said, "Wen Hao is indeed very good, right?" ”

Lei Lei on the side nodded and said softly: "It's really good and unimaginable." ”

"yes." Su Ruoran smiled and said: "As a woman, he is simply an omnipotent man, he has done so many things that ordinary people can't even imagine, if his identity is exposed, I'm afraid that no matter which woman he is with, the world will feel that that woman is too different from him." I can't think of anyone else who could possibly reach the heights he's reached now, so it was very stressful for me. ”

Lei Lei asked curiously, "Pressure? Why? Wen Hao likes you so much, the two of you are a good match, you should be happy to have such an excellent boyfriend. ”

"Happiness is only one aspect." Su Ruoran smiled slightly. "To use an inappropriate analogy, it's as if you get a perfect dress as a woman. You're naturally excited, but you don't dare to go out in it. Because you are afraid that your own conditions will not be able to control this skirt at all, and you are also afraid that this skirt that is already perfect will not be so perfect on you, you are not inferior, but wearing it, you feel an indescribable inferiority complex all the time, this pressure, can you understand? ”

Lei Lei nodded thoughtfully and said, "It's understandable, when I was a child, I looked like a boy and played with a lot of boys every day. Lively and even a little over-the-top, and when I finally realized that I was supposed to act more like a girl, I started experimenting with the usual outfits that other girls used to do, and to be honest, it did make me look more like a cute and shy girl. But I always feel that I am very weird, walking on the street, I am afraid that others will laugh at me when they see my dress, and I always unconsciously want to find a mirror to take a look, the kind of pressure you are talking about, probably this should be what you mean, right? ”

"Sort of." Su Ruoran sighed helplessly. Said: "Now my relationship with Wen Hao has not really been made public, because Wen Hao's identity has not really been made public, I am with Wen Hao, and the extra attention I receive because of this is limited to the family and friends of the two of us, but if one day, Wen Hao's identity cannot be concealed, then, the extra attention I will receive because of this will expand the whole world in an instant, I don't even dare to think about it now, every time I think of it, I feel an inexplicable sense of fear, Maybe Wen Hao and I will choose to hide the relationship between the two of us in front of the public, but this feeling also makes me feel very weird, just like I said before, you have such a dress, but you can only wear it in front of the fitting mirror in your bedroom, and live indoors forever. ”…,