Chapter 308: Vanishing

Then what, naturally needless to say, Xie Bin was a little overwhelmed, no matter how rich his imagination was, he didn't expect his fate to be like this, and he didn't expect his mother to die like this. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Xie Bin didn't know what to say about his mother, maybe her choice looked a little silly, but thinking about the scene at that time, she couldn't make such a choice, I don't know how much courage she mustered.

Seeing Xie Bin's confused and lost expression, Yi Dao on the side sighed softly, "Your mother is a good woman, and she is completely worthy of your father, but in that era, unmarried pregnancy was like a flood beast for people at that time, and Old Man Chang's speech was a little unpleasant, don't take it to heart." ”

Xie Bin nodded silently, and asked half-loudly, "Then, where are my mother's, ashes or grave?" ”

"In Ji Province, you may still be able to find it, do you want to go and see it?" Yi Dao hurriedly said: "I sent you to Lu Province at that time, and when I returned, I asked someone to bury you again, I don't know if you are still there at this time." ”

Xie Bin nodded, feeling a little better, what he was most afraid of hearing was that his mother's bones had nowhere to be placed or hastily thrown away. Thinking of this, Xie Bin raised his head and said to Yi Dao, "Uncle Yi, can we leave now?" Do you have time? ”

Yi Dao shrugged: "Why don't you have time?" Anyway, I can't stay in Chang's house anymore, and I'll be completely complete in the future. ”

Xie Bin nodded, "It's not interesting to stay in Chang's house, if Uncle Yi wants, follow me to the island city." ”

"We'll talk about it then," Yi Dao shook his head noncommittally, "and we'll set off." ”

As soon as he said to go, Xie Bin followed Yi Dao straight to Ji Province when he came out of the detention center, and the cars he drove were all Yi Dao's. Yi Dao has not worried about eating and drinking in Chang's house all these years. I don't have any bad habits, I don't get married and have children, and I still have the money to buy a car.

Xie Bin sat in the co-pilot, looked at Yi Dao, who was concentrating on driving, and suddenly asked, "Uncle Yi, why did you think of giving me to my grandfather?" ”

Yi Dao smiled bitterly, "I can't help it, I don't feel at ease when I hand it over to ordinary people, and I'm worried that Old Man Chang will notice it, so I gave you to your grandfather." And your grandfather is educated, knowledgeable and bearing, and you don't have to worry that you won't become a talent, and the other is that if you are handed over to your grandfather, Mr. Chang will definitely not think of it. ”

Yi Dao said and suddenly smiled. "When your grandfather returned to the capital more than 20 years ago to look for relatives, Old Man Chang asked me to kill your grandfather quietly. I couldn't let him go. But he told him that he had already disposed of it, and that he had thought that your grandfather had died for so many years, until he investigated your information again, and he realized that I had lied to him, and he almost shot me for it. ”

Xie Bin looked at Yi Dao's ugly face and sighed secretly. People say that the cycle of retribution in the Heavenly Dao is not happy, which is really true, although Chang Yutang has contributed to the country, but he has used his power to do a lot of evil. Do what you want, but you will be punished in the end. Even if the law does not punish him, his life will be like this, and the Chang family is over.

As for Chang Junxing, Xie Bin, the father of the bloodline, is estimated to have little hope, if something like this happens in the family, let alone go further, it is almost impossible for him to keep his current position.

For his father, Xie Bin has some complications in his heart. No matter how good or bad Chang Junxing is, he is his father after all, although Xie Bin has no feelings for him. However, seeing Chang Junxing's painful appearance, Xie Bin felt like he was watching a TV series, although his heart was a little sour, he did not have the throbbing of his relatives when they were grieving.

In the final analysis, Chang Junxing and Xie Bin are still two complete strangers, and in addition to knowing each other's names, their understanding of each other is almost equal to zero. Human feelings cannot be cultivated in a day or two, even if there is a close blood relationship. Moreover, Xie Bin made the Chang family like this, just to cultivate feelings, and it is estimated that it is impossible.

Of course, Xie Bin didn't think about how to do with Chang Junxing, he knew that it was enough for him to have such parents. Xie Bin dreamed when he was a child that he would live a good life with them after finding his parents, but as he grew older, this kind of thinking became weaker and weaker, even thinking about it in his heart, it was just a simple obsession, and he knew that he had no regrets if he was a father and a mother.

After entering Ji Province, it was already early, the two of them rested in the city for a night, and the next morning they continued to walk, and at ten o'clock in the morning, they drove into a small mountain village. The current rural development is also good, and the road is not difficult to walk, but it is precisely because of this that Yi Dao has to stop and ask about the road. After all, more than 20 years have passed, and the environment has changed a lot in the past 30 years, and even some place names have changed.

But after asking a few old people, everyone still remembers the incident. After getting out of the car, Xie Bin followed Yi Dao to the mountain. After reaching the halfway point of the mountain, Yi Dao pointed to a weed pile in a forest on the mountain beam, "It should be there, there are no other graves nearby." ”

Xie Bin walked over and took a look, the small tomb was overgrown with weeds, and it was almost impossible to see the original face of the tomb, I don't know how many years it had not been cleaned, and because it was on the mountain beam, the tomb had been cut off by the wind and rain, just like a gentle mound, not like a grave at all.

With the shovel and sickle borrowed from the old man at the bottom of the mountain, he cleared the weeds and covered the soil with two shovels, Xie Bin took the paper money and incense candles he bought from Yi Dao, lit them, and kowtowed a few times on the ground. It's just that what I wanted to say, I didn't say it at all. Xie Bin looked at this tomb, and suddenly he didn't even feel sad.

Xie Bin thought that he would be very painful, sad, would hold his head and cry, and would babble a lot about the tombstone, but at this moment, he really had no hope, he just felt a little unhappy. Someone is right that the fairest thing at this time is that everyone will die, just sooner or later.

Xie Bin looked at his mother's grave, but he couldn't imagine her appearance at all, although Yi Dao and his cheap father Chang Junxing told him how beautiful, gentle and kind his mother was, but Xie Bin still couldn't imagine it, or didn't dare to imagine it. This poor woman did not have a good life in her life, and she did not even have a single person to worship in all these years after her death.

What's even more tragic is that in this world, except for the few people who still remember her, she didn't even leave a single photo, as if she never appeared. If it weren't for Xie Bin and such a small burial bag, she would hardly be a passer-by to the world.

Xie Bin patted the soil on his knees, stood silently in front of the grave for a long time, and finally whispered, "Uncle Yi, I'm going to move her grave back......"

Yi Dao shook his head and said: "Forget it, your mother probably won't want to leave here, there is no need to let her run away from her hometown, if you have the heart, come here every year to give her a stick of incense, and then cover two shovels of soil is enough." ”

Xie Bin was speechless when he heard this, what Yi Dao said was not unreasonable, the fallen leaves returned to their roots, and they were in the ground, but they were pitiful of this woman, and they couldn't stay with their husbands until they died. Standing silently in front of the grave for more than half an hour, Xie Bin turned his head to Yi Dao and said, "Uncle Yi, let's go, and we'll come back later." ”

Xie Bin originally wanted to renovate this tomb, but after thinking about Yi Dao's words, he gave up again, indeed, if you really care, it doesn't mean that you built a beautiful tomb for her It means that you care a lot, and it is better to come back often than anything.

That night, Xie Bin and Yi Dao returned to the capital. It was not early, the two of them found a restaurant, ordered a few dishes, asked for two bottles of Erguotou, and sat down for a drink. At first, I was looking for something to talk about, but in the end, there was nothing left to talk about, just a strong drink.

Xie Bin cleared up the grievances on his body, which was originally a good thing, but the sudden change made him a little exhausted, and he drank and drank, which was a bit much. But fortunately, he could still find his way home, Xie Bin staggered and stopped a taxi on the side of the road, but it took more than ten minutes to return to the house that Tan Rui helped him rent.

Lying on the bed, Xie Bin recalled what had happened in the past six months, and he couldn't help but feel a little sad, especially the question that had been hidden in his heart for more than 20 years, and the answer was so unexpected. The father is not like a father, but more like an enemy; And his mother left him only a lonely little dirt bag, not even a photo.

And thinking of Li Guohui, who was lying on the hospital bed and didn't know whether he was alive or dead, Xie Bin felt a little more regretful in his heart, if he had dealt with this matter decisively earlier, where would there be all these troubles? After returning to the island city, he also didn't know how to face Li Jingjing, and he couldn't say that he didn't do it Xie Bin, so it could be regarded as if nothing happened?

Li Guohui is just an old man to Xie Bin, but to Li Jingjing and Peng Yurou, they are their father and husband, the pillar of the family, and the pillar of Jing's god. If Li Guohui can't wake up for the rest of his life, Xie Bin himself may have to feel guilty for the rest of his life.

borrowed wine to eliminate sorrow and sorrow, Xie Bin was already in a bad mood, he was so depressed, he drank so much wine that he even forgot to take a bath, and he didn't even take off his shoes, so he fell asleep on the bed with his clothes.

I don't know when, Xie Bin suddenly felt that a woman appeared next to him, and helped him take off his shoes and clothes, and he didn't know what to think, so he hugged her casually, completely ignoring her weak struggle.

When he woke up the next morning, Xie Bin suddenly felt that there was a person in his arms, so he lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead, grabbed her buttocks, and then hugged her vigorously and prepared to continue sleeping for a while. just suddenly reacted, how can there be a woman by his side? None of his women were around.

Thinking of this, he hurriedly turned over and sat up, the scene in front of him made him a little dumbfounded, it was no one else in his arms, it was Tan Rui. Tan Rui was sleeping with his arm around Zhengxiang at this time. Xie Bin sat up so suddenly, so that her arm was less to rely on, and leaned towards Xie Bin's side, and then hugged Xie Bin's arm like a bear and continued to sleep for her. (To be continued......)