Chapter 18: You've Been Mine All Your Life
Li Jiajia hugged the little kangaroo with a look of disbelief, but the little guy in her arms couldn't fake it. I have to say that no matter how fierce and ugly any animal is, it is basically very cute when it is young, such as the little kangaroo in Li Jiajia's arms. The two small ears on the small head move one by one, plus two pairs of small eyes, in the words of later generations, it is simply about to be cutely killed.
Li Jiajia gently stroked the wallaby's head. After seeing that the wallaby did not resist, he looked at its small belly curiously.
"What are you looking for?" Zhao Qi looked at Li Jiajia's movements and asked with a smile.
"I'm looking for its little pouch. But how can I not find it, is it only when I grow up? Li Jiajia searched for a long time and didn't see the so-called pocket, and almost turned the wallaby over. The wallabies immediately began to struggle with this treatment, protesting against Li Jiajia's disregard for other people's privacy.
"Little fool, only the female kangaroo has a pocket among the kangaroos, this little kangaroo is a male, how can there be any pockets." Zhao Qi said to Li Jiajia with a smile.
"I see, I thought as long as it was a kangaroo, it would have a pocket. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have tossed you so much. Li Jiajia held the wallabby in her arms and comforted her for a while. And seeing such a cute scene of Li Jiajia, Zhao Qi couldn't help but smile.
After playing with the wallabies for a while.
"Zhao Qi, can you take it away?" Li Jiajia asked reluctantly holding the wallaby.
"Probably not, besides, it also has parents, and if the child loses it, its parents will be sad." In the British National Botanic Gardens, it is illegal to even pick flowers, let alone capture the small animals inside.
"That's right, that's ......" Li Jiajia thought about it and put the wallaby on the ground.
"Go back to your mother, little one."
The wallaby returned to the ground and did not walk away. Instead, he circled around Li Jiajia. Li Jiajia saw this scene and squatted down and hugged the wallaby.
"I will come back often in the future, and maybe I will be able to see it again." Looking at Li Jiajia's appearance, Zhao Qi said comfortingly.
"Okay, little one, goodbye, I'll play with you later." Li Jiajia waved at the wallaby.
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"Zhao Qi, why can you let the wallaby come over by itself?" After separating from the wallaby, the two continued to walk in the botanical garden.
"It's a secret, I can't tell you."
"You tell me." Li Jiajia shook Zhao Qi's arm and said coquettishly.
"Well, I'll tell you. Because I can speak beast language, the wallaby understands me, so I do what I say. ”
"Really? Then you can teach me. I'll be able to come here more often in the future. Li Jiajia said with an innocent face.
"You can't learn this, you need a good talent, your talent is really bad."
"I'm talking nonsense again, ignoring you."
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After an afternoon of playing, the two sat in a gazebo in the botanical garden, quietly enjoying the tranquility.
In front of the two, a group of British couples were taking wedding photos on the grass in front of the gazebo. People abroad generally don't take wedding photos. However, this couple is Asian and looks like they should be Chinese. Looking at the happy bride and the white wedding dress, Li Jiajia couldn't help but be stunned.
"What? Want to get married? Zhao Qi looked at Li Jiajia with a longing look on his face and asked.
"What girl doesn't want to wear a wedding dress and enter the palace of marriage?"
"But there are also people who say that marriage is the grave of love."
"That's basically what you men say. After getting married, the two of them are legally husband and wife, and both of them have to shoulder their own obligations, and you men are very afraid of this. So find such excuses. ”
"That seems to make some sense." Zhao Qi nodded.
"Zhao Qi, you ......" may have been aroused by the newcomer, Li Jiajia's face was a little unnatural. He asked again and again, and when Zhao Qi heard Li Jiajia's tone, he felt a sigh in his heart.
Li Jiajia's performance has always been watched by Zhao Qi these days, and he has shown his affection for Zhao Qi all the time and everywhere, but Zhao Qi, who already has Lei Xi at this time, really doesn't know what to do. In order not to break this tacit understanding, both of them tacitly did not mention this topic. But at this moment, Zhao Qi knew that it was time for a showdown......
"Zhao Qi, you ...... Do you have a girlfriend? Although she didn't want to ask, Li Jiajia couldn't help it. As soon as the words came out, my heart lifted.
"I ...... I already have a girlfriend. Zhao Qi looked at Li Jiajia with an expectant face, and couldn't bear to hurt her, but he had no choice but to say it.
After hearing Zhao Qi's words, Li Jiajia's heart was like being splashed with a basin of ice water, and it was cold from the top of her head to her feet. The heart seemed to be pinched by a pair of big hands, and the pain was so thorough.
"Jiajia, I know...... But I already have Sissi, I ......" Looking at Li Jiajia who was lost and depressed, Zhao Qi's heart was also painful, and he looked at her helplessly.
"Sissi, it's Reese. It seems that I really still can't compare to her. I don't know why, at this time, Li Jiajia didn't have a trace of resentment towards Lei Xi, a former competitor, only the two lines of tears left on her face could prove something.
"Jiajia, I'm sorry." Looking at the tears left again, Zhao Qi seemed to have returned to three years ago.
The one shouted with tears in his eyes, "Zhao Qi, don't, forget me." Faces.
At this moment, Zhao Qi couldn't say anything except the three words "I'm sorry".
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Zhao Qi gently wrapped his arms around Li Jiajia's slender waist, put his chin on Li Jiajia's hair, and kept saying these three words.
"You two are good together, Sissi is a good girl, you must be nice to her, do you know?" Li Jiajia gently pushed Zhao Qi away, wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, and said to Zhao Qi with a smile.
"Jiajia, I'm sorry......" Looking at Li Jiajia's smiling face, Zhao Qi knew how much pain it was in her heart. But why not? The sense of loss at that moment almost made Zhao Qi go crazy.
"You don't have to tell me I'm sorry, after all, I left first. It's good that you're with Sissi......" Li Jiajia's tears flowed out again. said with the grievances in his heart.
"No, I'm sorry for you, I ...... Not worthy of you. Don't you cry, okay? ”
"I just felt a little uncomfortable, and I regretted why I left with my parents. If...... If I hadn't left at that time, would you have been with me? Li Jiajia raised her head and looked at Zhao Qi.
"I ...... Yes. Zhao Qi nodded heavily.
But what's the use of saying this at this point? No matter how strong Zhao Qi's cultivation is, it is impossible to experience another rebirth, if he misses it, he misses it, and it will never be able to be recovered.
"Ah, it's not too early, I'm going back." Li Jiajia looked at his watch and said, but Zhao Qi knew that Li Jiajia at this time might just want to leave him to calm down.
"Jiajia, I ......"
"Let's not talk about it yet, I'm going back. Have a good night's rest, and I'll take you out for a walk tomorrow. Li Jiajia didn't want to stay here for a second, she was very scared, she was afraid that the tears she could hold back would flow out again.
"I'll see you tomorrow, I can't stay in bed anymore." After smiling reluctantly at Zhao Qi, Li Jiajia turned around and left. The moment he turned around, silent tears finally flowed.
Zhao Qi stood up and looked at Li Jiajia, who was gradually walking away, only to feel the pain in his heart infinitely magnified, as if he had lost something in his heart.
"What the hell is wrong with me?" After saying something unconsciously, Zhao Qi slowly followed behind Li Jiajia.
Watching the thin figure stumbling forward, Zhao Qi's heart seemed to be like a pinprick. And Li Jiajia, who was in front, also shook her shoulders from time to time, but still didn't make a sound.
"Li Jiajia, you have to be strong, you can't cry!" Li Jiajia has been cheering herself up, but her tears are like unstoppable spring water.
Finally, the grievances in her heart broke out, and Li Jiajia, who couldn't hold back any longer, slowly squatted down against the wall, buried her head deep in her legs, and cried loudly.
Six years of bitter love, three consecutive years of longing, in the end, is still empty. Since ancient times, the word love has broken the hearts of many people.
And Zhao Qi, who was behind Li Jiajia, heard this cry that seemed to tear him apart, and the whole person rushed forward violently, about to hold Li Jiajia in his arms, but in the end he still held back his steps.
Recy's figure flashed in Zhao Qi's mind, he couldn't, he really couldn't.
Li Jiajia's cry was like a sharp blade, cutting into Zhao Qi's heart.
"Woo woo woo, Zhao Qi, I love you, I really love you. Woo woo woo woo, please, don't leave me......" When Li Jiajia's affectionate words came, Zhao Qi's tears finally flowed out.
He didn't hesitate anymore, and stepped forward to hug Li Jiajia's weak body.
"I'm not leaving, I'm not going anywhere." Holding the person in his arms tightly, Zhao Qi's mind was blank at this time, and the only thought was to hug her tightly, never leave her, and be with her forever.
"Zhao Qi, I love you, I love you......" After Li Jiajia felt a warm embrace, she hugged Zhao Qi's neck with her backhand and kept talking......
I've missed it once, and I'll never miss it again. Jiajia, you are mine, for the rest of your life! (To be continued......)