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December 23rd, Monday, the twelfth day of the lunar winter month, sunny.

Today Secretary Zhou brought his youngest daughter Zhou Huihong to Jiang's house, Miss Zhou is very beautiful, but she is very arrogant, seeing that our eyes are full of disdain, Secretary Zhou and Brother Jiang talked about marriage, the two talked very happily, it has been finalized that the two will be engaged on January 18 of the following year, the matter is very urgent, but the two families have no way, because there is news above, Secretary Zhou is likely to be transferred to the central ministries and commissions within half a year......

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On Monday, January 6, 86, the 26th day of the winter month of the lunar calendar, there was light rain.

The date of the engagement between the young master and Miss Zhou is getting closer and closer, and the entire Jiang family is beaming, especially the young master, who goes to the Zhou family every day, and the relationship with Miss Zhou is also heating up, but my mood is very bad, the young master is getting married, what to do with the girls and two children in the school, an unmarried woman with two children, how do they live in society, how can they hold their heads up in the future, but Brother Jiang knows about it, but he didn't mention it at all, and the young master seems to have completely forgotten, Could it be that the eunuch family is the most ruthless......

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Tuesday, January 7th, the 27th day of the winter month of Nongli, light rain.

I did the first thing since I was sorry for Brother Jiang today, I secretly wrote a letter to tell the young master and Miss Zhou's engagement to the girl who was waiting for the young master at school, I was very uneasy, I felt sorry for Brother Jiang, because after the girl knew about it, she would definitely come to make a big fuss, and then the marriage between the Jiang family and the Zhou family might be ruined, without the help of the Zhou family, it would be more difficult for Brother Jiang to become the governor of Nancy Province, but I couldn't bear the torture of conscience, and finally wrote to the girl about it, for this reason, I didn't dare to look at Brother Jiang, saying that I was sick and took two days off......

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Saturday, January 11th, the second day of the first month of Nongli, light rain.

The rain has been falling for nearly ten days, my mood is also very depressed with the weather, today the girl with two children found the Jiang family, unexpectedly, she did not make a big fuss, just proposed to Brother Jiang to see the young master, to ask the young master, but Brother Jiang did not agree, and asked someone to drive the girl and the child out, and said that she is crazy, Brother Jiang's heart is really as hard as a rock, that is his two grandsons, such a cute child, I can't help but want to hug, but he didn't even look at it, For the first time, I feel that the current Brother Jiang has changed, and he is no longer the kind Brother Jiang of the past......

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January 14th, Tuesday, the fifth day of the lunar month, cloudy.

The girl didn't leave, but found a small hotel in Dingyang to stay, but every day she took two children to guard at the door of Jiang's house, hoping to wait for the young master, but where did she know, the young master went out from the back door every day, I really don't know why the young master's heart is so ruthless, that's his child, not only did he not go to see them, but also ran to spend time drinking with others, and the woman with two children, every day is just steamed buns, I really want to tell the young master where they play to the girl, but in the end I didn't do it, Brother Jiang is kind to me, I secretly told her that the young master was going to marry Miss Zhou, and I was already very sorry for Brother Jiang, and I couldn't do anything sorry for him anymore.

And Brother Jiang already knew that the girls were guarding the door, so I asked me to drive them away, but I really couldn't give up that heart, so I found an excuse to shirk it, but Brother Jiang sent someone else to drive the girl, but that girl seems to be able to work hard, every time Brother Jiang sent the people to return in vain, but that girl also lived a life of hiding in Tibet, I really don't know, how she lived with two children as a girl under the age of twenty, it was distressing to think about......

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January 15th, Wednesday, the sixth day of the seventh lunar month, cloudy.

The Zhou family knew about the girl and the two children, Secretary Zhou personally came to the door to question Brother Jiang, Brother Jiang began to deny it, and finally there was really no way but to admit it, and promised the Zhou family that the matter would be resolved as soon as possible, but Secretary Zhou was very annoyed by this, and the two finally broke up unhappily......

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January 17th, Friday, the eighth day of the seventh lunar month, sunny.

In order to solve the matter between the girl and the two children, Brother Jiang asked the young master to take the girl into Jiang's house, and the girl angrily questioned the young master, but what I didn't expect was that the young master not only did not feel guilty, but ruthlessly told the girl that the two of them were just playing together, and he said that he didn't want two children, it was the girl who insisted on giving birth, and when the girl heard his words, her face turned pale and she almost fell to the ground, but she didn't cry.

Brother Jiang hugged the two children for the first time, and when he held the children, he showed a kind smile on his face, and asked the question to hope that the girl would leave the two children, and the Jiang family could take money to compensate the girl, but the girl refused to agree, and finally left the Jiang family with the two children......

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January 21st, Tuesday, the twelfth day of the seventh lunar month, sunny.

Since the last time I went to Jiang's house, the girl never came to Jiang's house again, and she didn't guard the gate of Jiang's house anymore, but I have been paying attention to her, she did not leave Dingyang, but rented a house in a civilian house to live, but her situation is very bad, I don't know if there is no money on her, she is looking for a job in Dingyang for the past two days, but people think she has two children, and they don't want her, and she used to eat a steamed bun every meal, but now it has become half a steamed bun, and people have lost a lot of weight, I really can't stand it, Quietly took some money and put it in the child's swaddling clothes......

Seeing this, Zhao Chen's whole body was trembling violently, his eyes were red, his hands were clenching the notebook, and he almost grabbed the notebook into a ball, even the rapid knocking on the door from the room and the anxious shouts of Gu Rou and Zheng Liangyu were ignored by him.

At this time, he was thinking about a twenty-year-old girl in Dingyang, who was helpless in Dingyang, had no job, and had two children, living a difficult life.

You must know that when the reform and opening up had just begun, many places had not yet adapted to it, even in the city, there was no job, unlike now, as long as you want, you can find a job anywhere.

Zhao Chen leaned on the side of the bed, staring at the notebook in his hand, he didn't dare to look at it anymore, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it, rushed to the Jiang family, and killed the damn family.

But his heart was extremely longing, eager to know what happened back then, and what was the reason for it, so that he was separated from his mother, and finally thrown at the door of the orphanage.

"Bang." The door was kicked open, Gu Rou and Zheng Liangyu rushed in from outside the door, originally they believed in Wang Danian's words, and were ready to let Zhao Chen be alone in the house quietly, but after half a day, there was no movement in the house, and they also knocked on the door several times, but there was no movement, so they couldn't help it anymore and broke in.

"Brother Chen, what's wrong with you, don't scare me, I'm Gu Rou......" Gu Rou hugged Zhao Chen's trembling voice in her arms, looking at Zhao Chen's eyes bursting out like a beast's blood-devouring light, Gu Rou burst into tears.