"Looking at the snow fluttering outside the window, I suddenly remembered the white sneakers that I gave you. Whether lying alone, in some dark corner. Wait for the dust of despair to annihilate it. If love can be cut, stick it in the palm of my hand. If love never stops, I will wave back and wave goodbye to the past. If it hadn't snowed at the time, the love you gave would not have been extinguished. But your flower has withered. On Valentine's Day when it's snowing..."

This is a song by an anonymous singer, and I don't know if it's because the eldest lady of the Han family has a unique taste, or because this song is quite appropriate. When Lin Ze was preparing for the exam in his bedroom, he heard this melodious song.

The lyrics are very quiet and warm, which is exactly in line with the heavy snow falling outside the window at this moment.

After Lin Ze finished writing a math problem, he walked to the window and pulled the curtains, took a deep breath of fresh air, and said to Han Xiaoyi, who was lying on the bed reading a novel with a lollipop in his mouth: "Hey, didn't you say that you want to build a snowman in the garden downstairs?" The snow melted some time ago, and if this heavy snowfall lasts for a few hours tonight, we can go downstairs and build a snowman later. ”

"Yes." Han Xiaoyi stood on the bed, glanced out the window, and then fell on Lin Ze, and said with a smile. "Dead beast, why have you suddenly become so emotional? Could it be that this heavy snow has washed away your filthy soul and filthy body? ”

"Sharp teeth." Lin Ze puffed out a puff of smoke and pouted. "As a bodyguard, it is my duty to fulfill my employer's wishes, why does it taste bad in your mouth?"

"Bah, the devil believes you."

Han Xiaoyi is spicy, and she is still very happy in her heart.

What girl wouldn't want to build a snowman with a guy she has a crush on? Especially under the continuous light snow, how long is it?

No matter how delicate and expensive Han Xiaoyi is, she is a girl with seven emotions and six desires, and her first love is still intact. It doesn't matter if she's spicy or tricky. Girls always like Lang comic and flirtatious things.

After Lin Ze finished writing a few obscure math problems, he threw down the pen and paper, opened the curtains to see that there was a few centimeters of snow in the garden, and smiled: "Go down?" ”

"Are you really going?" Han Xiaoyi said a little hypocritically. "But your injuries aren't healed yet? The doctor said that it is better not to be blown by cold wind. Why don't you wait until you're healed? ”

"There are unforeseen circumstances, what if the snow melts when I am healed?" Lin Ze held a cigarette and smiled. "Don't worry, I'm as strong as a cow, and there will be no problems. Besides, you can stay in Huaxin City for half a year at most, don't you want to leave some good memories before returning to Yanjing? ”

"That's right. Miss Ben is such a soft girl with a lot of feelings, and she really should leave a little good memory. Han Xiaoyi nodded, and pulled Lin Ze's rough palm downstairs.

The snow is falling and the cold wind is blowing. Lin Ze's still somewhat weak body was blown by this cold wind, which actually aroused a layer of goosebumps. But seeing Han Xiaoyi's happy cheeks, he forcibly followed her to the garden to build a snowman.

Ten minutes later, with the efforts of the two of them, the snowman had begun to take shape, and Lin Ze made out a round ball and rested on the top of the snowman as a head. Han Xiaoyi skillfully completed his limbs. It looks like that's the case.

It was late at night.

The small snow turned into goose feather snow, and the girl's burgundy hair was sprinkled with snow-white snowflakes. But she didn't care about it, just crouched next to the snowman and concentrated on making it.

Lin Ze squatted next to her with a cigarette in his mouth, carefully brushed away the cold snowflakes for her, and said softly: "The snowman is almost built." The snow is getting heavier and heavier, so let's go inside. ”

"It's still a little short." Han Xiaoyi enjoyed Lin Ze's gentle strokes of her hair, tilted her head and smiled. "If it's cold, go in. Don't get the wound infected again. ”

Lin Ze smiled bitterly. It is true that his injuries are not suitable for staying in the cold environment for a long time. But Lin Ze's endurance is top-notch. It can be said that even if Han Xiaoyi catches a cold in this heavy snow, he will be fine. I couldn't help but say, "What's missing?" I'm here to help you. ”

"You can't help me. But you have to do it yourself. Han Xiaoyi said mysteriously.

"Do what?" Lin Ze asked inexplicably.

"Look at me." Han Xiaoyi's little hand that was red from the cold flipped over, and the wooden thorn that Lin Ze had made during the day poked out from the cuff and fell lightly into the girl's palm.

Turning around, a wisp of cold fragrance is far away, the snow is deep, and the smile is shallow. In the next life, you will cross me, can you? The girl carved the words on the snowman's back.

Lin Ze stared at the handwriting on the snowman with a soft face, and somehow, it touched the most sensitive heartstring in his heart.

With a flick of his wrist, the blade glowing with demonic cold light slid into the palm of his hand, and his arm shook slightly, leaving a line of words on the snowman.

"Finally covered the world for that body of Jiangnan smoke and rain, after Rong Hua thanked him, but the mountains and rivers were forever silent." After Han Xiaoyi finished reading the line left by Lin Ze, she silently turned her head and looked at the man with a calm expression, and her heart was suddenly shocked.

How much pain and sorrow did it take to write this insight?

Or is it a phrase that comes from someone else's mouth?

Han Xiaoyi stared at the man beside him quietly, he was stunned, and his thoughts seemed to drift to the distant past.

――――It was Lin Ze's first on-site remote training after being pulled to Guoan by the old director.

Each team was divided into several teams and went to Changbai Mountain, which is covered with snow all year round, for field training. He was in a group with her, the strongest and best reserve agent among the two new members of the National Security that year.

After half a month of training, Lin Ze got along with this woman day and night, but the number of conversations was pitiful. The most common words are 'hungry', 'good night', 'good morning', 'action' and so on. Lin Ze knew that this was a woman with extraordinary strength and a cold and hard temperament. Frankly speaking, when he first met Fang Susu, Lin Ze felt that she was her in a trance - but he knew no, they were all cold, but they were by no means the same person.

Or rather, she's not cold, she's just not talking much. She is not like Fang Susu because of her identity and work, so she deliberately keeps a distance from others and refuses to talk to others.

She completely closed herself off and didn't communicate with the outside world. She keeps making herself strong and constantly pushing her limits. It's like a machine that never sleeps, upgrading like crazy and forging itself like crazy.

Sometimes, even Lin Ze is tired for her, physically and mentally exhausted.

It can be said that Lin Ze has a certain understanding of her, and he learned it in this half-month training.

When the two arrived at a place of great beauty, she emerged from her tent and silently admired the beauty of nature.

At this time, Lin Ze got out of the tent because he was holding his urine, and saw her sitting in the snow silently enjoying the scenery in the distance. He walked over with a smile on his face, snorting his hot air and rubbing his palms.

"It's a big night, don't sleep here and enjoy the scenery?" Lin Ze lit a cigarette and sat next to her.

She didn't make a sound, just played with the blade in the palm of her hand and looked into the distance.

Lin Ze is an orphan, but he has always had a good mentality. I don't want to say that I am looking forward to the future, but at least I enjoy each day and try to make the most of it. So he doesn't have too many worries, and he won't be a taciturn person. He felt that human life was a gift from God, and every day was given by God. He should face it with gratitude, and live it, even though he is now depraved, fallen. But at least that's what he thought and did back then.

But she wasn't.

She is like a person who does not belong to this world, like a person who cannot fit into this world, she is living, but the soul does not exist in this world. She seemed to be watching the world from the sidelines, cold and silent, without the slightest emotion and without the slightest recognition.

"It's very windy, let's go back to the tent." Lin Ze said.

She still didn't say anything, just tilted her head slightly, looking at the endless sky.

"Do you think the scenery is beautiful?" Lin Ze asked.

"If you like, we can come back later. But if you freeze to death, it's not worth it. ”

"Finally covered the world for that body of Jiangnan smoke and rain, after Rong Hua thanked him, but the mountains and rivers were forever silent." The woman's voice spat out the sentence coldly, and then slowly got up and returned to the tent.

When Lin Ze first heard this, he couldn't understand the meaning. But slowly, as he experienced more things, he gradually understood the meaning of this sentence. However, when he understood, she disappeared from his world forever, no more.

"Don't you have a lot of things to do? Don't you still have a lot of unfulfilled wishes? Don't you still want to fight me at the top? Why go? Why are you willing to leave? Could it be that you have really forgotten our agreement, that you promised me that you would go to Changbai Mountain again? ”

Lin Ze muttered in a low voice, as if he was in endless pain. Han Xiaoyi squatted on one side blankly, staring at the man's painful expression inexplicably. His heart softened, and he held his rough palm and said, "Changbai Mountain?" If you want to go, I'll be with you. ”

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