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Huang Meiying pursed her lips and looked at it like this, but she didn't want to let go of her strength at all, showing a cowardly look, as stubborn as ever.

The afterglow of Lin Youming's eyes swept over Huang Meiying's face, and he suddenly sighed in his heart, he also knew that Kwon Yoo-ri and Huang Meiying were actually not the same.

Kwon Yoo-ri is strong on the surface, but when she meets someone she can trust, she will still show her vulnerable side, and Huang Mi-young! Perhaps, she is the real heart like a rock, right?

In fact, Lin Youmian doesn't understand very much, it's not wrong to be strong, but it's hard to understand being strong. It's like making a mistake when you were a child, being slapped by your parents, refusing to cry, and often continuing to be beaten as a result, on the contrary, if you shed two tears, or even cry, few parents can do it.

Those who are powerful, or pretend to be powerful, are often perceived as seemingly needless and can solve all problems.

Some people will even cruelly wonder why you are so strong and unscathed, and if you make up for it, will this person break down and kneel and beg for mercy.

In this world, there has always been sympathy for the weak, and in the face of the weak, many people will give their meager sympathy without principle.

When encountering difficulties, I also want to show weakness, want to cry, want to be embraced, cared for and tolerated by others, but it is difficult to lower my stubborn head. The upright body is a ruler that measures the gap between reality and ideal.

When he saw the expression on Huang Meiying's face that he was trying to suppress, Lin Youmeng only felt that the feeling was indescribable. Mixed tastes.

Strong people make themselves doubly miserable. It also makes all those who feel strong gradually feel like a rock. Everyone ignores being strong. coincidentally pretended to be strong, thinking that with his small shoulders, as long as he gritted his teeth, he could carry everything.

Those seemingly gorgeous and cold shells are nothing more than thin and fragile camouflage, like soap bubbles, which burst into invisibility at the slightest touch.

It's like the performance of Girls' Generation, they held back tears and performed stage, and there were few people in the audience. Only the pink that gradually fell silent and returned to nothingness, from swaying to dissipating, and the boundless darkness, occupied all their sight.

Huang Meiying gritted her teeth, she didn't want to recall that scene anymore, and she reacted at that time, full of WonderGirls...... When she returned to the backstage, she was like a walking corpse, and her eyes were empty. Lifeless, then filled with hazy tears.

That taste. It's really uncomfortable, and the setbacks I suffered in my previous life are not as good as those few minutes of darkness.

However, she doesn't need to be comforted, Kwon Yoo-ri can have Lin Youming's shoulders to rely on, but Huang Meiying will always stand with her waist straight, and she will bear it alone if she cries her teeth.

Lin Youmiao's gaze wandered, and when he touched Huang Meiying's body, he felt something.

It's like the first time he met Huang Meiying, the kind of resilience that has not been erased from the United States.

For Huang Meiying, all this may not have been her intention, but she did use the most decisive and intense way to quickly grow herself.

Like the best executioner in ancient times, without hesitation, he hit the lifeline, hit the blood with a knife, and his head fell to the ground, after eighteen years of reincarnation, he was a good man again, and he didn't have to pretend to be bloody on the south wall of this life.

For Huang Meiying, this is more or less the case, which is more effective and straightforward than any chicken soup for the soul and career mentor.

Is it cruel?

But if you are not cruel, how will you know the way you should go?

She came from the United States to sail across the ocean alone, not to have fun, but to chase her dreams of luxury!

Some people say that love is the most ruthless muse, and every loss is the best opportunity given by fate in the most ruthless way.

When the longed-for things turn into burned ashes, slowly waiting for the rebirth of Nirvana, if you can not be afraid of the burning pain, and probe the stars in the ashes to take them, it is another spark of hope that is rekindled.

I don't know how long it took, but it was getting late, the night was shrouded, and the moon overhead looked down on them coldly, as if a silent reminder that it was still dark there.

All the damage is just a prelude to the gentle compensation of this world, and those little bits and pieces of light will eventually become a burning light that illuminates the future.

Huang Meiying breathed a sigh of relief and clenched her fists, as if trying to grasp that trace of strength.

"Shall I take you back to the dorm?" Lin Youmeng suddenly patted the shoulders of the two of them and said softly.

"Well, trouble oppa." The two girls did not refute, and the teammates in the dormitory could make them feel safe.

………………

Girls' Generation dormitory, quiet living room, only a yellowish night light. It's just that when Kwon Yoo-ri and Hwang Mi-young came back, they found Kim Taeyeon and Jung so-yeon wearing a coat and sitting on the sofa, waiting for the two.

"Taeyeon, so-yeon, why are you here, you haven't rested yet?" Kwon Yoo-ri was a little strange.

Kim Taeyeon and Jung so-yeon glanced at each other, and smiled at the same time, "It's nothing, wait for you to come back!" ”

"Yes......" Kwon Yoori scratched her head.

"I've prepared snacks for you, and when you're hungry, go to bed." Kim Taeyeon said.

"Oh? Oh, yes. Thank you! ”

"Alright, now that you're back, I'll go rest." Zheng Xiuyan stretched her waist, and suddenly turned her head back, "Pani, the mask is on your bed, remember to use it, the skin is easy to dry in the current weather!" ”

Huang Meiying's slightly narrowed eyes suddenly opened, her eyes were shining, and the corners of her mouth were rarely outlined with a smile.

At least, this Black Sea is not all bad, in the past, Kim Taeyeon and Jung so-yeon would never wait for them in the living room at night, and they are so attentive, they are more united.

In fact, from another point of view, all the losses are to make room for the arrival of cherished things, all the prostrations are the accumulation of strength before jumping high, and all the fragmentation is for the hard-won perfection.

The Black Sea appeared, and all those fake powders disappeared, and all that was left was die-hard rice. The quarrels between those former teammates have also disappeared, and there is only understanding and care left.

Heaven never makes the inexplicable decision to eat a poisoned apple for no reason, and it turns out that it is all for the final prince's kiss.

Just like the Black Sea that makes people's hearts tingle and depressed that they can't breathe, perhaps, the appearance of that darkness is just to welcome the dawn of a better future for Girls' Generation.

The original quarrels and estrangements seem a little childish and ridiculous at this time, and the girlhood at this time is relying on each other.

The mountains have peaks, and the sea has the other side. It's a long journey, and there will be a turnaround. The aftertaste is bitter and bitter, and there is a sweet aftertaste.

Constantly soothe each other's uneasy hearts in fear, pick up broken emotions in loss, and maybe in the next moment, the boundless abyss that you fall into will suddenly flicker in the darkness. (To be continued......)