"Let it go?"

Xiao Yuan smiled bitterly, he has lived two lives, he has only liked such a girl, and the feelings he has paid are like water spilled out, how can he say that he will let go.

"Auntie, I want to ask you, if Yingying's illness can be cured, will you still stop us from being together?" Looking directly into Zhang Chunli's eyes, Xiao Yuan asked word by word.

Zhang Chunli and Xiao Yuan only had a few short contacts, and in these few short contacts, she found that this child had a kind of indifference and calmness that her peers did not have, which was also what she appreciated the most, so she wanted to talk to him seriously.

Now it's like this again, this child looked at her very seriously, and the sincerity revealed in her eyes made her can't bear to deceive him, but how should she answer him to this question, her daughter's illness comes from congenital, and she has sought countless doctors since she was a child, but she has not been cured, even if her daughter's illness is cured, in the Xia family, can she, as a mother, really be the master of her daughter's life?

"Auntie, is it true that even if Yingying's illness is cured, the chances of us being together are still very slim?" Xiao Yuan caught the information he wanted from Zhang Chunli's hesitant expression and asked.

Zhang Chunli nodded slightly, and felt unbearable, and wanted to open her mouth to comfort Xiao Yuan, but was interrupted by him raising his hand.

"Auntie, I want to say, if one day, I can meet the standards required of your Xia family for Yingying's boyfriend, and Yingying's illness can be cured well, then, will you stop me from being with Yingying?"

"If there really is such a day, as long as Yingying still has you in her heart, Auntie will not stop you anymore, and will try her best to help you." Zhang Chunli gave Xiao Yuan an empty promise that seemed completely distant to her, which could be regarded as a comfort to Xiao Yuan and even to herself.

"Thank you, Auntie." Xiao Yuan expressed his gratitude to Zhang Chunli, and then said, "I promise you that I will restrain my behavior and try not to disturb Yingying when I am in the class in the future." ”

"You don't have to be too embarrassed, after the National Day, I will transfer Yingying to a school and let her leave Nanzhou." Zhang Chunli said.

"Heh, there are still three days, is Yingying leaving?"

Xiao Yuan was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly, today is September 28th, and there are still three days to go before the National Day.

"Auntie, can you tell me where you will send Yingying to school?"

Zhang Chunli didn't answer Xiao Yuan, just shook her head.

"Heh, I see."

Xiao Yuan stood up and said to Zhang Chunli: "Auntie, go and see Yingying, leave her alone in the ward, it's not good, I'll leave." ”

"Don't you want to go see her?" Zhang Chunli suddenly felt that she was a little cruel to this boy, so she spoke.

"Nope." Xiao Yuan smiled indifferently, shook his head and said, after speaking, he put his hands in his pants pockets, walked to the outside of the ward, walked a few steps and stopped, turned his head to Zhang Chunli and said, "Auntie, I will work hard, I hope you can also remember today's promise." ”

After speaking, he didn't wait for Zhang Chunli to speak, and strode away.

Zhang Chunli stood in place, watching Xiao Yuan's back leave, with a complicated expression, after a long time, she sighed lightly, sighed lightly, and went to the ward.

…………

When he came to the street outside the hospital, Xiao Yuan looked up at the sky, the scorching sun of the autumn afternoon hung high in the sky, white flowers, and he closed his eyes slightly.

After being reborn and Xia Jiuying, the things that happened one after another appeared in front of me......

"Are you an angel?"

Xiao Yuan still remembers the delicate flower-like face he saw for the first time after being reborn, and the words that he mistakenly thought he had gone to heaven and regarded her as an angel, now that he thinks about it, maybe he has always regarded her as an angel in his subconscious, so beautiful and pure forever.

Xia Jiuying's righteous words in the computer room incident, inviting him to his home to repair the computer, and during this period, the obstruction of the Qiang brother foursome sent by Chi Xiang and Zhang Xiaolong to him, everything, now that he thinks about it, it is so warm that the corners of his mouth can't help but curl.

“…… Xia Jiuying, I know you can hear it, I find that I may really like you......"

When he was at the station, he gave Xia Jiuying a confession before artificial respiration, it was the first time he said such words to a girl in his two lives, and the electric throbbing when he first touched her lips was still fresh in his memory, although it was to save his life, and he had to do it as a last resort, but it was the first time he touched a girl's lips in his two lives, it should be regarded as the first kiss, and now that he thinks about it, it still makes him feel excited.

“…… Xiao Yuan, you said that day, you like me, then, can you accept me like this, can you accept that in the long days to come, be with me, be careful everywhere, to prevent me from getting excited, to be careful that I will be paralyzed at any time, and more importantly, you can't be overly affectionate with me, even kisses have to be careful, can you bear this, can you accept that being with me is just a platonic spiritual love? Can you? ……”

In the park along the river, Xia Jiuying's refusal and questioning words and words, he still remembers, those words make his heart ache and pity, and he has become more and more firm in a certain insistence in his heart.

Scene by scene flowed through his heart, and the scene on the top of the building Chi Xiang used Xia Jiuying to force him to jump off the building appeared, he thought that it was the craziest thing he had ever done in his two lives, although he died, but he had no regrets.

“…… Xiao Yuan, don't jump, if you jump, I will jump with you......"

"Heh, how can I be willing to let you jump with me." Xiao Yuan muttered to himself.

In the end, the picture in my mind stayed in the ward, and Xia Jiuying held his hand more and more tightly.

"Yingying, I understand what you want to grasp, maybe you think it's illusory, but I will work hard to turn those illusions into reality one day and put them in your hands......"

Xiao Yuan clenched his fists and secretly promised that it was for Xia Jiuying and for himself.

He opened his eyes, his gaze becoming more determined, and strode towards the school.

…………

At the gate of the school, a thin young man wearing a black shirt, blue jeans, brown sneakers, a big backpack, and a pair of big black-framed glasses saw Xiao Yuan coming over and strode over.

Xiao Yuan also saw the other party, so he stopped, and saw Gu Wolf again, still with the iconic black-framed glasses and emaciated face, but the original decadence was swept away, the bloodshot in his eyes was gone, and all that was left was calm and firm.

"Gu Wolf, you are free."

"Yes, I'm free, so, I'm coming to you."

"Have you eaten?"

"Nope."

"Let's go, I'll invite you to dinner and congratulate you on your freedom."

"Okay."

Xiao Yuan turned around and walked towards a restaurant near the school, Gu Wolf carried a bag and followed behind Xiao Yuan, the autumn sun shone on the two of them, reflecting a circle of Phnom Penh.

ps: This chapter is too difficult to write.,I've been writing since last night.,I've written several versions.,Some are gorgeous.,Some plain.,But in the end,Green Tea still chose such the most plain version.,I hope you can be satisfied with it.,As for why you want to take such a title.,Let's experience it between the lines.,It's too thorough.,It's not interesting.。