Chapter 674: Spiritual Emptiness
At eight o'clock in the evening, in room 15o2 in Building 5 of Dinghong Community??.?? `
A beautiful woman dressed in a long draped white pajamas, standing lazily in front of the window, staring out the window at the scenery and watching the people coming and going on the road of the neighborhood under the street lamp.
There was no light in the bedroom, and she lit a "Zhongnanhai" cigarette in her hand and put it into her mouth vigorously, and the sparks shining on the cigarette butt shone on her pale face.
Her mouth was like a small smoke window, and thick smoke kept coming out.
The morphine-containing cigarettes seemed to be no longer sufficient for her, and she smoked two or three cigarettes in quick succession before she could cheer up.
In the blink of an eye, it has been nearly a month since Chen Bing moved into this room.
In addition to eating and sleeping, she smokes, watches TV, or surfs the Internet every day.
During this time, in addition to going downstairs to buy groceries and going to the place agreed on the phone to buy "Zhongnanhai" cigarettes from 6 Xiaojuan, she locked herself at home almost every day and did not go out.
She was devastated and hurt so deeply that she didn't want to think about the past, she didn't want to remember the people she had lived with, she tried to forget all the qiē.
If you look back at her past from the present, it is like looking out of a window that has not been polished for a long time, and you will feel gray.
There were things she couldn't remember anymore, she didn't know when she started to learn to forget, but she knew that forgetting didn't mean real betrayal..? `?
All of a sudden, she became very autistic, which annoyed her immensely.
She wants to blend in with the bustling flow of people on the streets, rubbing shoulders with those who are strange and not strangers, just like everyone's eternal life as always.
A lonely person living in this empty room.
Boredom, every day is muddy, life is full of rich gray, like the sky of this city, the gray corners of this city......
Chen Bing sighed and threw himself on the bed.
The moonlight outside the window shimmered on the bed like a tongue of fire through a gap in the curtain, and the spacious white silk pajamas could not conceal her delicate and crystal clear body.
Suddenly. A feeling of emptiness and loss tormented her, transforming into a passion that rose in her heart and swung around her body.
At this time, how she wished that she had a man by her side.
This man was supposed to be Wu Bo. But she was attacked by Wu Boxian because of smoking, and she felt that she was sorry for him, and their lives were getting farther and farther apart, so she secretly ran out of her home and lived here, cutting off any contact with the outside world.
However. A woman of her age, with a strong physical desire, and a woman who lacks the nourishment and affection of a man often makes herself intellectually ambiguous.
Chen Bing felt panicked.
A strong desire drove her to roll over and get up, turn on the lamp, stand in front of the mirror, and look at her beautiful body in the mirror.
She was wearing a black nightdress, and her snow-white body glowed with an alluring aura under the pink light, and she was fascinated by it......
Chen Bing stood in front of the mirror and cocked??.?? After reveling in it for a while, he took out a pink camisole and a ****** from his closet and changed them into.
The whole curve is obvious, and there is an impulse.
Dressed neatly, Chen Bing painted a layer of light makeup, carried two thousand yuan, and went out with her handbag, her heart was empty now, and she didn't even know what she was going to do.
Catch a taxi at the entrance of the complex.
"Where do you want to go, lady?" The young taxi driver saw that she was a beautiful woman. She was very enthusiastic about her.
"I want to go outside, and you're pulling me to a more lively place, right?" Chen Bing said lightly.
"At this time, nightclubs and bars are the most lively. Do you want to go to a nightclub or a bar? The driver said.
"Let's go to the bar, right?" The driver seemed to see her thoughts, and introduced: "There is a bar called 'two and a half' in the center of the city, and the business is relatively good, and it is said that many rich people and single aristocrats gather there......"
"That's fine. Just send me there. "Chen Bing is mentally empty now, and she needs to find a place to anesthetize herself.
The taxi drove Chen Bing to the door of the "two and a half" bar.
Chen Bing got out of the car after paying the fare, and was a little hesitant when he watched the colorful men and women entering and exiting from it with the smell of alcohol.
She had never been to such a place before, and she was a little afraid of meeting drunkards and bad people.
I lingered at the door for a while, but I still didn't get in.
She walked along the bustling street under the flashing neon lights.
Walking alone on the street, with crowds of people coming and going passing by her, Chen Bing suddenly felt invisible, lonely.
She remembered the joyful scenes around her parents, remembered the first date with Wu Bo in Jincheng, walked with Wu Bo by the river, sat on the steps of the riverside pier, and watched the night view of the riverside together.
Now, those joyous days and happy times are long gone.
The past is unbearable, how she hopes that on this irritable night, someone will be by her side and enjoy the fun of life together.
Chen Bing walked aimlessly down the street, her feet wrapped around her feet with a pair of size 35 heels.
A feeling of soreness and pain came over her, and even though she slowed down, she felt a little sore and tired, and she longed to find a place to sit and rest.
However, apart from the crowds of people shopping and watching the night view, there is hardly a place to stay on the street.
Suddenly, a bar called "Dream" came into Chen Bing's eyes, a huge lantern hung high at the door of the bar, and colorful lights reflected each other.
There were two rows of flower baskets at the door, and two rows of beautiful welcome ladies were clustered among the flowers.
A large billboard says that this is the purpose of this bar.
Encounter is fate, acquaintance is the reason, dream puB, with theme gatherings, outdoor gatherings as a link, with nature, sunshine, may achieve a hand-me-down marriage, or an unswerving friendship, or a good memory, to the one-way road of life, add a lot of beautiful dreams, a warm paper crane, a glass of wine, a look, a phone call, a party, a trip.
"Hey, this bar is very special," Chen Bing saw many people coming in and out of the bar, and thought to himself: "I'm going back alone now, and the house is not deserted, why don't you go inside and kill time?" ”
"Welcome," a young waitress ushered her into the second floor of the bar, arranged for her to sit down by the window, and asked, "Lady, are you here alone?" ”
"Yes." Chen Bing nodded.
"What would you like to drink?" The waiter took a wine list and handed it to Chen Bing.
"Just have a little bit of it." Chen Bing took the wine list and flipped through it a few times.
The waiter smiled at her and said, "Since the store opened not long ago, in order to thank all the guests for their patronage, we have held a buy one get one free activity, we will wholeheartedly provide you with the best quality service, I hope you come here, there is a feeling of being at home, I wish you a good time." (To be continued.) )xh:.