"It's getting late, or you should go back first."

Chen Yalu frowned, and said to Jiang Qi with a pale face, even if her mind was not fully awake at this time, she could vaguely remember what she had done when she was drunk.

At this time, the helplessness in her heart is not something that anyone in the world can understand, a young teacher takes the initiative to seduce his students when he is confused, and shouts the name of another person in his mouth, it is estimated that no one can not but associate it with the word "slut".

In fact, when Teacher Xiao Chen shouted Xiao Ning's name with Jiang Qi in her arms, it was not only because she missed Xiao Ning, her heart couldn't deceive herself, in fact, as early as when she first came to Yunhai University, when she saw Jiang Qi for the first time, she had already found a familiar shadow. It's just that I'm forced to keep conservative ideas, and I haven't dared to face my heart.

That's right, this student is too similar to the person in the past, not only in appearance, but also in his surname and way of speaking.

At first, Chen Yalu still suppressed his feelings when he was just an ordinary student, but it wasn't until that chance that they met in the supermarket, they were picked up by Jiang Qi's strong arms, and then they walked together intimately step by step, and their trembling hearts could no longer remain calm, and at that moment, they suddenly felt that their first love was back......

She began to think about him, and said that she thought about him every night!

In countless dreams, Jiang Qi and Xiao Ning were regarded as the same person, and the unfinished love affair continued with him.

However, providence makes people, even if it is Xiao Ning's substitute, Chen Yalu has gradually smelled a trace of ambiguity.

There is an idiom called "happiness and sorrow", this sentence is the most appropriate for Chen Yalu, the original purpose was just to want Wei Beibei, Chen Xiaomin, Jiang Qi and other class committee members to eat together, but as soon as I drank too much, I chatted with these young students, and somehow my emotions suddenly got out of control, and I seemed to have returned to the era of being a school in a trance.

Especially seeing the sour and astringent relationship between Jiang Qi and Wei Beibei, it made her feel complicated.

"Uh, Teacher Xiao Chen, I'm not leaving, you're really worrying me like this, I'll stay here for a while, and I'll leave when you're better!"

Jiang Qi's shoulders straightened, not because she wanted to take advantage of this, but because Teacher Xiao Chen's eyes were too melancholy today, which made anyone who saw her expression a little unbearable.

"Ugh."

Chen Yalu sighed helplessly when she saw that Jiang Qi was not leaving, not knowing whether she should be happy or sad.

"Teacher Xiao Chen, I see that you are in a little wrong mood today, did you remember something on your mind when you were drinking just now?"

Jiang Qi groaned for a moment and said with a hippie smile.

In fact, she didn't have to answer, she could guess something.

"Nope."

Chen Yalu smiled bitterly and shook her head.

In fact, the outburst of feelings does have something to do with the melancholy in my heart and the feeling of loneliness for a long time, but this is not the main thing.

"Is that missing your boyfriend?"

"Sort of."

Chen Yalu tried her best to pretend to be calm.

"Is that the one named Xiao Ning?"

"Hmm."

Chen Yalu nodded. I have to admit that Jiang Qi in front of him, like Xiao Ning, can see through his heart at a glance.

"So, where are the others now?"

Jiang Qi didn't care if it was appropriate to ask these questions, since the most embarrassing moment with Teacher Xiao Chen had passed, he simply broke the casserole and asked to the end.

"You really want to know?"

Chen Yalu smiled faintly.

"Hey, hey."

Jiang Qi has no habit of spying on other people's **, however, I have to admit that in addition to Wei Beibei, Mr. Xiao Chen is already the second person he paid attention to when he entered Yunhai University.

"Well, well, since you really want to know, let me tell you, anyway, this matter has something to do with you."

"Something to do with me?"

Jiang Qi didn't know what Teacher Zhang's words meant.

Chen Yalu smiled lightly, didn't explain anymore, staggered up from the bed, and slowly opened the drawer next to her with one side.

Remember?

When Jiang Qi looked at a large drawer full of notebooks, he suddenly jumped down, but he didn't expect that in this era, there are still people who have the habit of writing notes in paper notebooks.

"Are you sure you really want to know about Xiao Ning?"

Wei Beibei took out a notebook, sighed before opening it, thought about it and asked again.

"Hmm."

Jiang Qi smiled, there was never any need to hide the idea of what he wanted.

"Well...... If you're wondering, I'm drunk today...... But promise me that after tonight, you must forget everything as if nothing had happened......"

Chen Yalu flipped through it a few times, and slowly picked out no less than ten books from them.

2006 (up), 2006 (down), 2007 (upper), 2007 (down), 2008 (upper) ...... (2011a).

For these different colors and different styles of notes, Chen Yalu not only treasures each volume very neatly, but even the title page of each book is clearly marked with a pen with a detailed year.

"Can I see these?"

Seeing that Teacher Xiao Chen was holding these notes and handing them to him, Jiang Qi rubbed his hands a little shyly.

Chen Yalu nodded, still not saying a word.

Jiang Qi hurriedly took it, put it on the sofa next to him, and couldn't wait to open the first volume of 2006 (I).

"September 4, 2006, fine. Entering the third day of the new semester of sophomore year. Today is destined to be a special day, because on this day a boy named Xiao Ning completely walked into my life, I always thought that I would not fall in love during college, but until I met him, I suddenly felt that the whole world had changed......"

"September 5, 2006, sunny. I couldn't help but secretly miss Xiao Ning again when I was in class today, and the words that confessed to me yesterday have been echoing until now......"

"September 6, 2006, light rain, the weather is bad today, just get up on the sky on the light rain, however, this does not seem to affect Xiao Ning's mood at all, as soon as he got up, he twittered the phone to the bedroom, saying that he wanted to invite all the sisters in the bedroom to dinner, and took the opportunity to announce a good news...... Hum! What good news! It is clear that he wants to blackmail the Son of Heaven to order the princes to admit that his sister has officially dated me......"

"On September 7, 2006, it was cloudy. Xiao Ning texted me early in the morning to ask me to have breakfast, to be honest, the feeling of having breakfast with him is really a little happy, even if the most unpalatable school cafeteria in the world ......"

Jiang Qi read ten lines at a glance, automatically filling the warm picture in his brain, and couldn't wait to read all the stories in one glance in one go.

It can be seen that Mr. Xiao Chen's little woman's mentality is very delicate, and there is a faint mood of a girl's first love between the lines.

"Alright."

Chen Yalu saw that it was getting late and late, and she was afraid that Jiang Qi would delay going back to school again after a while, so she squirmed her lips and said:

"Well, I can't finish reading it today anyway, so you can take these stories home and watch them...... I'm a little tired and want to rest too......"

"Oh."

Jiang Qi raised his head in disdain, and saw that Chen Yalu had given the eviction order again, so he could only stand up helplessly.

In fact, even after reading a few articles, Jiang Qi already knows almost everything about "Xiao Ning".

The name that must be mentioned in every article between the lines, you don't have to think about it to know that it is her first love.

However, could it be that Xiao Ning's person finally abandoned Teacher Xiao Chen and fell in love with other women, which is why Teacher Xiao Chen is so troubled now?

Before seeing the final ending, Jiang Qi could only guess so.

"Can I really take these?"

Jiang Qi laughed a little, and finally confirmed it again.

After getting Chen Yalu's affirmation, Jiang Qi shrugged her shoulders and finally had to wave goodbye to Teacher Xiao Chen.

At this time, it is really not early, and it must be at least after ten o'clock to see the night.

If it weren't for Teacher Xiao Chen's reminder, he might not have been able to rush back before the dormitory was closed, and he would have begged the doorman again.

Walking on the cold street, without Teacher Xiao Chen's farewell words, Jiang Qi suddenly felt very lonely for some reason.

hurriedly stopped a taxi and walked home, Jiang Qi found that the buddies in the dormitory had already fallen asleep.

Shrunk in his quilt, Jiang Qi couldn't even sleep, picked up the pocket-sized table lamp, and soon picked up the previous page......

"September 7, 2006, sunny. Soon it was going to be a weekend again, and at the end of class, Xiao Ning said that he had found a nice park and wanted to ask me to go out on the weekend......

"September 8, 2006 ......"

“……”

"May 10, 2007, sunny. I never thought that one day, Xiao Ning would say goodbye to me in this way......"

When reading this, Jiang Qi's heart suddenly tingled, and when he saw that the words behind him were blurry, even if he had never met Xiao Ning, he could imagine the mood of Wei Beibei writing this story with tears in his eyes at that time......

What the? Xiao Ning is dead?

I just left forever!

Poor little Teacher Chen, no wonder he was sad like that when he hugged me......

An inexplicable sadness instantly rendered all Jiang Qi's moods.

However, why did Mr. Xiao Chen say that these things are related to me?

Jiang Qi couldn't figure it out after thinking about it, and when she saw that there were still a lot of words in the back, she was anxious for a while, and turned directly to the last page of 2013 (above).

"October 18, 2013, fine. There are only two short weeks left before the acting counselor's appointment, and I know that after these last two months, I may never see Jiang Qi again......

Yes, I can't hold back my heart, I'm really hopelessly in love with him, and I feel like I can't control every minute and every second to tell him I love you...... This is not just that he has Xiao Ning's shadow on him, but that he is simply better than Xiao Ning...... However, I also clearly know that we will never be able to come together, except that Bei Bei is a gap that I cannot bridge, and also, because our identities are really sensitive, I am thinking, if one day I am no longer a counselor, will I still have an intersection with Jiang Qi......"

"What! Teacher Xiao Chen is in love with me! ”

Suddenly seeing that it was the last text he wrote down yesterday, Jiang Qi's pupils couldn't help but dilate, not only did he not have a trace of joy in his heart, but he felt an ominous feeling. (To be continued.) )