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There was silence in the room, even if he didn't look back, Cang Yan knew that the eyes without temperature had always fallen on him, and he never moved away, so he put his hand that still had residual warmth on his mother's side, and turned to face "father" silently.

But in his hand there was something that his mother had stuffed into his hand as she held him, small, almost weightless.

Cang Yan didn't tell his "father" about this, but just clenched his hands calmly.

He himself didn't understand why.

Seeing his unshaken face, "Father" nodded in satisfaction, and then asked him to go back to the room by himself.

With an indifferent salute, Cang Yan calmly left the place where he once lived.

Facing the emotionless gazes of the subordinates, Cang Yan walked to his room in the house, and slowly opened his palm after closing the door.

Lying in the palm of his hand is a thumb-sized stone, the surface is flowing with strange colors, it looks very warm, but the originally cold stone exudes a warm smell, and I don't know how long my mother has held it in her hand.

It is a memory stone that can completely carve into what you want in your heart and reproduce it.

Although he didn't understand why his mother wanted to give this to him, and he didn't understand why he had to bring it back behind his father's back, Cang Yan still entered the mana and probed into it.

"...... tomorrow? Xiao Yan is still so young, he will only turn nine years old tomorrow. How can you let him ...... alone"

The mother looked at the old man in front of her, her eyebrows full of worry and reluctance.

The old man smiled coldly: "Worried about him? Then you can go and accompany him, but. You can only go as a 'mother'. I'll find someone else to take your position, you just need to be with your 'son' well." What do you think? ”

The mother was silent.

Even though his heart has been frozen, the wounds of the past are still so easily pulled open, Cang Yan looks at all this, and almost doesn't want to look at it anymore.

He knew that his mother had compromised.

And then.

"I'm willing to give up my position if that's okay."

The mother looked at the old man. There was a faint but firm smile on his face.

Cang Yan's eyes widened.

I didn't expect her to say this, the old man was stunned for a moment, and then smiled cruelly. seemed to be a little angry: "Do you think you can violate the rules of the Cang family?" Giving you some steps, do you really want to go down? ”

"Now that you've said it, you can't go against your words, right?" Not frightened by the old man's intimidating power, the mother said neither humbly nor arrogantly.

The old man frowned, but suddenly smiled: "Indeed." I can't go back. Good. If you want to give up your position and leave, I won't stop you. Seeing the joy on his mother's face, he said, "But once you live with him in the past, or tell him these words, then I will kill him according to the rules of the Cang family." ”

Mother gasped and her eyes widened in shock.

"Rules are rules. Those who have decided to expel the Cang family must not be accompanied by their relatives, nor can they have any contact with any information about the family again. It's up to you. Don't try to change it without permission. As he spoke, the old man's expression became cold and disdainful, he looked at his mother, who was dumbfounded, and said coldly, "Stand down." ”

clenched her fists hard, but her mother could only salute and leave in silence.

Cang Yan finally remembered.

At that time, he had been overhearing his mother leaving.

However, he didn't expect that he had already been discovered.

originally thought that his mother would say that he was unwilling to give up his position, so he wanted to destroy all the connections between Cang Yan and the Cang family, so he let him eavesdrop outside, however, the head of the family didn't expect his mother to say that.

The somewhat annoyed head of the family immediately pulled out Xiao Cangyan, who wanted to retreat, and erased the second half of his memory.

The people who were expelled from the Cang family can't even have feelings related to the Cang family. Whether it's gratitude or hatred.

As a result, Cang Yan's memory was distorted like this.

In the memory stone, the mother's memories continue.

When Cang Yan arrived in the mortal city alone, she had secretly run to visit him several times, but for fear of putting Cang Yan in a dangerous situation, she could only come and go in a hurry, and she didn't even dare to meet him.

But she felt that it didn't matter, even if Cang Yan hated her from now on, it was enough as long as he could live in peace.

However, such days did not last long, no one expected that after a few days, Cang Yan's body underwent great changes.

It's not that she doesn't know what the Cang family brought back Cang Yan for, and she doesn't want her son to be treated like this, but she has no way, just like she had to marry into the Cang family in the first place, and she is completely powerless to resist. Therefore, she can only ignore the warning of the head of the family and care for her returning son in her own way.

It's like compensation for not being able to be by his side in the first place.

Originally, the head of the family didn't pay attention to her actions, after all, no matter what she did, as long as Cang Yan was still emotionless.

But soon, they discovered the faint emotional fluctuations that Cang Yan himself didn't notice.

They knew that the culprit was the woman, the mother who loved her son.

So Cang Yan's "father" went to find her in person.

It was the first time he had spoken to his "wife" for I don't know how many years.

"Him or yourself, choose one."

The mother looked at her strange "husband" and laughed silently.

She understood what men meant.

She wants to escape with her son, but the Cang family is so powerful, where can they flee to? So, she could only compromise in order to protect her son.

The only thing that can comfort me is that my son is still alive.

In front of Cang Yan's "father", she drank the poison prepared by him.

The poison slowly invaded the bone marrow, and for several days, she was in pain as if she was burned by fire, but when she thought that her son would be safe, she could smile when she was powerless.

Finally, she saw Cang Yan coming.

She knew that this was the Cang family's order to test whether the child, who was not yet ten years old, had human feelings, so he let him witness his mother's death, and once they found that he was shaken in the slightest, they would take tough measures.

What a ridiculous family.

How can a ten-year-old child not have feelings? How can there be no heart?

She tried to reach out and try to touch the child's cheek, but in the end she could only weakly grab his hand, and saw that although her son was expressionless, he still subconsciously shook it back, her heart was warm, and she was almost about to cry.

While trying to carve her own mood and memory into the memory stone, she desperately stared at her child with a blurred vision, she could still recall his newborn appearance, learn to call her mother, and follow the toddler behind her, but now, it is so big.

She stared at him silently, as if to carve his image into the depths of her soul.

But that's not enough!

She also wants to watch him grow up, watch him socialize with more people, watch him have friends, find love, watch him get married and have children......

And many, many more.

However, it all stayed at this moment.

Ahhhh......h What is in front of you?

That tall and handsome young man, with red hair flying, cold and proud, so free, so ...... Breathtaking.

That...... Is it a hallucination?

Or is it what you will eventually become?

If so, it's great that I can see you in that posture......

“…… Small...... Yan ......"

She opened her chapped lips and tried to make a call that disappeared into the cold air, but she clearly felt the small hand holding her subconsciously tightening.

She smiled softly.

Such...... That's enough......

A wisp of green smoke slowly came out of the memory stone, it was a virtual image formed by too deep obsession, Cang Yan watched his mother gradually appear, and looked at her with a guilty smile on her face.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Yan, my mother didn't protect you and left you alone in this cold world. I'm sorry...... I...... What a useless mom...... Xiao Yan, I know that you are a warm and kind child, you can't really do it without the slightest emotion, so you must learn to disguise yourself, don't show a little emotion, don't show concern to anyone, that will hurt you and hurt others. But you have to remember that this is just a 'disguise', and don't really close your heart. I believe that one day, you will definitely leave this cold world and meet the people who care about you from the bottom of your heart...... Pity...... I can't see that day anymore...... I...... How much I want to...... Hear you call me again...... Mother......"

The image of the mother became weaker and weaker, and the voice gradually faded, Cang Yan stretched out his hand, he didn't know what he wanted to do, he just stretched out his hand like that. The phantom dissipated from his fingertips, and he stared blankly at his hand, when a great pain that he had never felt before suddenly struck him, drowning him like a violent wave, and he had to curl up.

The warm liquid fell like a broken thread, and his lips trembled, muttering the words he hadn't said in a long time.

“…… Mother...... Mom......"

Mom, you've always loved me.

Mom, it's gone.

The only person in the world who loved me disappeared.

"Mom's ......"

The heart that was finally found was almost torn in half at this moment.

"Mom...... Mom......"

The subtle voice gradually trembled, repeated over and over again, and the man could no longer be heard.

Ps. chasing more children's shoes, are there any free appreciation tickets and starting coins~ The countdown to the 515 red envelope list is over, I'll pull a ticket, ask for an increase and appreciation vote, and finally rush a handful! (To be continued.) )