Chapter 079, Hatred and Punishment

The original harmonious atmosphere was broken by the appearance of Longyun Mountain, I don't know why Canglong was inexplicably angry as long as he saw him, when he was in the General Intelligence Bureau, he made it difficult in every way, Canglong could still endure it, but when he saw his mother crying, he couldn't help it, and all the fire suppressed in his heart burst out like a flood bursting its banks.

And when Long Yunshan left, he obviously trembled because of Wanwan's words, but he still left firmly, which made Uncle Jia a little disappointed.

"Don't blame him." As soon as Long Yunshan left, the anger in Lin Wanrou's heart disappeared, and instead spoke for him.

"Mom." Wanwan walked over and hugged Lin Wanrou and asked, "Why does Dad make Mom cry, why don't you like my brother." ”

Lin Wanrou didn't know how to answer, so she changed the topic and said, "You're so old, don't you want your brother to hug you?" ”

"In my brother's eyes, I will always be a child, and of course the child must be hugged by adults." As she spoke, Wanwan smiled playfully at Canglong, "Yes, brother." ”

Hearing this, the anger in Canglong's heart also disappeared: "You little girl, you have to grow up quickly, and then marry you." ”

"No, I want to be by my mother's side for the rest of my life, and I want to be by my brother's side for the rest of my life." Wanwan said confidently.

After staying in the hospital for more than an hour, Lin Wanrou drove them away on the grounds that she wanted to sleep, but Wanwan didn't want to leave, in fact, Canglong didn't want to leave, but Hattori Heiji told Canglong that his mother needed to rest, so that his condition could get better quickly, so Canglong didn't stay long, but told Wanwan that he would go back and cook in person and cook something for her, and Wanwan was reluctant to say goodbye to his mother.

After leaving the hospital, Canglong was worried for a while, he didn't seem to know how to cook, and when he returned home, Wanwan was noisy and said that he wanted Canglong to cook food for him, and if he didn't do it, he would be a fool, so Canglong came to the kitchen helplessly, looking at the kitchen with all the pots and pans, he suddenly thought of Yu Xue.

"Do you want to make an egg fried rice?" Canglong looked strange, "If only Yu Xue were here." ”

"You miss Teacher Yu, right?" An Qiuyue suddenly appeared at the door, "I'll help you." ”

"Do you know how to cook?" Canglong looked strange, "By the way, what are Wanwan doing?" ”

"Of course I can cook." An Qiuyue said with a smile, "Wanwan is doing her homework, if you don't cook well, she will have to shout that she is hungry." ”

"No way, let me do anything, just don't let me cook." Canglong shrugged his shoulders, "By the way, how is your Jixia Academy doing?" ”

"If you don't say it, I really forgot to tell you, with those people you introduced to join in, the development is much smoother, the whole system has been established, there is no problem in terms of funds, we will hold regular activities and tasks every month, rest assured, Xiaochuan is strict in managing money, his leadership is also very strong, there will be no problems." An Qiuyue said, "But I really focus on the students of international high schools, all of them."

"What's wrong?" Canglong looked serious, "Can't they make trouble?" ”

"No, they are much more enthusiastic than we imagined, as long as they are assigned tasks, they basically complete them very well, and they are not at all what we imagined before." An Qiuyue said, smiling mysteriously, "You must not guess that there is a person who also came to Beijing." ”

"Who?" Canglong asked strangely as he helped.

"Teacher Sun." An Qiuyue said with a smile, "You won't remember her, right?" ”

"Oh, that porcelain doll, of course I remember, and I am impressed, why, she came to Beijing?" Canglong asked, thinking about what happened in Dongning before, and unconsciously, he thought of the scene in Yu Xue's room where he almost made himself have a nosebleed, which is indeed fresh in his memory.

Of course, if he puts aside his evil thoughts, the time when he taught in Dongning was the most memorable time in his memory.

"Tomorrow, you take a leave of absence, and go back to Dongning with me." Canglong said suddenly.

"Back to Dongning?" An Qiuyue was a little reluctant, "What are you going back for, I just went back not long ago." ”

"Don't forget your bet with me." Canglong suddenly said, "By the way, what is Sun Liping doing in Beijing?" ”

An Qiuyue looked unhappy: "Teacher Sun has taken your place and taught in Beijing, and now she is a special teacher of the Ministry of Education, who is responsible for teaching Beizhong High School. ”

"Hehe, they're just too confused, and they don't have a direction in their hearts." Canglong said with a smile, "Don't look at them always saying cruel things and doing whatever they want to do, but if you guide them in a good direction, they are no different from ordinary people, who wants to do bad things under the banner every day." ”

An Qiuyue nodded, and suddenly said, "By the way, the man in the hospital today is your father, right?" I don't think your family is very harmonious. ”

Canglong was stunned for a moment and explained: "That's indeed my father, I know what you want to say, if you really compare with your parents, I'm actually very lucky, at least I have a good mother, a good sister, and a good grandfather." ”

"Then why don't you try to reconcile with your father? Wouldn't that be perfect? An Qiuyue suddenly asked, in fact, she wanted to refute Canglong.

Of course, Canglong heard the meaning of her words, so he said, "Do you know why I persuaded you to reconcile with your parents? ”

"Don't lead the topic to me, you answer me first." An Qiuyue stopped what she was doing and looked at Canglong seriously.

"If he doesn't give me a chance to forgive him, how can I forgive him? What's more," Canglong said, shaking his head, "Forget it or not, my reasons and you are completely different, and the things involved are also different, at least your parents already have the intention of repenting, and I asked you to forgive them, just hoping that you can get back what you lost." ”

"Take it back?" An Qiuyue's face turned cold when she held the kitchen knife, "Can you get back the father's love and mother's love that have been missing for more than 20 years?" Is there an antidote to the trauma they have inflicted on me? Even if there is an antidote, can the scars left in my heart be healed? ”

After speaking, she continued to chop vegetables again, and Canglong said calmly: "The real fault is not in them, but in the concept of their family, don't you want to break this concept that has made you suffer for twenty years?" ”

An Qiuyue was stunned for a moment, was silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "Don't provoke me, it's useless to me, I only insist on the concept of right and wrong in my own heart, right is right, right is wrong." ”

"You're right, people should stick to their own view of right and wrong, and you've taught me a lesson." Canglong shook his head helplessly, "However, because we have suffered this kind of suffering since childhood, we should have a responsibility in our hearts to prevent more people from stepping into the rights and wrongs we have experienced, am I right?" ”

Hearing this, An Qiuyue raised the kitchen knife: "Whatever you say is reasonable, anyway, I can't talk about you, but I still insist on myself." ”

"Life is like a buffet, you always feel that you have a choice before consumption, but when you really consume, you find that in fact, the so-called choice is only a choice made among the things predetermined under the rules." Canglong said with a smile, "But why do so many people still like buffets?" The answer is very simple, even if you make a choice under the established rules, but this choice is still made by yourself, so there is still room for choice, since you can choose happiness, why choose pain? ”

An Qiuyue was stunned, lowered her head and cut the vegetables and was silent, and said after a while: "But my twenty years, just because of them, are full of pain, so I hate them." ”

"There is a story in ancient Greece about a man on the side of the road, he saw a leather ball, he was very unpleasant, so he kicked it with his foot, and the more he kicked it, the more unpleasant it became, and in the end he kicked it and unconsciously the ball became bigger and bigger, so big that he could no longer imagine it, and finally he was crushed to death by the ball." Canglong said to himself, "Later, he went to heaven and asked Athena, the goddess of wisdom, why the ball got bigger, and the goddess Athena told him that because the temper you kick is hatred, the more you kick it, the bigger it will become, and eventually hatred will crush people, and people always feel that hatred can make people exert unimaginable power, so they use hatred to punish those who hate themselves, but they don't think that when you punish others, you are actually punishing yourself." ”

"Are you saying I'm punishing myself too?" An Qiuyue asked suddenly, but at this time she was no longer so determined.

"I know you may say that they owe you twenty years, but because of hatred, you want it more, and because you want it, you punish them, and you think you punish them, but in fact you are punishing yourself." Canglong smiled and said, "The best punishment in the world is actually forgiveness, forgive them, let them use everything to compensate you, this is the best punishment." ”

"I can't do it, I really can't do it." An Qiuyue stopped all movements.

"Well, then you think about it another way, if you forgive them for your own sake, wouldn't that be more comfortable?" Canglong smiled and said, "Just give them a chance to repay you, don't let hatred follow you for a lifetime, otherwise this burden will ruin the life of the lost future, although it seems that everything is still good now." ”

"I'll try to do it." An Qiuyue lowered her head and finally let go.

Canglong smiled, and wanted to say something, but An Qiuyue said coldly: "Can you not help on the side, you see, this dish has been washed several times, and it is finished, hurry up and take the child." ”

This time it was Canglong's turn to be stunned, and finally he unbuttoned his apron and left, but at the door, he met Uncle Jia.

"I heard everything just now, can you ask your student to forgive his parents, can't you forgive the chief?" Uncle Jia persuaded.

"We are different, because I don't hate him, how can I forgive?" Canglong said calmly, "In my eyes, he is just a stranger. ”