Different roads, the same loneliness, Gu Xiangyu doesn't know where this road leads.

There is no greater mourning than the death of the heart, and the most pitiful life is that a person has no love in life.

Confused, hesitant, existing, lonely......

Gu Xiangyu disappeared in front of Mao Xiaorui's eyes.

Mao Xiaorui looked at the bank card in his hand, and felt very uncomfortable.

Before he met Gu Xiangyu, Mao Xiaorui had always felt that he was a poor and unlucky person, but now he suddenly felt that Gu Xiangyu was the real unlucky guy, a stupid unlucky guy.

Gu Xiangyu walked aimlessly on the street alone, and among the hurried crowd, none of them were people she knew.

It was getting late and late, the sun was setting, the stars and the moon were rising, and none of the thousands of lights were lit for her.

Are you a superfluous person?

Why do you want to live?

What do you want to do?

Gu Xiangyu questioned himself countless times in his heart, but he never thought of any answer.

The night is getting quieter and quieter, and there are fewer and fewer people on the street, Gu Xiangyu's two legs are numb, but she is still reluctant to stop, because she is afraid that this stop will be forever.

What are you still clinging to?

What is the meaning of my own existence?

Gu Xiangyu muttered silently, muttering......

"Hey, why did you get here? Come home with me. ”

Gu Xiangyu raised her head in a daze, and she saw a girl not far away talking to her puppy.

It has a home, but where is its home?

Gu Xiangyu just looked at the one person and one dog in front of him. Watch them disappear before your eyes.

"It's so nice, it's nice to have a home, a puppy has a home of its own. Where are you going this big night? ”

At this moment, a familiar voice suddenly came to mind behind Gu Xiangyu.

Gu Xiangyu turned around and looked, it turned out that Mao Xiaorui was looking at him with a smirk.

"Why are you coming with you again? Didn't I say it, you will only be unlucky if you follow me, and if you lose your life one day, you will not have time to regret it. ”

Although Gu Xiangyu said so, the moment he saw Mao Xiaorui just now. She suddenly felt her heart warm.

"Hehe, I know I'm lucky to meet you, and I know I'm not the unluckiest person in the world. I know that I don't have to run away alone, at least I have a companion. Mao Xiaorui replied with a smile.

Is that your comforting word? Listening to it will only make me want to see you even less. Gu Xiangyu turned his head lightly.

"It's okay, you don't want to see me, but I want to see you. As soon as you leave this afternoon. I became unlucky again, the police said that Xu Zhe died and no one vouched for me, so I had to go back to prison, so I escaped while they were not paying attention, I didn't want to go back to that ghost place, now we are both begging, and we will support each other in the future! ”

Mao Xiaorui ran in front of Gu Xiangyu to speak, no matter what direction Gu Xiangyu turned his face. He followed.

Gu Xiangyu was defeated by Mao Xiaorui's cheekiness, and she said: "This path is your own choice." Have you thought clearly about life and death in the future? ”

"Of course it's clear, you are my lucky star, mascot, I was a fugitive when I didn't meet you, I was released on bail after meeting you, I was worried about my food and clothing a few days ago, and today you helped me earn tens of thousands of yuan! But as soon as you leave, I will be arrested by the police again, so I must follow you, and I will follow you for the rest of my life! ”

Mao Xiaorui's eyes were very firm, not joking at all.

Gu Xiangyu was surprised, Mao Xiaorui was the only person who could encounter good things by her side, but she knew the power of the mark of fate, even if Mao Xiaorui could hide for a while, he couldn't hide forever.

Seeing Gu Xiangyu frowning, Mao Xiaorui smiled again and said, "I'm not afraid of death, why are you still grinding and chirping?" Tell me the password of your bank card, I will invite you to a big dinner, I hid on the street all afternoon, and I haven't eaten a bite of food yet. ”

Gu Xiangyu took a deep breath and said, "Okay, I hope you can have a great fortune and bring your bank card." ”

"What? This is what you gave me, and you can't go back on your word! Mao Xiaorui carefully covered his pockets, for fear that Gu Xiangyu would come and grab it.

"My fate is to die alone, and all those who have contact with me will die, so giving you the bank card is equivalent to harming you, and you will try to contaminate me with as little karma as possible in the future."

When Gu Xiangyu said this, he thought about it again and said: "We are just an ordinary cooperative relationship, and the money we earn in the future will be divided into fifty and fifty, and I will go to the bank to withdraw half of the money to you in a while, in addition, we are not friends, except for this simple cooperative relationship, we are strangers, understand?" ”

"Understood! Stop grinding, let's go, my stomach is almost hungry! Mao Xiaorui urged on the side.

Gu Xiangyu is just finding a reason for herself to live now, she thinks that if Mao Xiaorui can live well by her side, then it means that she is not controlled by fate, and she expects that she can get rid of the shackles of fate and find what belongs to her.

Mao Xiaorui chose a luxurious Western restaurant, although it cannot be compared with an international hotel, but the luxury here is also very high, and a casual meal will cost thousands of yuan.

The reason why I chose such a place is because it is not easy to be traced by the police, and secondly, I want to break the bank and spend all the bad luck of the past few days.

"Well, the environment here is quite elegant, right? I tell you, people live a lifetime, no matter how much you want, it is useless, only grasp the most important thing in front of you, otherwise, you will always live in the pain of the past and the illusion of the future, people, you should walk down-to-earth! Mao Xiaorui was like a chatter, chattering endlessly.

"Do you believe in your fate?" Gu Xiangyu asked suddenly.

Mao Xiaorui was stunned for a moment and said, "Believe in fate? What is the fate? I can't say it myself, you have to say whether you believe it or not, I talk to people all day long about the gods and gods, and sometimes even I believe in those so-called fates, but you have to say that I believe in fate, I don't take him seriously at all, do you think, who do people live for in this life? For the country? For home? It's all! To put it bluntly, everything is for yourself! Therefore, a person who lives for himself, even if he believes in his fate, what can he do, when fate arranges for him unsatisfactory, he will choose to fight, how does that sentence say? By the way, the fate of man is in his own hands! ”

After listening to Mao Xiaorui's tirade, Gu Xiangyu suddenly felt that the other party's words seemed to have some truth.

Seeing that Gu Xiangyu didn't refute himself, Mao Xiaorui took a big bite of the steak, swallowed it and said: "What I tell you is the truth, the previous saints have said that people will not be destroyed for themselves!" What do you mean, people are selfish, what if you are not selfish? It can only be described in four words - heaven and earth will be destroyed! Think about it, how miserable this is! ”

"According to you, should everyone be selfish and have no regard for the feelings of others? So what's the point of being alive? Gu Xiangyu asked rhetorically.

Mao Xiaorui seemed to know that Gu Xiangyu would ask this, and he said happily: "Of course living means being alive!" Pigs, horses, cows and sheep don't live every day? Aren't flowers, grasses, fish, and insects alive? Human beings, just a little more thought than them, as the so-called world is nothing, mediocrity disturbs themselves, that's the truth, and there are some aspects that you don't understand at all. ”

Gu Xiangyu was a little puzzled, she asked, "Where did I not understand?" ”

"Hehe, there is a difference between what I mean by selfishness and what you say about selfishness, just like the gap between general relativity and special relativity."

Mao Xiaorui saw Gu Xiangyu's expression of listening seriously, so he explained proudly: "Let me ask you, is patriotism considered selfish?" ”

"How can this be considered selfish?" Gu Xiangyu asked puzzled.

"Count! Absolutely! A patriotic person loves his own country, and does not love other people's countries, this is his selfishness, and those who love their family love their own home, which is also selfish, the saints have said that if you want to achieve a harmonious society, you must have the love of the old and the old, so loving the country and loving the family are both selfish manifestations, but this is a relatively narrow manifestation of positive energy, which is accepted by human beings, and those who are only for petty profits, and the selfishness of not thinking about dedication is ashamed of human beings, so, on the whole, human beings are selfish, if they are not selfish, It is long before the realization of a harmonious society. ”

Mao Xiaorui narrates his opinions like an expert.

Although Gu Xiangyu knew that what the other party said was some crooked reasoning, there were also merits in it.

"So you and I are selfish?" Gu Xiangyu asked again.

"Of course, I'm not only selfish, but also a completely selfish villain, I feel that it's good to be a villain, I don't have to be timid like a gentleman, I have to consider my own virtue in everything, and I, a villain, just live casually, what I think is, I don't have to worry about my virtue being scolded, and I live quite freely." Mao Xiaorui was not ashamed, but proud, which made Gu Xiangyu shake his head.

"Hey, let me tell you, you can't be too tired to be a man, who are you tired and tired for? Isn't it just to get the things you want? But are those things really what you want? Or do you have to? Sit down seriously and think about what you want, and when you think about it, you will rush forward bravely, no matter what you encounter in the future, it will not be in vain to walk in this world! ”

Mao Xiaorui has become full of pride, and Gu Xiangyu has discovered for the first time that he has such a side, in the past, this person looked like a little chicken with facial paralysis.

After listening to Mao Xiaorui's story, Gu Xiangyu calmed down, thought about his life carefully, and suddenly felt as if he had never seriously thought about this issue.

Sometimes you lose more because you want too much, and sometimes you don't know how to cherish it because you get too much, so what do you really want? Gu Xiangyu thought carefully. (To be continued.) )