Chapter 4 Don't fight, don't know each other
"It's not you...... It's the pig's head, what did he say wrong, right? Don't listen to him, he just came and didn't know anything! Fang Fu saw Ji Ran say this, and saw that there were only three of them left in the house, so he knew that it was the pig's head who came to her without asking, and hurriedly explained.
"He doesn't know it's his business, I'm here today to make things clear about the two of us. You are my respected senior, and you take such good care of me. That's why I see you as a friend of my brothers. But you don't seem to think so, do you? Ji Ran glanced at the pig's head that didn't squeak, and then turned his head to look at Fang Fu and said seriously.
"I ...... I ......" Fang Fu wanted to explain, but Ji Ran's words made him feel powerless for a while. This should be an unequivocal refusal. It turned out that she really didn't have any thoughts about herself, just wishful thinking.
"Maybe I'm going to hurt a little when I speak, but since I'm a friend with you, I'm not going to say anything to deceive you under the pretext of 'I'm afraid of hurting you'. In this regard, you have to say that I am ruthless, and I accept it, this is a fact. You're going to be a friend, and I'd love to. But if you want to go beyond that, then you can simply delete my number. Because having said that, my feelings for you are limited to cherishing between friends, and nothing else. I'm sorry. Ji Ran originally planned to keep his heart hard, but as he spoke, he unconsciously softened. As a friend, she likes Fang Fu very much, but if she wants to develop into a lover, Ji Ran doesn't feel it.
Ji Ran rarely rejects a person in person like this, especially a friend he wants to cherish. In the past, when encountering this kind of thing, Ji Ran could always find out early, and quietly became estranged. But this time, Ji Ran admitted that she found out too late.
After a long time, when Ji Ran began to regret whether her words were too serious, Fang Fu finally spoke, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "You can say this also proves that the person I like is indeed worthy of my liking." I thought I had a misunderstanding before, which is why I have today. My brother has just arrived, and he is a grumpy gut, so you can forgive him for my sake. Also, feelings are not something I can control. But I'll do my best not to get you in trouble in the future. So, can you still be friends with me? ”
"I may not be able to give you reciprocal affection." Ji Ran hesitated to tell the truth.
"You don't have to worry, I mean we're only friends, and I'll sort out my own feelings slowly. Even if I'm not a lover, I don't want to lose you as a friend. Fang Fu patiently explained, as if he really intended to give up.
"But...... It's not fair to you. Ji Ran still hesitated.
"How can emotional matters be measured by public unfairness? Or you should be a friend who cherishes you very much. Emotional things can't be equal, can they? Fang Fu persuaded.
"Yes...... Alas, well. Ji Ran still hesitated, but Fang Fu said everything to this, and it would really not look good to refuse again, so Ji Ran had no choice but to nod and agree.
"Then let's do this for today, the pig's head will definitely disturb your painting again. It's not too early now, so you can go back and rest first. Fang Fu actually issued an "eviction order" first. However, Ji Ran didn't care about these little things, and seeing that there was nothing to say, he got up and left first.
Fang Fu sent Ji Ran to the door before turning back. As soon as I entered the box, I saw the pig's head ordering three dishes and eating by himself. Fang Fu didn't speak, just sat down beside him and stared blankly at the dishes on the table.
"Someone sent away?" The pig's head asked as he ate.
"Hmm."
"You like her that much?"
"Well, I like it more and more. You didn't hurt her, did you? Fang Fu responded and told the truth.
"Am I the kind of person who hits women? Are you really going to give up your siblings for women? Pig's head joked. He would go to Ji Ran to apologize, but right now, Fang Fu was by his side. It was the first time he had seen Fang Fu like this. If you don't take this opportunity to damage him, then there will be no chance to avenge the past and future revenge.
"If the siblings are rotten and broken, it is better to cut them off." Fang Fu's understatement choked the pig's head back again. It's been more than ten years since he was defeated, and even if Fang Fu was absent-minded, it was still easy to beat him. The pig's head is still far behind in the fight of words.
Sure enough, the pig head was powerless to fight back when he heard this, so he could only slap Fang Fu's back with his hand, and watching him lean down in pain, the pig head was appetizing and tasteful. Fang Fu could only rub his back helplessly, watching him finish eating, and the two of them checked out and left.
The pig head is a responsible person in the end, and Fang Fu told him the whole thing clearly after he went back. After he learned that he was really wrong to blame Ji Ran, he immediately decided to come to her the next day to apologize. And Fang Fu was afraid that although Ji Ran agreed, he would alienate himself in the future, and he also wanted to take the opportunity to see her again to dispel her concerns. The two hit it off, and Fang Fu called Ji Ran early the next morning and asked her to meet in the name of the pig's head.
Although Ji Ran was angry at what the pig head said last night, he could quite understand his heart as a friend, and he had already forgiven him after a night. Originally, she was really just like Fang Fu guessed, thinking about slowly alienating Fang Fu. But he used the pig's head as an excuse, and if Ji Ran didn't go, he wouldn't forgive him. Helpless, Ji Ran had no choice but to go with a sad heart.
But who knows, Fang Fu is really like what he said, and he behaves very naturally. Just like when Ji Ran didn't know anything before. Seeing him like this, Ji Ran couldn't say anything, and there was no way to find an excuse to distance him. I can only act as if I don't know anything, and nothing happened yesterday, and get along as usual.
However, what made Ji Ran feel a little relaxed and happy was that because of Fang Fu's relationship, she also became friends with the pig-headed "no fight, no acquaintance". The pig's head who apologized generously couldn't help but impress her. And his righteousness and outspokenness are also very appetizing to Ji Ran. In addition, Pig Head and Ji Ran also have many similarities in personality. I know what I want and what I don't want. Therefore, the friendship between them is more pure. They don't need to get together often, but they will be each other's "good brothers".
In this way, the three of them became good friends with each other. Although Fang Fu was not so easy to give up, he did not show his "transgression" feelings for Ji Ran again. The three of them tacitly agreed that the events of that night did not happen, and each returned to their own lives, constantly studying hard and fighting for their future.
Pighead returns to his school and often learns about them by chatting with them online. Fang Fu occasionally accompanied Ji Ran and her classmates in the same dormitory to the suburbs to collect style. And every once in a while, he would come to the school to meet them. The three of them are getting along more and more like a family. However, if you compare, Ji Ran's relationship with the pig head is better and purer.
Fang Fu didn't like to talk very much, although he talked a little more when facing the pig's head, but he was only talking to the pig's head. For Ji Ran, in order to hide his feelings, he sometimes talks less. Ji Ran is not the kind of lady with a demure personality. She is not yet 20 years old, although she is always worried and independent, but she is still a student in the end. In private, I like to laugh and play with my friends. Fang Fu was still a little stuffy for her.
But the pig's head is different. He has a fiery temper, is a quick talker, and is a person who will say whatever he wants. It just so happened that Ji Ran couldn't hide what he had to say, and he didn't know how to beat around the bush to tell the truth. She also suffered a lot of losses because of this. I often regret it because I hurt people by speaking too directly. Just like that time, what she thought in her heart was said without much thought. I regretted it after I found out that I had hurt him. For this reason, she was smart and thought of a trick. To those who can accept the truth, she tells the truth. And for those who can't hear these words, they simply don't speak, and it is not good to say nothing.
But there are still a few people who are willing to accept the truth. It was really hard for Ji Ran to keep muffled and not speak. But fortunately, she met the pig's head. The pig's head is a man who would rather listen to the truth than the good lies. It is because of this that the two people are against each other's spleen and stomach. Naturally, the relationship is better.
Even, because Ji Ran said something curious about what the real gun looks like. Pighead took her directly to his school and lent her a police revolver to show her. However, this matter was hidden from Fang Fu. Because Fang Fu had also proposed to the pig head a year or two earlier to play with the gun. But the pig's head didn't agree because he wasn't worried at the time. Now if Fang Fu knew that he only brought Ji Ran here, he would definitely have to make noise about himself again. In order not to make trouble for himself, this matter should be a secret between him and Ji Ran.
After getting Ji Ran's assurance, the pig head took the gun and explained to her what the characteristics of the gun and the triple insurance were. After Ji Ran understood, he also loaded a few rubber bullets for Ji Ran to test-fire. However, because Ji Ran was 300 degrees of myopia and didn't bring glasses, his accuracy was not very good. But fortunately, it didn't miss the target.
Although the results are not good, Ji Ran can be regarded as enjoyable. Therefore, she returned to school satisfied. Continue to paint her flowers, plants, fish, and insects. She also uploads various series of landscape paintings she painted on the Internet. Looking at the gradually increasing number of fans, and the opinions and encouragement of fans on her, her confidence and motivation have also increased a lot.
One of the fans, in particular, was very objective and to the point in her evaluation of herself every time and gave her a lot of very useful advice. Although Ji Ran didn't know him, and he couldn't find his information on the Internet, he had already regarded him as a mentor and friend in his heart, and even sometimes looking at his evaluation, Ji Ran had a feeling of being a bosom friend. It's just that the two of them tacitly only communicate about painting on the Internet, and never mention anything about themselves. Although Ji Ran was sometimes curious about him, in order not to lose his mentor and friend, she could only turn on the computer and run laps on the playground. And time passed slowly in this circle after circle.