When Cao Rongtao talked about himself in Cui Can, his heart was full of hope, and when he saw Cui Can's expression at that moment, he also felt hope. But she didn't say how she felt about herself. To be honest, he was disappointed. This relationship has always been his own initiative, and he has always been chasing after her, so he actually doesn't have a lot of confidence, and he also needs Cui Can's affirmation. In the face of Chen Jiu, a strong rival in love, he was cautious. Unexpectedly, did I still lose to him in the end? Thinking about it this way, Cao Rongtao only had a wry smile. It turns out that there is no such thing as feelings, which comes first.

When he felt discouraged, Cui Can's whisper came from his ears. "I'm sorry, I know this is a betrayal, but I don't want to hide it from you. I feel that we can only go to the future with full trust between us, so I don't want to hide my thoughts. For Chen Jiu, I'm just excited, as for the future, I don't know if I will have it with him. ”

Cui Can's honesty really made Cao Rongtao feel hated. "Can't you just let us have a good time with my vacation?" His vacation has always been the time to accompany Cui Can, but he didn't expect this vacation time to be too short.

"I'm sorry, I don't think I'm a good actor, so I can't hide my thoughts in front of you."

"Hehe, you're really honest enough. Is it the same in front of him? "Cao Rongtao hates honesty, and honesty is really hurtful.

Cui Can pondered for a moment, but still chose to tell the truth. "I won't have a future with him, and the reason why I say it is because I want you to make a choice. I don't want to hide my emotional changes. I don't want to hide the betrayal of my feelings. ”

"I see." For her choice, he can only agree, does anyone still like to be cheated on by his girlfriend? She deceived you when she betrayed you. Wouldn't that be better? It's not what men want to see, is it? "Cui Can, you are really cruel."

Cao Rongtao said this sentence very plainly, but Cui Can knew that he was really hurt by himself. Bowing her head slightly, she apologized again. "I'm sorry!"

Cao Rongtao looked around, they were walking on the way back to Beijing University at this time, and people passed by from time to time around them. Standing in the crowd, Cao Rongtao felt desolate, just like his heart. This is his first love. It was the woman he loved with his life, at this time, how did they come to this point? Although there was no breakup. But he felt lost in the way ahead. Did she want to get herself to propose a breakup? Would that be better on her conscience? This selfish woman!

"Are you asking me to break up?" He asked what he thought in his heart, hoping that she would refuse, so that he could give her another chance to save their relationship.

Cui Can saw his entanglement. I saw his struggle. I saw the pain in his heart. She was also sad, at this moment, it was even more sad than rejecting Chen Jiu. She shook her head, and the moment his eyes were filled with hope, she shook her head again. "No, I don't want to miss you, but I don't have the confidence to face you at this time, so I think we can calm down. Let time judge, right? If we keep doing this, then after two years we will automatically break up, right? "Give yourself a buffer time. It is also to give him a time to accept. If he and he will still be together in two years, then I will firmly follow him, be his wife, and be the mother of his children.

Cao Rongtao didn't know Cui Can's determination at this time, and only felt that the pain overwhelmed him. With a bitter grin, "In my impression, Cui Can has always been straightforward. If you refuse to someone you don't like, you don't care about the other party's face at all. Are you doing this for my own sake? ”

"No, I just wanted to keep our first love for each other." Cui Can knew that he had misunderstood, but she wanted to say what she was planning in her heart, she wanted to hand it all over to time, fate, and fate. If you still have a fate with him, then you will have firm confidence and go to the future with him.

"Retention? What a good word, huh? Cao Rongtao's words were full of sarcasm, which he had never felt harsh. Leave it to time? Well, then our future is in the hands of these two years. No one has to be careless, no one has to be deliberate, just look at each other's fate? Is that so? ”

Cui Can knew that he didn't have time to be by her side more, and knew that he might not come back for a long time as soon as he was on a mission. Two years is a long time for her, and it is also a long time for him who misses her, but it is very short for him to carry out the task. Because of that, he won't have time to meet her, meet her, and renew his relationship with her. He didn't believe that she would not know such a smart thing. So these are the buffer times she deliberately gave herself? So this is a breakup in disguise? At this moment, Cao Rongtao's heart was full of violence, he wanted to destroy, he wanted to do damage that he had never done before.

As the culprit, Cui Can is the object of his destruction. So he rushed over without scruples, kissed her lips fiercely in Cui Can's surprised eyes, tossing and turning on her lips until she pushed his body away.

Looking at her ravaged red and swollen lips, he was not distressed, but there was a faint satisfaction in his heart. "This is more vivid than Jacky Cheung's kiss goodbye, right?"

After speaking, he didn't look at Cui Can again, turned around and disappeared neatly into the crowd. Cui Can had a ravaged red lip, and stood stupidly in place for a long time in people's weird eyes.

What's wrong with you? Why did one or two leave themselves like this? What about the original free and easy self? Just because you met an unexpected man and messed up your life? Is such a self still the high-spirited Cui Can? Is it still the Cui Can who has been working hard since he was reborn? Cao Rongtao, she likes it. Although it didn't feel so hot at first, after waiting for so long, her feelings for him were already very deep. Chen Jiu made his heart move, although his departure made him feel a little hesitant, but he still wanted to manage the relationship with Cao Rongtao well, otherwise how could she refuse Chen Jiu? It's just why, until now, Cao Rongtao has chosen to break up so painfully. Although he didn't say those two words. But this kiss really expresses this meaning, which is not what I want.

At this moment, Cui Can seemed very hesitant, which was something she had never felt before. So she needs to be calm. Need to hide yourself in a place where you're alone. So she willfully got on the bus to the suburbs, and then took the bus again there, to a place far from the city.

When he arrived here, Cui Can felt that the air seemed to become lighter, although it looked like Xiao Suo was everywhere here, but this was Xiao Suo after harvest, Xiao Suo after paying. It's Xiao Suo after getting it. So although Cui Can felt a little desolate, he felt the joy of harvest.

She pulled out a backpack from the space and filled it with something to eat. Pretend to be a traveler. This belongs to the Taihang Mountains, although the road is not easy to walk, but the surrounding scenery is very good. So she changed out of her high heels, put on a pair of sneakers and set off.

She didn't want to alarm anyone. Just a simple trip. A trip to indulge yourself. Ignoring the surprised gazes of the locals and the sun, she went up the mountain alone.

The mountain here is not high, but it is very large, and when Cui Can came to the top of the mountain, the sun did not shine much on the land. Climbing the mountain made Cui Can sweat, and his whole person was tired, but he was released again. Watch as the sun stingily retracts its light little by little. Cui Can took out his flashlight and found a flat place on the top of the mountain. Tents were erected.

She bought it at a roadside sports store while reversing, along with pots and pans. Anyway, she is not short of money, she is not afraid of heavy things, as long as she thinks of it, she buys some. Sure enough, shopping can relieve stress, and after buying so many things, her mood is a lot easier. At this time, her mood was even calmer.

Her rebirth is not for men, men are just embellishments in her life, yes, make life colorful. None, let life return to its original appearance. That's good. So whether it's Chen Jiu or Cao Rongtao, stay away from themselves and enjoy life better. At this moment, Cui Can is very open.

I set up my tent, took out my sleeping bag, put it inside, picked up some dry firewood outside, took out the pot and cooked some instant noodles, and put some sausages and vegetables in it. Facing the fragrant pot, Cui Can realized that he had been hungry all day.

He shook his head with a wry smile, it seemed that he was still disturbed by those two men, and he was still sad for those two men. Otherwise, how could she have forgotten her stomach? Forget about hunger? Fortunately, I woke up, isn't he just a man? Isn't it just a breakup? Thinking of the two years she had waited for him, she smiled bitterly again. He could wait for him for two years, but he couldn't give himself two years. It seems that his vision of a man is still the same as in his previous life.

Cui Can, who was at the top of the mountain, seemed to be a little disgusted with Cao Rongtao, and Cao Rongtao, who returned to his school, also felt regretful. Why did you say it so absolutely? Others don't know about his feelings for Cui Can, isn't he still clear? How much did she pay to chase her and get herself. Why is it that in the blink of an eye, I am so delicate? She was just emotionally cheating, and she told herself so frankly, which shows that she is still the most important thing in her heart. How could I be carried away by jealousy and say something like that?

Two years, didn't she wait for two years for herself? Why can't you do it yourself? With such a self, it's no wonder that Cui Can would derail emotionally. At this moment, Cao Rongtao was also a little disgusted with himself. It seems that he is still too selfish, he only thinks of himself, he doesn't rely on Cui Can, and he doesn't feel Cui Can's pain at this time.

Although Cao Rongtao returned to school, he still thought about the scene with Cui Can. When he figured it out and went to find Cui Can again, he found that he couldn't find Cui Can. There is no on campus, there is no dormitory, give her the phone, and the phone is not in the service area. What's going on? She wants to disappear to show herself? So that you can never find her again?

Thinking of Cui Can's something and ability, he suddenly felt scared. If she had the heart to do it, she could have done it. Let yourself never find her again, and let her disappear completely into her own world. At this moment, Cao Rongtao was scared, he begged Zhao Yuqi and them to help find it, and after he couldn't find it, he begged them to call him as soon as they had Cui Can's news, even if it was midnight.

Then he found all the people he knew well in the capital, such as Ma Tianming, such as Xu Ling, and even Chen Jiu. It's a pity that he only knows about the development community, where he didn't find Chen Jiu, and of course he didn't see Cui Can.

The feeling of fear followed me like a shadow, so that Cao Rongtao could not be idle for a moment. Even though the sun had set, even though the street lights were on, he still stood guard in front of Cui Can's dormitory building. In the end, if Zhao Yuqi hadn't persuaded him away, he would have continued to be there.

"Cao Rongtao, go back first, I think Cui Can may go to relax. I'll be sure to let you know as soon as she comes back. Zhao Yuqi feels that he is Cui Can's good friend, so he worries about Cui Can, and he hates Cao Rongtao a lot. But looking at Cao Rongtao's appearance at this time, although he complained about him very much, he was also moved by his persistence, and decided to help him.

"Thank you!" Cao Rongtao knew Cui Can's strength, so he didn't worry about safety. What he was worried about was the damage to Cui Can's soul and the future of the two of them. At this time, Cui Can was not in front of him, so he could only leave here helplessly, waiting for Zhao Yuqi's call.

It's just that he didn't expect that the phone that he had been looking forward to all night didn't ring. Early in the morning, he came to the downstairs of Cui Can's dormitory for the first time with his messy hair and newly emerging beard.

Aunt Sheguan also knew his identity, although she knew Cui Can's character, but she was not satisfied that a girl was so entangled with two boys. So I sympathized with Cao Rongtao in my heart, and let him go to the house at the first sight of him. It's November, and it's already the beginning of winter in this season in the capital. Although there is no dripping water outside, people will feel cold after staying for a long time.

Cao Rongtao held the hot water given by his aunt, stared at the door, and fell into deep thought for a while, remembering the past, remembering the days of his crush, and the mood of his crush.

Cui Can opened her eyes when the morning sun had not fully emerged, perhaps because of fatigue or because she was tired, she slept well last night. It seems that the sport of mountaineering can continue, after getting up, she simply cleaned herself up, and seeing that the whole person was still neat, she cooked instant noodles again, and after breakfast, she received everything into the space, and then continued her adventure lightly. (To be continued......)

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