Section 46 is young and frivolous

Feng Chaochen sat back in his place unharmed, watching Lu Bin's prank end in tragedy, I don't know why, I suddenly thought of myself and the past and present lives of everyone here, and sighed in my heart for no reason.

Feng Chaochen vaguely remembers that in his primary school days, whether it is a Chinese class or an ideological and moral class, there is often a proposition about the future "how and how I will ...... when I grow up", which is a passage that will still be recalled and remembered by many people many years later.

And almost identically, in most people's recollections, this should be a free-flowing session, indicating that when they grow up, their classmates who want to be scientists, teachers and artists account for more than 99.99% of the total population in the class, and in many cases even more than 1,000 pure gold.

Only a very small number of people will honestly answer that I want to be a down-to-earth person, work to earn money to support my family, etc. - of course, if this sentence appears in the narrative, then generally speaking, it must be reminiscing about myself, with an accuracy rate of more than 99.99%.

It's just that this paragraph is too famous, and then it was overused, all kinds of disgusting, all kinds of energylessness, and gradually few people mentioned it anymore.

And speaking of this, then there is another one that has to be said, that is, a more famous proposition composition of the same period...... Well...... It's almost disgusting stuff like "Us in the Future" or "Reunion in XX Years".

Generally speaking, the standard model essay is a format like this: after XX years, after receiving an invitation to a class reunion, the successful self comes to the former school, the former class, and sees that many former classmates have arrived, and everyone who has achieved fame gathers together and asks each other about the situation, and celebrates together. This is really an extremely bloody plot: those who love literature and art have become superstars in the world of film and television songs, and those who are good at sports have become the world's leading well-known athletes, and then the highlight is coming, generally speaking, the protagonists are presiding over a big project that changes human beings, changes the world and even changes the whole universe, and the good buddies have become world-renowned entrepreneurs, and they use 100-yuan bills to sweep goods and light cigarettes...... Then such a group of big people who are so disgusting that they can shake the earth countless times raise their glasses to the ordinary teachers who are still silently sticking to their educational posts, and leave in laughter, ending this boring YY about XX years later.

This is a cliché that repeatedly appears in composition magazines and assignments in elementary school, with a fixed routine format, an unchanged bloody plot, and a slight change of the protagonist's name and skills can incarnate tens of millions, but despite this, it is still repeatedly published by the editors of composition magazines who insist on going their own way, so that it finally becomes one of the lingering nightmares of countless people's youth.

Of course, what kind of bird will the former classmates become in the future, I believe that everyone has their own answer in their hearts.

To tell the truth, these egos are inflated to ridiculous imaginations, YY is even completely unrealistic nonsense, Feng Chaochen obviously feels quite naïve in retrospect in the future, but it is a profound meaning of a beautiful fantasy era that once belonged to himself.

When you no longer believe in everything you say and think in that era, when you are no longer willing to work hard for those ideals and aspirations that you once had; When you no longer have the desire to talk freely about yourself; When you start to deny yourself...... Feng Chaochen, who was suddenly shocked, was very sad to discover a ruthless fact, somewhere deep in his heart, those once brilliant and splendid were slowly withering and dying, leaving only endless ashes of reality, drowning him in it until he couldn't breathe.

What is youthful frivolity?

What does it mean to be young and frivolous?

What does it mean to be young and frivolous?

When you are young and frivolous, when you have worries and fetters, but you have no dreams, you have to be carefree and reckless, and you are full of beautiful dreams!

Maybe when you pass by the stadium in a suit and leather shoes, tie leather shoes, briefcase, and neatness, and walk by the stadium with a calm and steady step, you will inadvertently turn your head for a moment, remembering your old stinky sneakers with big shorts, running shirtless on the court and sweating, tired and covered with stinky sweat, but attracting a burst of cheers and applause from the onlookers.

In the face of the harsh and ugly admonitions of his superiors, for the sake of life, for the future, and for the food, clothing, housing and transportation of the whole family, he had to suppress the urge to punch down and beat him according to his face full of bad breath ten years ago.

Or when I was young, I would look forward to my future self in the boring moment, and I was still excited to the ** stage, and now I was facing the other end of the interview table with a lotus flower describing the beautiful future in my heart, and I was indifferent in a hurry.

The frivolity of youth is a tribute to the carefree youth that has passed, the carefree youth that can be squandered without any right or wrong, because people become more and more indifferent and ruthless under the influence of reality. When I was a teenager, I may have been moved by the same soap plots, moved to tears by sadness, but when I grew up, I was ruthlessly tortured by real life. When people find themselves with less and less smiles on their faces, more and more sadness, less and less happiness, and more and more stress, they will be sadly aware of something. I have grown up, and those carefree, youthful and frivolous days are gone, and can only be used as a memory for me to remember in my spare time.

"Young and frivolous"

The word has a magical and cursed power, because when it is mentioned, it often represents the tragic end and passing of the best of its own times. Since then, the edges and corners have been rubbed away, dreams have been blurred, emotions have been diluted, no longer fantasizing about beauty, no longer expecting feelings, and the whole person has become realistic and indifferent. So when the word is given more glory and legend, it is always tragic, because it comes at the cost of youth being eaten away by aging.

After all, people live in an irreversible flow of time, and it is inevitable to grow old day by day, regardless of physical and mental exhaustion.

Feng Chaochen is the only one who feels that he is an exception, because for him, lamenting that he was young and frivolous does not mean that he is old, on the contrary, he is now casting the youth and frivolity that belongs to his own life bit by bit, and belongs to the glory that he is sealed in the depths of his mind and does not want to recall, but can be reshaped at this moment.

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PS:####修改了一下大纲# In the past few days, in order to catch up with the revision progress, the first draft of one chapter a day has been scolded miserably, and it will definitely not be in the future.

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