Verse 62 is thoughtful

Feng Chaochen didn't expect Zhang Xia to be so resolute in her opposition compared to her previous life, but after thinking about it carefully, it is not surprising that she has changed a lot of things since she was reborn, although they are all very subtle and small, but they can't resist the accumulation of small amounts, quantitative changes cause qualitative changes, small things change day by day, after a long time, I suddenly find that everything has changed dramatically, just like the famous butterfly effect "A butterfly in the tropical rainforest of the Amazon River basin in South America, flapping its wings a few times, Two weeks later, it caused a tornado in Texas, USA. ”

The rebirth of oneself has changed one's former self, learning has improved, and personality has changed, so the most obvious thing is that it has affected the relationship and views of parents, teachers and classmates on themselves, so that if they want to do something small in addition to learning, parents and teachers will naturally unite, and strive to dispel this idea of oneself and find a way to return to that "right path". However, Feng Chaochen has always been a more assertive person, or at this age, he should be called rebellious. Whether it is in his previous life or in this life, he has always been very autonomous, and it is difficult to say that he is bent on going his own way, and it is precisely because of this that in his previous life, Feng Chaochen paid a terrible price for his actions. Leaving the campus prematurely will make him pay several times more than those of his classmates in the next ten years, and he may not be able to get the same value in return.

hit the south wall and tasted the consequences of going his own way, after suffering enough, Feng Chaochen learned to be obedient, and he was a lot more cautious in his future life, and he was even more calm in life after being reborn. This is a little sequelae brought about by rebirth, not to see through the red dust, but to say that there is a trace of awe in my heart, the failed life in the previous life has become the invisible pressure of today, always afraid that I will live up to the blessings of God, and fall back to the days without ideals, without goals, and in the muddy.

Fortunately, the success of the exam, the attention and appreciation of parents and teachers, gradually erased the fear in Feng Chaochen's heart, and slowly rekindled his passion, although it is still a little small, but it is like a spark of stars, it will not take long to burn out the invisible burden in the depths of his heart, and return to the original youthful nature.

Feng Chaochen still has a little nostalgia for the runway in his heart, he has been a good baby for three months, he refuted Zhang Xia very calmly, and the two of them blushed and began to argue loudly with each other in front of the dinner table.

But no matter how Feng Chaochen quoted the classics, his mouth was full of lotus, the corners of his mouth were foaming at the mouth, and his mouth was dry and he drank water repeatedly, Zhang Xia was still unmoved, and always held her own position, resolutely opposing Feng Chaochen joining the training team. She doesn't read much, she was born in the countryside, and she has no culture, but she thinks very thoroughly, and her son finally settles down to study hard, don't think about anything else to lure and abduct, let you say that the lotus flower is broken, and it is also safe and sound, just three words, disagree!

Feng Chaochen said for a long time, and he was tired, and at this time, he suddenly remembered an argument, saying that parents are the first hurdle for children to cross, and in combination with his current situation, he really feels very correct.

In fact, in his previous life, his academic performance was not very good at that time, and Zhang Xia was also opposed, but his attitude was not as resolute as it is now, coupled with Feng Linjun's lightness, at that time, Feng Chaochen simply went his own way, directly joined the training team for training, and played a one-handed cut before playing, considering that the wood was already in the boat, and Feng Chaochen was indeed not ideal in learning, and finally Zhang Xia accepted this fact half-pushed.

It's just that now after living for more than ten years and hitting the wall many times, Feng Chaochen has grown from an ignorant and reckless teenager to an independent man who can bear the burden of heavy responsibilities.

So the dinner ended in a quarrel between the two people, Feng Chaochen returned to his room depressed, and the angry Zhang Xia was also pushed into the bedroom by Feng Linjun, so that the two of them would not see each other for a while, and they would be able to dissipate their anger.

After lying on the bed for a while, Feng Chaochen's mood gradually calmed down, and he suddenly regretted it a little, knowing that his mother had always been like this, and it was indeed for his own sake, he didn't want his newly improved learning to be disturbed, why would he quarrel again in a hurry, which was not only hard and hurtful, but also useless. It's better for everyone to sit together and talk and discuss, thinking of this, Feng Chaochen's anger also dissipated most of it, and he got up from the bed and walked to his parents' room.

Feng Chaochen was about to knock on the door before coming to the door, when he vaguely heard a sound coming from the room, Feng Chaochen thought about it and decided to knock on the door later, listen to what his parents were talking about first, and then respond later.

In the room, Zhang Xia was still angry, and Feng Linjun enlightened on the side: "Okay, okay, don't be angry anymore, the child doesn't mean to quarrel with you." ”

After a little silence, Zhang Xia's muffled voice came: "What do you know, I'm not angry that he quarreled with me, but angry that he couldn't resist the temptation so much, and now his grades have just improved a little, and he began to think about it, doing this and that." Running, what can be the benefit of running, even if it is in a sports school, what is the use. Lu Xing, the son of the Lu family, you also know, didn't he say that kayaking was very good back then, and he also entered the provincial team, his family was not rich, and he had to invest tens of thousands of yuan a year in it, and he was tired of training every day, but now, he sprained his waist and retired, and he didn't get anything except a few certificates. But I ended up with an injury, my work is inconvenient, I can't do this, I can't do that, I just wander around like a gangster every day when I have nothing to do. Chaochen is young now, I don't know anything, I think it's fun, if I really enter the sports school in the future, not to mention anything else, just tens of thousands of training fees every year, nutrition fees, or bribing coaches for the benefit of money, you say it yourself, how can we afford it. When the time comes, the books are not read well, sports, sports are not practiced to make a name, this is the most terrible thing, I would rather he hate me now, than I want him to regret it in the future......"

Feng Linjun didn't know what to say when he heard this, Lu Xing's example was put there, and the incident of the world champion retiring to work as a bath worker, really made the listeners feel cold and sad about sports students.

Feng Chaochen listened to his parents' conversation outside the door, feeling more and more guilty in his heart, he couldn't hold back himself, knocked on the door and walked in.