Chapter 387: I Don't Need Tears
After the moon-watching flower bell also left, Songxue Chaoxiang looked at Su Cheng and sighed deeply, then she shook her head and said in a complicated tone: "Su Cheng, you are really ruthless enough to yourself." ”
Su Cheng just smiled and said aloud: "Chairman of the Board, please help me take care of Senior Sister Xigong, I'll go find Meiqing." ”
"Okay."
……
Su Cheng came to the kitchen of the Uetani family, at this moment the maid was teaching Hosokawa Miharu how to make Chinese food, seeing Su Cheng coming, the maid politely greeted Su Cheng, and Su Cheng also used a consultative tone, asking the maid to leave the kitchen first.
After the maid left, Hosokawa Miharu wiped her hands on the apron over and over again, and then her little face flushed and said excitedly: "Chengjun, I just learned how to make sweet and sour pork ribs, and I will make them for you at night." ”
Su Cheng looked at such Hosokawa Miharu, and there was really no way to say the words in his heart, after all, Hosokawa Miharu was the girl Su Cheng was most unwilling to hurt.
Merely......
Su Cheng still has to say.
Because Su Cheng now knows that Hosokawa Miharu is willing to stay by his side unconditionally, just to enjoy the sense of security that Su Cheng brings her, so that she likes him.
Hosokawa Miharu shouldn't have such feelings for him!
So Su Cheng felt that Hosokawa Meiqing shouldn't spend her time on him like this, she had this time, and Su Cheng would rather hope that she would spend more time with her grandmother.
Su Cheng also believes that a good girl like Miharu Hosokawa who understands things, even if she doesn't stay by his side, she will definitely be happy in the future.
Su Cheng really, really understood that from the time he said that he wanted to create a harem where everyone would be happy, he had actually lost the qualification to give them happiness.
Su Cheng was silent for a while, adjusted his mentality, and said with a serious expression: "Meiqing, you said it before. As long as I let you leave me, you will leave. ”
Hearing Su Cheng's words, Hosokawa Miharu's little face full of excitement froze instantly, and then she barely kept a smile and looked at Su Cheng. Then he lowered his head and whispered in a gloomy voice: "So Chengjun, you ...... now." Are you going to get me out of you? ”
Su Cheng was a little unable to answer, and it seemed that a long time had passed before Su Cheng said the word 'yes'.
"Well, I'll leave then." Hosokawa Miharu raised her head, her eyes glistening with tears, she bowed to Su Cheng and thanked her, "Chengjun." I'm not going to pester you, thank you for making it clear to me. ”
"Meiqing, I'm sorry." Su Cheng said apologetically: "But I will never take back my words." ”
"Chengjun, you don't have to say sorry to me." The tears in Hosokawa Miharu's eyes flowed out of her eyes, and she said excitedly: "It's me who should tell Chengjun I'm sorry, I've been staying by Chengjun's side with a dead face, making Chengjun very troubled, I've always known this." ”
Su Cheng raised his hand and gently wiped away Hosokawa Miharu's tears. In a soft tone, he said slowly: "If one day, Meiqing, you find that your happiness is really only with me." You're welcome to come back to me, but...... If you meet the right person, don't say no because of me, I ...... I really hope that Meiqing can achieve true happiness better than anyone else. ”
Hearing this, Hosokawa Miharu gently raised her right hand, grabbed Su Cheng's wrist to wipe away her tears, and was silent for a while. Only then did he choke up and asked, "Chengjun, I just want to ask you one question, are you really ...... Have you made up your mind to do so? Won't regret it? ”
"Whether the future is painful or happy, I will not regret what I have done." Su Cheng said firmly: "I will face everything." Besides, I have a time to regret it, so it is better to continue to look forward, maybe there is a better future waiting for me. ”
After Hosokawa Meiqing looked at Su Cheng with teary eyes, a distressed smile appeared on her little face, and she said in a hoarse voice: "Chengjun, you must feel very uncomfortable and painful when you do this, right?" ”
Su Cheng smiled reluctantly and replied, "I just took everything I got from you, all of it...... I'll give it back to you. ”
"Then Chengjun, I'll go back to Tokyo." Hosokawa Miharu gently pulled Su Cheng's hand away, took off her apron, and after washing her hands, a gentle smile appeared on her tearful face, and she said in a joking tone: "If I finally come back to Chengjun's side, you don't want to drive me away again." ”
"Well, absolutely...... Not anymore......"
After Su Cheng's words fell, Hosokawa Miharu opened her red lips, but she seemed to be unable to speak anymore, and then she silently turned around and left the kitchen, Su Cheng looked at Hosokawa Miharu with a complicated face in the direction of leaving, and then Su Cheng raised his hand, as if he wanted to punch himself.
But Su Cheng finally slowly lowered his hand, raised his head to look at the ceiling, and muttered, "Whether it's right or wrong for me to do this, but I'm ...... You won't regret it! ”
Then......
Su Cheng stepped on a slow, heavy step, left the kitchen, and returned to the room where he was temporarily staying.
"Su Cheng, you don't need to force yourself like this at all." When Songxue Chaoxiang saw Su Cheng, she spoke again: "Don't think I'm verbose, but I think you're too cruel to yourself by doing this, you are ruthless to yourself now, how can you be merciful to others in the future?" ”
"If you don't push yourself, don't be cruel to yourself, then there are some things that you can never say, and if you don't say these words, it will not benefit anyone." After Su Chengyi said this sentence with a deep taste, he coughed lightly a few times, and Songxue Chaoxiang, who saw this, immediately asked with concern: "Su Cheng, are you okay?" ”
"It's fine."
After Su Cheng finished answering, he looked at Xigong Caixia who was asleep on the bed, hesitated for a moment, Su Cheng walked to the desk, picked up Xigong Caixia's mobile phone, and dialed the number of Xigong Caixia's father.
After the other party connected, Su Cheng said in a solemn voice: "Uncle Xigong, I have something I want to tell you." ”
……
Ten minutes later.
Song Xue Chaoxiang looked at Su Cheng with a complicated face and said, "Su Cheng, I think you are really crazy, Xigong has become such a thing, you actually took the initiative to tell Xigong's father?" ”
"Sister Shionomiya's father has the right to know." Su Cheng said in a deep voice: "And I just said, I am now a new Su Cheng, I will face everything bravely, and I will not regret what I have done!" ”
"You ......" Song Xue Chaoxiang said with an ugly face: "Su Cheng, don't you feel that you have become very scary now?" ”
When Su Cheng heard this, he turned his head to look at Song Xue Chaoxiang, and said with a smile: "If you are long-winded, please don't stay by my side anymore." ”
"You ......"
Song Xuechao's body was trembling, and at this moment, Su Cheng immediately emphasized: "I'm just doing what I want to do, what I have to do, if it's submissive, indecision is not scary, then I'd rather I'm even more scary, I ...... Live for myself! No longer surrounded by girls all the time! ”
Songxue Chaoxiang looked at Su Cheng speechlessly, and then she bit her red lip lightly, and said angrily: "Su Cheng, I think I'd better go." ”
"Goodbye."
Su Cheng closed his eyes and finished speaking to Songxue Chaoxiang, Songxue Chaoxiang looked at Su Cheng again, and then left the room without saying a word.
"Brother Cheng, I support you!" At this time, Hiramatsu Nao said seriously: "They are all women, I don't understand how much pressure and pain you need to endure when you say these words!" I think that before a person is cruel to himself, he has already endured a lot of pain and pressure, and even made a conscious renunciation! I finally understood just now, this is the real real man! ”
Then Hiramatsu Nao stood up and thanked him, "Brother Cheng, I learned a lot from you, so I'm going to leave too!" Later...... If I have the chance, I'll go to Tokyo to find you! ”
After speaking, Hiramatsu Nao didn't wait for Su Cheng to reply, and left the room directly, and suddenly there were only two people left in the room, Su Cheng and Xigong Caixia.
Su Cheng stood quietly in the room, and then from his eyes, a hot teardrop flowed out, slowly across Su Cheng's face, and dripped to the ground.
Then Su Cheng showed a smile on his face and slowly said to himself: "Tomorrow will be a new beginning...... So, I don't need ...... tears" (To be continued.) )