Chapter 565: Self-blame

Once, Chen Bing's kindness, Chen Bing's gentleness, Chen Bing's magnanimity and generosity, as well as Chen Bing's support and help to Jiang Xinyi, moved her very much, made her conscience discover, and forced herself to close the door of love to Wu Bo.

She always wants to keep a distance from Wu Bo, and always wants to bury her love for Wu Bo in her heart and replace it with another emotion.

However, every time she was alone with Wu Bo, that emotion could never be suppressed, just like when a flash flood occurred, the flood was surging, and she could not escape the fate of breaking the embankment.

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After sobering up, she felt a sense of guilt, and felt that she owed Chen Bing a love affair that she had disappeared, which could not be bought with money, and she could not take advantage of others.

After Jiang Xinyi left Wu Bo's ward, she came to the elevator in the corridor in one breath, took the elevator downstairs, and walked out of the inpatient building.

There was a drizzle in the sky and gusts of wind blowing in front of the wind, which made the temperature even lower.

The roads were drenched in slippery water with raindrops, and cars ran over the streets, leaving them muddy everywhere.

A cool breeze blew in her face, Jiang Xinyi felt a little chilled, and couldn't help but shiver, put her handbag on top of her head, rushed to the parking lot, and jumped into her BMW.

After a cool breeze and a drizzle, Jiang Xinyi's head seemed to be much clearer.

So, sitting in the driver's seat, Jiang Xinyi found a clean towel in the car, wiped the water droplets on her face, wiped the raindrops on her body, started the car, and drove in the direction of her villa.

Raindrops smashed on the windshield, splashing layers of rain and mist, and the wipers kept swaying.

The brightly lit streets look unusually hazy in the drizzle, and on the streets, the headlights of the cars that move slowly and cautiously illuminate the streets as if they were in the daytime.

Located on the left bank of the river, the peninsula villa area is shrouded in darkness. In the drizzle and haze, it seems unusually quiet.

Jiang Xinyi drove the BMW into the community and parked under the villa that Wang Fei left her before his death.

Jump out of the car, lock the door, come to the door, and leave the door open.

Jiang Xinyi's mother was sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV, and when she saw her daughter entering the house, she was drenched like a chicken in soup, so she hurriedly stepped forward and asked:

"Xinyi. Why did you come back so late and why didn't you take an umbrella? ”

Jiang Xinyi said perfunctorily: "I was socializing a little outside, but I didn't expect it to rain, so I became like this." ”

"Hey, a woman's family, showing up all day long, how worried is it?" The old lady sighed and said, "When will you come to an end?" Hurry up and find a man and start a family and live a life! ”

"Mom. Seeing you're here again, didn't I tell you that personal issues don't think about it for the time being? Jiang Xinyi didn't want to listen to her mother's nagging, so she went upstairs to prepare to change her clothes. I went to the bathroom to take a shower, and replied.

"How old are you to still think about these?" Her mother looked at her back and shouted, "Xinyi, have you had dinner?" ”

Jiang Xinyi turned her head. responded: "I've eaten, it's not too early, you can go back to your room and go to bed early." ”

"You look like that. Can I fall asleep? The mother complained: "Get up and take a shower, come out after washing, I have something to tell you." ”

Jiang Xinyi knew that what her mother said was nothing more than wanting her to go on a blind date.

Recently, Aunt Fang, a neighbor, always came to the house to find Jiang Xinyi's mother, saying that she wanted to introduce Jiang Xinyi to an object, it is said that this man's family conditions are good, he is the son of a leader in the city, and the CEO of a company, divorced, without children, Yunyun.

After taking a shower, Jiang Xinyi walked out of the bathroom in a yukata and went downstairs to the living room.

After the bath, the woman is beautiful, and her hair is fresh and flowing.

Her mother, who was sitting on the sofa watching TV, glanced at her and asked, "Xinyi, it's raining outside, it's a little cold, you wear so little, aren't you afraid of catching a cold?" ”

"It's okay, your daughter's health is fine!" Jiang Xinyi said perfunctorily, then sat down beside her mother, "Mom, don't you have something to tell me?" What's the matter? ”

"Your Aunt Fang said......" Mother began her opening statement again.

These words are calloused.

Jiang Xinyi immediately interrupted her mother's words and said, "Aunt Fang said, that young man is very good, divorced, has no children, is the son of a cadre, and the boss of a large company, you might as well meet with him and get along for a while, to see if you are suitable?" ”

"You, you are such a big person, you always disagree with your mother, pity the hearts of parents in the world, if your father is here, he will say the same," the mother complained and comforted: "I know you still have that kid Wu Bo in your heart, but, have you thought about it, now his wife has been released, their life has just begun, Chen Bing is such a kind woman, she has given you so much help, it can be said that without her support, you would not be today, you can't bear to destroy their family and be a third party?" ”

"Mom, you're serious, don't you know your daughter?" Jiang Xinyi defended herself: "I have no intention of being a third party, and I don't want to destroy their family ......"

Mother bitterly comforted: "Since you don't want to be a third party, don't want to destroy other people's families, you should consider your own personal problems, design your life, plan your own life, you are still young, however, a person's life is so short a few decades, once something is lost, it will not come again, once some fate is missed, there will be no chance, you might as well consider your mother's words, go and meet with others, you meet, drink tea, eat, chat, there is not much loss to you, You tell me? ”

"Really?" Jiang Xinyi looked at her mother suspiciously, feeling that her mother's words were reasonable, her thoughts were a little shaken, and she immediately fell into deep thought.

After contemplation, her mind raced:

remembered that she once saw her husband Wang Fei fooling around at home with a woman, and couldn't figure it out for a while, so she went to the wharf along the river to find a short view, and was about to commit suicide by throwing herself into the river, and after being rescued by a young man from the river, she was found by Chen Bing, who took Wu Xiaoqian for a walk and passed by there, and took her home to give her encouragement and help.

Thinking of Wang Fei's company facing bankruptcy, Chen Bing took out the one million yuan in cash left by Wu Bo and handed it to her to save the company, and his heart was full of gratitude.

Thinking of the picture when he was with Wu Bo in the hospital just now, there was an indescribable sourness in his heart, full of remorse and self-blame.

"Am I worthy of Chen Bing if I do this?" Jiang Xinyi secretly scolded herself for not being human, she was a negative woman who didn't know how to repay her kindness and took advantage of people's danger.

"Chen Bing has just been released from the detention center, she is psychologically devastated, and her thoughts and emotions are fragile, what would she think if she knew that her husband was with me?" Jiang Xinyi secretly thought to herself: "Will she be unable to bear the blow, like I did when I dealt with Wang Fei's affairs in the past, and she can't figure it out for a while to find a short-term view, or embark on a road of no return?" (To be continued.) )