Listening to the sound of Yang Bin taking a bath in the bathroom, Zheng Ying had the urge to open the door and rush in.

She wanted him so much.

However, I am afraid that he will refuse.

Moreover, her current status is very inappropriate to do this kind of thing.

However, she did want him very much.

Even if it's just once.

Isn't that what is sung in a song?

Wait for you to love me, even if it's just once.

Zheng Ying is in this mood now.

If you hesitate, this last chance will be lost.

Tomorrow, as soon as I wake up tomorrow, this dream will be completely awakened, and I will leave from here. He is now surrounded by Yingying Yanyan, and sooner or later she will be forgotten and will no longer be able to squeeze around him.

I don't want to regret it when I reminisce in the future, only tonight.

After the heating in the room was turned on, it gradually became hotter, Zheng Ying took off the thin jacket on her body, took a deep breath and hesitated for a moment, then reached out and took off the pajamas and pajamas on her body one by one, and then the small underwear.

She stripped off her whole body in Yang Bin's room.

Then she walked to the bathroom door and tried to reach for it, but her body trembled violently...... She struggled to control herself, but her mind was a mess.

Finally, Zheng Ying still stretched out her hand and tried to twist the door lock of the bathroom, but found that it was locked from the inside, so she subconsciously knocked on the door twice.

"Sister Zheng?" After Yang Bin heard the movement of the door lock and the knocking on the door, he asked outside, but he definitely couldn't imagine that Zheng Ying, who was standing outside the door, had already stripped herself naked as he was taking a bath inside.

After hearing Yang Bin calling her 'Sister Zheng', and reacting that the door lock of his bathroom was locked, Zheng Ying had a feeling that she was suddenly pulled back into reality from her dream. Looking at her naked body, Zheng Ying fled back to the room in a panic, quickly put on her small panties, then pajamas and pajamas, and put a thin jacket on her body.

He and Wu Feiyan are both young, one is unmarried, the other is unmarried, no matter how out of the ordinary things happen between them, they are all legitimate. But if she did anything to him, it would be so undeserved!

And, will he take her in his eyes? He just thinks of her as a sister, and his friendship with her is incredibly pure, but she is always trying to pollute this purity.

This is cheapness! This is shameless! Once this kind of outrageous thing happens, his friend can't do it, and he can't look at her with that pure eye anymore, and call her Sister Zheng like this.

And she has to bear the heavy psychological burden of betrayal and derailment to face her husband, her in-laws and family.

Is this the outcome she wants?

But she really, really liked him, she really, really wanted him.

Even if it's just once, it'll never be forgotten.

For this, she would rather sacrifice and give everything she has, even if it is to bear the infamy for eternity.

Zheng Ying kept panting, and her mind was a mess of porridge.

......, "Sister Zheng, did you knock on the door just now?" Yang Bin walked out of the bathroom, wiped the water droplets from his hair with a towel, and asked Zheng Ying. Because he didn't bring pajamas and pajamas, he already wore all the autumn clothes and pants on his body.

"Oh, your phone rang several times just now, I don't know if there is something very important, I'm afraid of delay, so I want to ask you." Zheng Ying grabbed Yang Bin's mobile phone from the bed and handed it to him...... She suddenly thought that Wu Feiyan's text messages were probably in the state of 'read', but it was too late, and Yang Bin had already reached out to pick up the phone.

"Oh." Yang Bin opened his phone and looked at it, and the expression on his face became a little weird. Because the photos taken by Wu Feiyan were too out of place, and Zheng Ying's presence made Yang Bin a little flustered, he didn't notice that these text messages were read.

"It's a former classmate, who came to Yunfeng City on a business trip and wanted to play with me, but he didn't find me, and left a message saying that he went back first." Yang Bin raised his mobile phone to Zheng Ying, and explained to Zheng Ying without silver here.

Zheng Ying was relieved at this time, obviously Yang Bin didn't notice the status of the text message 'read', otherwise he would be embarrassed. Flipping through text messages on other people's phones without permission is a bit of a problem.

If she hadn't been able to control him, she wouldn't have done anything like that just now. Of course, she didn't expect Wu Feiyan to post such an embarrassing photo.

"Then you're going to call someone back, right?" Of course, Zheng Ying knew that Yang Bin was lying, but she just subconsciously helped him cover it up.

"No, it's too late, I'll call them later." Yang Bin quickly flipped through a few text messages and replied to Zheng Ying a few words, but the expression on his face was unusually exciting.

This Wu Feiyan would actually take a selfie like this...... What's the picture? Before she met him, she should have been a very simple little girl, right? It's all the things that were done to her last Saturday that completely broke her!

Yang Bin saw a detail from the photo, which also moved him a little...... Yang Bin, who has watched a~ movies and browsed yellow pictures, can easily observe the woman's psychological state at that time, or the degree of physical hair ~ estrus from the condition of the woman.

When Wu Feiyan took these photos, she didn't seem to be in a state of ~ estrus, or rather, her physiological reaction was not very strong, but her body seemed a little tight. In other words, she may have done it just to please him, and she thought he liked it, so she just did what he liked.

She is not the kind of post-90s girl who is very crippled, and she has no hobby of taking selfies like this, all because of him.

Alas...... I really don't know what to say.

Yang Bin felt that if this continued, his love life would definitely be chaotic in the future, and he couldn't figure it out or figure it out.

It's already a bit confusing by now.

After thinking about it repeatedly, the person he likes now should be Tang Ying, of course, this liking has not risen to the level of love, it is purely a liking for her beautiful face. Then, he forced 'Gu Qian' and had an inexplicable relationship with her, but he couldn't be responsible for her.

Then there was Wu Feiyan, who molested her and gave her a promise, but he had a feeling of deliberately shifting the responsibility to the future.

And then, he once thought about letting the dumb do his friend's business.

As for the relationship, he doesn't know if he can have a real relationship and love again after his four-year relationship with Zhou Xiaoyi broke up due to her betrayal.

It's not that Yang Bin is too fragile, it's that he's tired.

Any man will feel tired after his experience, and some men are naturally promiscuous, like the stallion harem protagonist in a web novel. But Yang Bin is by no means that kind of man.

When he was with Zhou Xiaoyi, he would also read the pulp novels of the scholars of the Celestial Empire, watch A~ movies, browse pornographic pictures, and so on. But he never betrayed her, emotionally and physically, and he remained loyal to this affection for four whole years, and in the four years when a man was at his most vigorous from twenty to twenty-four**, he did not change because of any temptation around him, which is enough to prove his character in this regard.

It is precisely because of this loyalty that he will inevitably become discouraged and exhausted when this perseverance turns into mockery, betrayal, and abandonment. The beauty of the past and the vision of the future were completely disillusioned at the moment when the truth was revealed, and his heart also died at that moment, and all that was left was the residue of the body's instinct.

People grow up, and boys will grow up to be men one day.

Love belongs to innocent young men. Men have no love, only **.

His pain, his struggles, even he didn't know and wouldn't admit it. At the moment when he was betrayed and abandoned by Zhou Xiaoyi, he forcibly closed his heart with his so-called strength and self-esteem, and built a strong wall for himself, and that strong wall had already excluded everything related to feelings.

Therefore, even with Wu Feiyan's sincerity and dedication, it is impossible to really enter his heart. Even if he has raped Coco Tang, he can't convince himself to give her love.

No one can walk in anymore unless he opens his heart, which is almost impossible.

Men, can no longer be moved by love, they will only be restless by the instinct of the body. This is something that innocent boys who are still in junior high school, high school, or even college cannot understand or accept, and this is the real reason why they feel confused, unacceptable, and even extremely angry when they read the novels and see surreal descriptions about it.

Because, this almost bloodily shreds their illusions of beauty and innocence in love and women. It made them face everything they shouldn't face at their age and experience. These words can't make them feel the restlessness and any pleasure~ feeling, all they can feel is the pain and intense uneasiness after the innocent fantasy is torn apart and the truth is revealed.

Unless they really grow up one day, under the double baptism of women's mocking and ridiculous eyes and yin~dao mucus, they transform into men because they really understand women, only at that time, when they look back again, will they feel how ridiculous and naïve the fantasy of pure love is at the beginning.

Reality is always extremely cruel, so boys will develop into boys, and boys will eventually transform into men, and then evolve into a group of old men who watch pulp novels every day, look for all kinds of excitement, cynicism, and seem to have only lust ~ love left in their eyes.

The process of a man's evolution into an old man is completed by the accumulation of the number of women, and the more women he experiences, the faster this evolutionary process will be.

In the heart of the old man, women can never understand it again, they can only see the lust ~ love in the eyes of the old man, but they can no longer see, read and comprehend the lust ~ behind the lust in the eyes of the old man, the incomparably deep love for them that has been reawakened in their hearts.

This is true great love, like fatherly love, which all-encompasses and forgives all.

(To be continued)