Chapter 437 is drifting away

"Ji Ran? Ji Ran! Do you remember something? Ji Ran? ”

"Ahh I'm Ji Ran! My name is Ji Ran! I'm Ji Ran! Ji Ran! Ji Ran! Ji Ran! ”

Looking at Ji Ran, who suddenly lost her mind, Rong Yi waited for a long time and didn't see her come back to her senses, so he waved his hand in front of her and asked worriedly. But who knew that Ji Ran didn't react at all. But just when Rong Yi was struggling with whether to continue calling her, Ji Ran suddenly burst out and yelled.

Although Rong Yi was startled, he still hugged Ji Ran to prevent her from being emotional and hurting herself. Obviously, listening to the words she shouted, she must have remembered something, most likely the suffering she suffered at that time. Rong Yi didn't expect those memories to be remembered by her so quickly, she was flustered at first, but she immediately adjusted herself and stayed by Ji Ran's side.

"You're Ji Ran, that's right, you're Ji Ran. I know you're Ji Ran! I know! Rong Yi hugged Ji Ran tightly, his broad arms tightly protected Ji Ran in his arms, and said firmly and softly in Ji Ran's ear.

Ji Ran heard Rong Yi's words and felt the strength on her body, although she was wearing through her shirt, she could still feel Rong Yi's hot muscles. It was that kind of warmth that was almost hot that made Ji Ran gradually wake up, withdraw from the nightmare, and return to reality.

However, Ji Ran, who was held by Rong Yi, was indeed cold at first, and his body gradually warmed up. But when she remembered the ones she remembered, those painful memories, those memories that had been forcibly instilled, those uncontrollable extreme pain. It's hard for her to forget. No matter how strong she is, this time is just the little girl who needed care five years ago.

Negative emotions poured in, and Ji Ran had already remembered that he had escaped. But because he met Zhen Rongyi. was taken back by Cao Mo as Ji Xunge as he thought it was Ji Xunge, and finally had to bear that kind of pain. It's impossible not to blame Rong Yi, at least now that she remembers everything at that time, she blames him. Moreover, she can even clearly feel her despair and anger at the time when he saw him die.

Therefore, she has gradually warmed up, and she has gradually cooled down. Hugged by Rong Yi. She shuddered slightly. Rong Yi felt the movement of the person in her arms, thinking that she remembered some bad memories again, because she was afraid to do this. I couldn't help but add some strength. But at this time, he did this, which only made Ji Ran more afraid and afraid.

If this happened in the past, Ji Ran should have come to his senses at this time and hugged him with his backhand. But now. Rong Yi only felt that Ji Ran's situation seemed to be getting worse and worse. Rong Yi who doesn't know what's going on. Seeing that this trick didn't work, he tried to let go of Ji Ran, straightened her shoulders, looked into her eyes and asked, "What is wrong with you?" Is it a stomach ache? Or do you think of some bad memories that scares you? It's all in the past, and you'll never go through it a second time, I promise! ”

Rong Yi's words, in fact, Ji Ran can still listen to them a little bit now. After all, their feelings during this time were all sincere. Even if there are negative emotions affecting her now, she won't be too out of control for a while. But if you want her to talk and laugh with Rong Yi like before. She really can't do it now. Ji Ran didn't want Rong Yi to worry, but she wanted to have a separate time to sort out her thoughts, so she said, "Rong Yi, I want to stay alone for a while, can you go out first?" ”

"You want to be alone? Is it okay for you to be alone? I see that your hands and feet are cold, and I don't worry about you. Rong Yi rubbed Ji Ran's hands worriedly, trying to help her warm her hands, but with little success.

"Rong Yi! Please, ......" Ji Ran looked at Rong Yi, who was half-kneeling in front of her and covering her hands, with mixed feelings in her heart, she was really afraid that she would lose control if she dragged it out any longer. I had to forcibly suppress the chaos in my heart, almost pleading.

"You...... Okay, you have something to call me. Rong Yi had never seen Ji Ran begging him, and besides, her current state was obviously wrong. Not only did she remember those bad memories, but most likely, she remembered the memories related to herself. That's why she had to drive herself away, because she couldn't face herself. Because she was the one who caused her, she encountered this situation.

Rong Yi, who blamed himself, although he didn't guess wrong this time, he still had too little confidence in himself. Ji Ran really needs a quiet time now. She asked him to go first, but it didn't mean that she turned him away. It's because she cares about him and wants to stay by his side that she has to find a reason to forgive him, and it's better for him not to show up at this time.

Rong Yi pretended to be calm and agreed to Ji Ran to leave. But after agreeing, he deliberately slowed down his movements, wanting to see if Ji Ran's expression and movements were what he thought they were. As a result, he just saw Ji Ran's relieved expression. Suddenly, he misunderstood, his heart was like a knife, and he left Ji Ran's room with such a dead heart. Ji Ran kept his head down, not daring to look at Rong Yi again. And this also made Rong Yi, who finally mustered up the courage to turn back, couldn't help but be even more depressed.

After Rong Yi left, Ji Ran locked himself in the room all the time. Rong Yi didn't dare to disturb her, so he could only send the housekeeper to pack up the tea set under the pretext of seeing Ji Ran's reaction. But when the housekeeper came out with the afternoon tea that had cooled, Rong Yi found that she hadn't even touched a mouthful. The housekeeper also noticed this, so he deliberately left the baked biscuits, and replaced them with freshly brewed tea when they came out. Zhong Ji Ran turned a deaf ear to his appearance and departure, and was not moved at all, just lying on the bed in a daze.

Hearing the butler's description, the uneasiness in my heart became stronger and stronger. He still didn't expect that this day would come so quickly. It's just that they have only been together for a long time, and they are really unwilling to be separated like this!

Ji Ran didn't eat or drink in her room, Rong Yi couldn't eat or swallow, and couldn't sleep. Yesterday's joke still exists in the mobile phone, but now the two of them are as strange and distant as several mountains. Ji Ran "turned Rong Yi away", and Rong Yi pulled himself far away. When is this situation a head? So many difficulties have been overcome, but now they still have to capsize in this gutter? No one would be happy if they did something like this.

The night passed like this, and the next day Rong Yi came to her under the pretext of telling her about Song Zhiyun. However, after listening to his words, Ji Ran still didn't say anything to him. Rong Yi had to exit the room again, and he didn't dare to take a step closer to the neighborhood. For six or seven days in a row, Rong Yi was just getting farther and farther away from Ji Ran's room, and Ji Ran never came out. Rong Yi was almost ready, and Ji Ran was ready to leave with his luggage. Even if he didn't want to, he told himself that he had to let go and give her justice and freedom. (To be continued......)