30. Disgust
didn't expect Liao Lei, who had already made a posture of standing by and watching, to make a sudden move, and it was to his own partner, Guan Rongtu couldn't help but look at it with interest.
Glancing at the cold Liao Lei, Zhang Longqian smiled slightly, but it was not the leisurely and calm that always hung on his face, but with a little arrogant irony.
"What? Forgot your partner's name so quickly? ”
"Don't try to fool me." Liao Lei's voice was a little lower, "You are not Zhang Longqian." ”
There was no affirmation or denial, but Zhang Longqian's smile was a little brighter: "Anyway, it's a loss for you if your partner is stronger, isn't it?" Why bother? ”
There was no wavering in her narrowed eyes, Liao Lei didn't answer Zhang Longqian's rhetorical question at all, but just said gloomily: "You have yin qi in you, I remember that she has a spirit of control, you are her spirit of control, right?" ”
Seeing Liao Lei's identity of biting her, Zhang Longqian raised his eyebrows lightly and said, "So what?" There's no rule in the Autumn Festival that you can't rely on the spirit of the harnesser to fight, right? ”
"There are no rules, but Zhang Longqian," receiving this disguised recognition, a chill flashed in Liao Lei's eyes, and her voice suddenly lowered, "This, is this your way of fighting?" ”
"He asked you that, how would you answer?"
The various colors of spiritual power in the sea of consciousness shuttled in an orderly manner, and finally converged in the Danyuan, flowing slowly and steadily, when the lazy voice of Fengxing sounded here, the corner that was not illuminated by any spiritual power color moved slightly.
Zhang Long, who was lying there flat, rolled over and curled up before making a subtle sound.
“…… Don't answer. Big brother, I told you that, right? All...... It's all up to you. ”
No matter how subtle it was, her voice still clearly reached the mind of Fengxing, who controlled the body in her place, and the hint of depression in it was too obvious to hide.
Feng Xing didn't feel the slightest surprise, because since he returned to the Yin and Yang family yesterday, Zhang Longqian had been like this.
Not long after returning to the bedroom, Zhang Longqian took the initiative to sink into the sea of consciousness, but did not see Fengxing, but shrank alone in the corner.
Everything about the day flashed before her eyes.
From learning about the academy's attitude towards "Gu Arts", to persuading Liao Lei to help the students deal with the three monsters, to the black-clothed "Cleaning Group" that calmly stepped forward in the face of the seriously injured Tian Li and Shu Hengxu, and then, a few words on the text message.
The opponent group of the Quanzhen faction is dead.
Zhang Longqian frowned tightly.
"The large-scale competition of the academy can also be regarded as part of the 'inevitable' event, and the students involved are all life and death, and no one can blame anyone if they die."
At that time, Zhou Miao's voice was so calm and so natural.
That's not only because Zhou Miao is very rational by nature, but also because such rules have long been deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.
That is the rule of the entire academy, and even the entire Dao Dharma realm.
"Life" and "death" seem to have nothing to care about for those who accept such rules, so they can react to the death of others, can calmly destroy their opponents, and can also use all means to use others without caring about his safety at all.
The cold eagle eyes resurfaced, and Cang Ding's emotionless slap was like a slap on Zhang Longqian's body, which made her unbearable.
Even if it is to his own blood relatives, he can be so ruthless.
Indifferent to life and death, that is the world where the "mages" have always existed, even with a gentle smile on their faces, but Zuo Ling and Nangong Piao also accepted such rules, and now only Bai Lu does not know the ferocity of this world at all, because ......
Zhou Miao has already borne these in her place.
Zhang Longqian's body shrunk.
It's such a cruel rule, but they all accept it one by one.
And how long can Bailu maintain this impurity? One day, she will also see the rules of this world, and then, just like everyone else, she is helpless but has to live in this cruel world, and she Zhang Longqian is powerless to do anything about this situation.
Those people were all her friends, people she valued, and she knew that they were going to lead to such a fate, how could she accept them like this?
- But what if you don't accept it?
What can she do when she is so weak and so weak?
Zhang Longqian fell into a deep self-loathing.
She suddenly began to wonder if the path she had been sticking to was the right one.
She once believed that she could persevere no matter what setbacks and tribulations she would be able to overcome, so she always wanted to be stronger to protect the people who mattered. No matter what kind of setbacks she encounters, she will tell herself over and over again that it is no problem, as long as she persists, she will definitely be able to do it, so she can suppress the uneasiness in her heart and move forward almost stubbornly.
But the result?
When she saw the back walking farther and farther, she finally understood.
She couldn't change anything at all.
There was no way to stop the madness in the academy, there was no way to protect the people he wanted to protect, and even he was forced to leave...... She couldn't stop it.
What is the point of all this hard work?
The darkness in her chest roared like the last straw that broke the camel's back, and as the figure passed away, her world collapsed in an instant.
Since you can't resist no matter what, do you still want to go down this path?
Zhang Longqian didn't know, she fell into confusion like this, until Ji Haiyun's Yang Bird Fu flew in, and she was still stranded in the sea of consciousness and didn't want to go out, only Fengxing's voice sounded.
"Ji Boy's Yang Sparrow Talisman, I told you to go to the arena...... Don't you talk back? ”
Because Zhang Longqian refused to see him, and Fengxing could only communicate with her through his voice, he couldn't see Zhang Longqian shrinking and burying his face between his arms, only hearing her subtle voice full of depression.
"No, I don't know what to say."
"Wouldn't it be okay to go straight to it?"
There was silence for a moment before Zhang Longqian let out a deep voice.
“…… I don't want to go. ”
Feng Xing couldn't help frowning: "Huh? Have you forgotten who your opponent is today? That's the one who left you with demons, if you don't fight with all your might, ......"
"What if you fight him again? I still can't stop anything......"
Such an academy, such a Dao realm, are all things she can't do, her simple desire to protect her friends seems so unattainable, and all her efforts, for those who control the rules and can make big waves in the Dao Dharma realm at every turn, are just as ridiculous as a mantis arm.
…… Even he was the same.
knew exactly what kind of situation he would be in when he went back, but she couldn't even stop it, so she could only let time pass and watch him leave.
She's ...... like this What exactly is the use?