After eating, Yuan Lina and her daughter Wu Hao returned home, and her daughter chattered endlessly, nothing more than some anecdotes and other topics in the class, and involuntarily mentioned the suicide of Ding Cong's father.

"How do you know that her dad committed suicide and there is no other reason?" Yuan Lina asked.

"Anyway, the classmates in our class say so, Ding Cong used to be very arrogant in the class, and he always regarded himself as the boss. This time, his father committed suicide suddenly, and some classmates felt particularly relieved, saying that his father was a big corrupt official, and he was discovered, and he had no choice to commit suicide. Mom, what is the use of saying that his father wants so much money, and in the end, it will not end like this. Wu Hao said.

"Haohao, no matter what others say, don't let them talk nonsense, your mother works in the government, it's not good for people to know when the time comes, and now you can't tell you a lot of things, your age is still young, and you still can't figure out what is going on in some things in society." Yuan Lina said.

"I know this, but Ding Cong is also strange and pitiful now, he didn't say a word all day, he always walked around the road with his head down when he saw his classmates, as if he was a dwarf, his father's death had nothing to do with him, why did his classmates treat him like this, why did he do this, I couldn't figure it out in my heart." Wu Hao said.

"People can say it, now there are many people in the society who have nothing to do, they will spread the rumors as if they were true, and they say it is particularly legendary and outrageous, a little thing will make you can't raise your head, let alone such a big thing, how can a child withstand such a big blow, you have to help him from the side, encourage him to have the courage to live, don't ruin his life because of this." Yuan Lina said earnestly to Wu Hao.

"We can't figure out the affairs of you adults, no matter what is so mysterious and complicated, unlike between our classmates, there is no need to beat around the bush if there is something to say." Wu Hao said innocently.

"Haohao, you are still young, when you grow up in nature, you will know, many things are not as naïve as you imagined, otherwise society will develop." Yuan Lina said.

Wu Hao nodded thoughtfully after hearing this, and a pair of big snowy eyes blinked vigorously. The two chatted for a while, Wu Hao felt a little sleepy, so Yuan Lina asked her to wash her face and go back to her room to sleep.

After Wu Hao returned to the room, Yuan Lina lay alone on the bed, recalling what her daughter had said just now, she felt even more irritable in her heart, she couldn't sleep for the past few days, and always felt that there was an invisible net, covering her tightly, making her breathless, and thinking of Ding Deshun's corpse made her soul fly out of the sky.

Yuan Lina is forty years old this year, one meter six or seven tall, among the women belong to the upper and middle height, fair skin, beautiful face, after graduating from secondary school, admitted to the government civil servant, has been working in the government office, because she is active and willing to work, and has a high cultural knowledge, very appreciated by the leadership, not long was appointed as the leader of a comprehensive group, which gives her the opportunity to contact the leaders of the county party committee and the government, her work can be fully played, and the work is completed particularly well. At the age of twenty-one, through the introduction of a colleague, she met Wu Haitao, who came back from the army, Wu Haitao was working in the United Front Work Department of the county party committee at the time, five years older than her, Wu Haitao was a handsome young man, shrewd and capable, and quickly won Yuan Lina's heart, married Wu Haitao, and had a daughter Wu Hao a year later.

Later, Wu Haitao saw that those self-employed people had made a fortune, and his heart was very restless, so he was greatly moved, and discussed with Yuan Lina to leave his job without pay, they took out all their savings, and at first, they just made a small fuss, did everything, and after a year, the income was much more than the original.

Because Wu Haitao is flexible, good at observing the market, with a keen eye, he saw the sluggish construction industry at that time, he engaged in funds through various relationships into the equipment, and did not hesitate to invest heavily in finding relationships to pave the way, set up a Haitao construction team, with the construction market heating up, Wu Haitao's Haitao construction team is getting bigger and bigger, and later he purchased the 300 acres of land of the Food Bureau through Zou Qionghua and Hu Zhiguo, so that he really made a lot of money, and the Haitao construction team was renamed Huaxia Construction Co., Ltd. After that, he got into contact with the political circles, especially with Zou Qionghua, the deputy county magistrate at the time, their relationship can be described as extraordinary, without Zou Qionghua, Wu Haitao would never have bought the land in the development zone, so that he became a nouveau riche overnight, and later became a well-known person at the city and county level, a famous entrepreneur.

As Wu Haitao's career is getting bigger and bigger, the relationship with Yuan Lina has gradually become estranged, and there is no such intimacy and tenderness as at the beginning, Wu Haitao's thinking has changed greatly, and he often does not go home to ghost outside in the name of business. At this time, as Yuan Lina grew older, her work experience became richer and richer, her social status improved year by year, and her position was promoted from team leader to deputy director and director of the office.

As far as the county government is concerned, the government office is a very promising department, it is the scope of the direct jurisdiction of the county magistrate, and it has a certain status in the minds of the leaders, and it is always in direct contact with the main leaders of the county party committee and government all day long, and it is very likely to become the deputy county magistrate and enter the ranks of county leaders, and the power is greater than that of the general government departments, and there are more social contacts.

Because Wu Haitao often didn't go home, Yuan Lina always thought that Wu Haitao had a lot of business and couldn't get out of it, and later she vaguely heard Wu Haitao's affair, Yuan Lina didn't dare to make a public announcement, but quarreled with Wu Haitao a few times, Wu Haitao didn't take it seriously at all, still went his own way, and told Yuan Lina that it was all for business, and now it's all like this, and no one can do anything.

Yuan Lina knew that he was purely an excuse, and there was no way, she couldn't divorce Wu Haitao, firstly, for the sake of her daughter, for the sake of the family, and secondly, once she divorced Wu Haitao, not only did she achieve Wu Haitao's goal, but also did not benefit herself, especially her future political future, it is very likely to be over, because Wu Haitao is not a fuel-efficient lamp, he can completely create public opinion and slander her reputation. If it doesn't work out in this way, people will not condemn Wu Haitao, but will make irresponsible remarks about her.

After all, she is a woman, and she is a government official, and now it is this society, it is not surprising that men have any romantic affairs, once a woman has a red apricot out of the wall, even if it is a little rumor, it will soon spread to a household name. Yuan Lina is now in her prime and has a successful career, and she doesn't want to delay her life because of marital problems.

Another important point is that Wu Haitao has money in his hands, now he needs money no matter what he does, and he can't do anything without money, this is a strange circle in today's society, there is no way, Yuan Lina has to let Wu Haitao go for her own future.

Wu Haitao didn't think too much about Yuan Lina, and didn't really want to divorce Yuan Lina, because Yuan Lina was sincere to him, and those women outside just took a fancy to the money and power in his hands, and didn't have any real feelings for him.

Because Wu Haitao often doesn't go home, Yuan Lina's heart is very empty, whenever she sees the happy appearance of other people's families, Yuan Lina can't help but feel bitter in her heart, and has an indescribable feeling. Sometimes when she wakes up at night and sees that she is alone, she often sheds sad tears, she needs the warmth and thoughtfulness of a man too much, especially after Wu Hao went to junior high school, she did not come back from school, and she was often alone at home, she felt even more lonely and terrible, these words and her daughter could not say, because she was still an ignorant child after all.

Just when she felt empty and lonely, there was a person who broke into her life, he was Ding Deshun, the chief of the public security section of the Public Security Bureau, which made her think and life have a fundamental change, and the momentary joy finally caused a tragedy.

It was on November 9 of the previous year, and the county government organized a fire work scheduling meeting, the main content of which was how to do a good job in winter fire prevention. On that day, the presiding officer of the county magistrate Hao could not attend an emergency meeting, so Yuan Lina was responsible for presiding, and the meeting was attended by the leaders of the major bureaus and townships, according to the meeting procedures, the leaders of the public security bureau made a general mobilization for winter fire prevention work, and then the public security section of the public security bureau conveyed the specific implementation plan for winter fire prevention work, and finally Yuan Lina made an important speech on behalf of the county party committee and the county government.

The chief of the public security section is Ding Deshun, and his speech temperament attracted Yuan Lina, who felt that Ding Deshun had a very manly taste and looked particularly chic. Especially the gesture of the speech deeply attracted Yuan Lina. At that time, Yuan Lina didn't have other ideas, maybe there was no future work contact, maybe there would be nothing that happened in the future.

On the second day after the fire work scheduling meeting, a village individual binding factory suddenly caught fire, because the fire protection facilities are not in place, the loss is particularly heavy, this matter was known by the county magistrate Hao, he was very annoyed, yesterday just after the fire work scheduling meeting, today there was a fire, this is obviously caused by some work is not in place, is to smear his face, he put the township leaders fiercely approved, and gave administrative sanctions.

He instructed the public security department to conduct a major inspection of fire-fighting facilities in enterprises throughout the county, and to immediately suspend production and rectify all units that do not meet the regulations, so as to strictly prevent the occurrence of fires. As the saying goes, water and fire are ruthless, not only the loss of an enterprise, if it cannot be controlled, the consequences are unimaginable. At the same time, Yuan Lina was notified to be specifically responsible for this work, and reported to him at any time if there was any problem.

County Magistrate Hao is an extremely responsible person for his work, and Yuan Lina knows how powerful he is. After receiving the instructions, Ding Deshun immediately took action and divided the comrades of the public security section into four groups to conduct a comprehensive inspection of the safety and fire-fighting facilities of each unit.

In order to prevent the county magistrate Hao from spot checking, Yuan Lina personally went to the unit with Ding Deshun to assist in rectification of the unqualified safety and fire protection facilities. Because of the large number of units involved, this work has been carried out for nearly a month, and during this time, Yuan Lina and Ding Deshun's work contacts are particularly frequent, they are more familiar, and their speech and behavior are also very casual. Due to the tacit understanding, the work was carried out very smoothly, and gratifying results were achieved, and there was no fire accident in the future, and the county magistrate Hao was very satisfied, and specially convened a commendation meeting for the fire protection work to celebrate their achievements.

Since then, Ding Deshun's figure has always been in Yuan Lina's mind, and for some reason, when Yuan Lina thinks of Ding Deshun, she always has a strange feeling in her heart, and sometimes she feels blushing. A few days after the celebration, Yuan Lina always wanted to go to Ding Deshun, but there was no suitable reason, she had insomnia this night, she couldn't sleep over and over, and she had a sense of impulsiveness of a woman. The next day when I went to work, I didn't have any energy at all, and I signed all the wrong dates when I signed, and the comrades were surprised, but no one said anything, because she was the leader after all, and who would dare to trouble her, unless he didn't want to stay in the office.

At ten o'clock in the morning, Yuan Lina's mobile phone rang, she saw that it was Ding Deshun, she was very excited, immediately walked into the back room to close the door, connected the phone, Ding Deshun's familiar voice came from the mobile phone, Ding Deshun said that they had worked together for nearly a month, and the cooperation was particularly pleasant, he was praised by the leaders of the bureau, and asked her if she had time to get together, and the comrades also missed her very much, she wanted to agree immediately, but for some reason the words changed again, and she politely declined Ding Deshun's kind invitation.

After hanging up the phone, Yuan Lina regretted what she had just said, and stood in front of the window and couldn't help but feel a little melancholy. Just after half past five in the afternoon, Yuan Lina's mobile phone rang, and when she saw that the mobile phone number was Ding Deshun's, she immediately connected the phone, and Ding Deshun told her that Corry's lesbian party had been invited to participate again and again, and she should not refuse. This time, Yuan Lina did not refuse, and agreed in one bite. Ding Deshun told her that he sent Corey to pick her up after getting off work, but she didn't say anything. As soon as the time to get off work arrived, Ding Deshun called and said that the car had arrived downstairs and asked her to go downstairs immediately.

In a restaurant, five female comrades from the Public Security Department were waiting for her, and they were very happy to see her coming. Naturally, it is relatively intimate, and the eldest sister and eldest sister keep shouting, and the atmosphere is extremely warm, harmonious and harmonious.

At the banquet, everyone toasted to her, because she used to go out with Wu Haitao to socialize, and she was the director of the office, there were many entertainment scenes, and she was very suitable for this kind of scene, and she also had some alcohol. That day, under the inspiration of Ding Deshun, the atmosphere of the wine was very warm, chatting happily, talking and laughing, and frequently toasting each other.

For this reason, everyone drank a lot of wine, and after they were full, several female comrades shouted for Ding Deshun to send Director Yuan home, and they took a taxi home by themselves.

When the car arrived at the door of the villa, Ding Deshun parked the car, hurriedly got out of the car and opened the door, to help Yuan Lina out of the car, she waved her hand and got out of the car by herself, maybe it was a drunken attack, she didn't stand firm when she got out of the car, and couldn't help but stumble forward, Ding Deshun hurriedly stepped forward to help her, undoubtedly touching her plump chest, her heart couldn't help but tremble, a strange feeling came to her heart, she looked at Ding Deshun, that is a woman's unique gaze to men, because it was at night, Ding Deshun didn't notice, Yuan Lina quickly controlled herself, rang the doorbell, the nanny opened the door, helped Yuan Lina in, and Ding Deshun said goodbye and drove back.

Since then, Yuan Lina has often been in contact with Ding Deshun in the name of work, Ding Deshun is also willing to be with this charming woman, with her endless words, her words are so euphemistic and beautiful, with the general family affection of the eldest sister and the tenderness of women, many things love to say to her, even the kind of things between husband and wife, Ding Deshun has a strange feeling, he can't see Yuan Lina for a day, and he always feels that there are shortcomings in his heart.

But they haven't crossed that reverie emotional trench, sometimes, Yuan Lina wants to cut off her restless thoughts, she always feels a sense of guilt and apology, she feels sorry for the child, if the child knows what to think, she must know something between adults. But as soon as she saw Ding Deshun's chic and handsome face and extraordinary temperament, and then thought about Wu Haitao's scoundrel and hateful face, her heart was in turmoil, and she couldn't control her long-accumulated emotions.

Finally, one evening in the summer, she deliberately dressed herself up, looking at her in the mirror, with a fair and delicate face, short black and shiny ear-length hair, a plump chest, and a slender figure. Coupled with the proper white dress, it looked extremely graceful, and she smiled with satisfaction. She called Ding Deshun out, personally drove her Honda car to pick up Ding Deshun, and took Ding Deshun to a coffee house on the outskirts of a neighboring county, where the scenery is beautiful, there are mountains and rivers, picturesque, like a fairyland.

It seems that the owner is very good at business, and has given this place a chic name, "Red Apple Paradise". Undoubtedly for couples, a number of small rooms have been built here, in which a variety of lights are set up for guests to choose freely, and a variety of candles have been prepared, mainly for young men and women to make love. Because of the unique scenery and elegant environment, it also attracts many middle-aged and elderly people, who bring their children to play happily. Most of them come here to reminisce about the feeling of first love, reminisce about the good times in the past, face the beautiful landscape, and taste delicious food under the candlelight and moonlight.

Yuan Lina and Ding Deshun walked into the room, the air conditioning temperature in the room was very low, and as soon as they entered the room, it gave people a refreshing and pleasant feeling, there were sofas, bamboo chairs, small round tables and TVs, and some oil paintings hung on the walls, which made people feel a warm feeling of home.

"It's the first time I've been to such a beautiful place." Ding Deshun said with some surprise.

"Don't know, right? This is a new construction this year, last month the city organized a meeting of our government office director, and the county leaders took us here to play, this is a scenic area in their county, and the environment is good. I always want to come back and reminisce about how I felt when I was younger, but I don't always have time, we are close friends, and we come to see the beauty, taste the delicious food, and think back to the memories of my youth, and it feels like I am ten years younger. Yuan Lina said with interest.

"When I got here, I felt much younger, there were no worries and sorrows here, and there was no power struggle, it can be said that it was a paradise, here with the people I knew about, chatted, said the inner words, made a lot of emotional words, expressed my true feelings, and my heart was really happy, this is called the modern life interest, which is a hundred times stronger than the bright lights." Ding Deshun said from the bottom of his heart.

At this time, the waiter came in, politely handed the menu to the two of them, and recommended the special dishes to them, introducing them to the atmosphere of the park. Yuan Lina handed it to Ding Deshun again, he looked at it, asked Yuan Lina how many Western dishes he ordered, Yuan Lina ordered a few more, asked for a bottle of gold medal brandy, and asked the waiter to light the candle. The two laughed and talked in the dim candlelight, like a pair of lovers in their first love, making them feel as if they had found their first love, and they felt very sweet in their hearts.

From the conversation, I learned that they were in high school at the same school, and he was two grades higher than her, so there were a lot of topics at that time. Time passed quickly, and before they knew it, they had seen the bottom of a bottle, and the two of them didn't seem to be happy, so Yuan Lina excitedly asked for a bottle of brandy.

The two of them slowly enjoyed the elegant and romantic night scene, and their inner emotions were vividly vented, it seemed to be their world, and the room was filled with happy laughter from time to time, and time passed unconsciously, and the content of the conversation between the two went one step further, and the inner distance was closer.

The topic naturally mentioned her family, Yuan Lina listened, her face couldn't help sinking, recalling Wu Haitao's feelings for herself, an indescribable feeling welled up in her heart, sometimes it can be said that this is a sexual transaction, numb and mechanical, feeling that each other is dealing with each other, so what emotions can she say, she often feels that she is an animal, sometimes even inferior to an animal.

Yuan Lina talked about the matter between her and Wu Haitao, and said it very sadly, because the effect of alcohol was burning her inner emotions, she finally couldn't control herself, and fell into Ding Deshun's arms and cried bitterly. After Ding Deshun heard this, he felt very stunned, he didn't expect her life to be like this, he always thought that she was a great woman, a strong person in her career, a rich family, it can be said that she can do whatever she wants, no one can compare, and her life must be extremely comfortable and fulfilling. But the truth is like this, and deep down I am so sad and lonely.

Ding Deshun couldn't help but feel a little pity, caressing her smooth back sympathetically, and persuaded lovingly. This is the warmth that Yuan Lina has never had for many years, and it is the man she admires who is hugging her tightly, a man's unique aura is deeply tempting her, making her have an indescribable feeling all over her body, and the emotions that have been hidden in her heart for many years finally burst out, plus the two of them drank a lot, and the alcohol was burning the boiling blood of the two of them.

They hugged tightly, Yuan Lina moaned in a low voice, in the dim candlelight, Ding Deshun felt Yuan Lina's body trembling, which was a unique emotional reflection of women, he stroked Yuan Lina's beautiful face and kissed Yuan Lina deeply. He really couldn't control himself, and gently took off his dress for her, revealing her jade-like seductive body, Ding Deshun felt a commotion in his body, his mouth and tongue were dry, and he kissed her passionately.

Yuan Lina slowly closed her eyes, let Ding Deshun caress her, moaning dreamily in her mouth, Ding Deshun stroked her sensitive parts, feeling her heart beating sharply, her towering breasts trembling, and couldn't wait to fall on her, the fire of passion burned in her heart, and the dim candlelight was beating slightly, as if blessing this pair of lovers.

On this night, none of them went back, and spent the most crazy and romantic night of their lives in the lover's house, and their inner emotions were greatly satisfied, so that they embarked on the road of no return, sinking deeper and deeper into this gray emotional vortex.

Yuan Lina recalled those happy days with Ding Deshun, the corners of her mouth couldn't help showing a smile, back to reality, her brain was in chaos, she covered her face tightly with both hands, and cried in a low voice, how can you say that she is not anxious, she didn't expect that unexpected love would bring her such bitter fruits, Ding Deshun's death forced her to a dead end, even if there are thousands of mouths, she can't tell the relationship between her and Ding Deshun, this is an inescapable fact.