Chapter 154: Bitter or Sweet?

"Cang Yirou...... Come ......"

In the peach blossom forest with falling cherry blossoms, in the light breeze and shallow shadows falling in the rain, she saw Cang Yirou, who was walking with a concealed step by step and a somewhat guarded face, and walked towards her from a distance step by step.

She was lucky, looking at the wound hidden under the gauze that Xiang Cang Yirou had bandaged, and the enchantment opened up around her, and she-probed her life.

She smiled, she knew that she had never smiled at anyone like this since she could remember, and that her eyes were wet with such a smile.

As Cang Yirou approached her, as Cang Yirou's vigilance was weakening little by little, her heart became more and more determined.

The strength and success that you have earned in exchange for your own efforts will definitely be like a big slap in the face in the face of all those who have offended and looked down on you in the past.

She imagined that in the near future, Cang Yirou would be like a life after being reborn from the fire, so all the people here who had looked down on Cang Yirou and trampled on Cang Yirou's dignity must be as loud as they would be slapped.

Cang Yirou stood in front of her, looking quite frightened and embarrassed, and she saw Cang Yirou's hands twisted together in her sleeves because of nervousness.

She smiled lightly and said, "Cang Yirou, I'll teach you immortal arts, okay?" ”

She saw Cang Yirou's nervousness and embarrassment, and she could clearly see Cang Yirou's disbelief and excitement, as well as Cang Yirou's vigilance and retreat.

In front of her, there is no doubt about it.

She only realized at this time that it was not Cang Yirou who showed all her emotions on her face, in fact, Cang Yirou had experienced so many misfortunes in the Seven Realms of the Demon and Demons, and carried so much malice for no reason, when Cang Yirou faced a stranger, even if the other party seemed to have no malice and a piece of peace, Cang Yirou's instinct was also defensive and vigilant, and Cang Yirou was well hidden.

And the reason why she can see it so clearly. Naturally, it's not that Cang Yirou is not deep enough.

But at this time, she is no longer the same person who was not in the world before.

The ability to recognize and judge people, and the ability to judge people, I didn't expect that it would take so much pain to get it.

Anyway, though. She must also be Cang Yirou's master.

She had to make Kuraichi Rou strong.

Even if it's for one of her own wishes.

Finally, after a seemingly long and not seemingly long wait, she finally waited for Cang Yirou's clear and firm voice: "Learn!" ”

Time flies like a white horse. It's a blink of an eye, but sometimes, in a completely unexpected way, the past will be revealed, and the memories that have been erased will be clearly presented in front of you.

Memories are like a fog, and like the flowers in the mirror, the moon in the water, Gong Yue's heart is full of emotion, and the memories that have sealed the dust of the past in her heart are revisited one by one.

It's just that there are more things than she remembered before, which she didn't expect.

And at this time in the Lethe River. She opened her eyes in a daze, and saw another pair of eyes that opened at the same time as hers, and the look was ......

She couldn't describe it.

"Luanzhi." She couldn't move, her eyes looked around, and then she turned back to Luan Zhi's eyes expressionlessly, and said, "You are actually in the Lechuan River?" Yes, it's no wonder that I even recall your own memories. ”

Luan Zhi was silent, and his throat moved.

Gong Yue closed her eyes, and her voice was like a sigh. said: "The old things in the past, now I remember them like a dream, but there is nothing to look back on, but when I think of these old things." When I opened my eyes, I saw Lord Emperor Zun himself, which was really embarrassing. ”

Luan Zhi raised his hand with difficulty, stroked the broken hair on her forehead, and after a while, he saw her fall into the memory again, and his eyes hurt: "Sleep, I really hope for this dream." Never wake up. ”

Teaching Cang Yirou in the Seven Realms of the Demon Demon, her task is naturally not only to make Cang Yirou excel in immortal arts, but more importantly, to make Cang Yirou always stay away from the thing of love.

How abrasive, how tiring, she suffered deeply, hurt her body and heart, and hurt her self-esteem, and finally cut off her little finger with her own hands and cut off her own red luan.

Ten fingers to the heart! That's what hurts me.

At that time, she had just beheaded her own red luan and came to the Seven Realms of the Demon Sect, starting from the beginning of her heart like ashes, but she didn't expect to see that her doppelganger was still alive, for her, it was like falling to the darkest and darkest place, and suddenly bursting out of fire.

Whenever she saw Cang Yirou gritting her teeth and practicing immortal arts, her heart would be sour.

In Cang Yirou's eyes, he is like Cang Yirou's guiding light.

But Cang Yirou didn't know that in fact, Cang Yirou was his guiding light.

If it weren't for seeing Cang Yirou still alive, she really didn't dare to imagine what she would be like now.

And after this incident, what made her even more relieved and happy was that Cang Yirou was more talented than she imagined.

In contrast, this is also what makes her a little ashamed.

But that's what makes her quite happy.

About the person in the Nine Heavens and everything related to that person, she gradually left behind, and with Cang Yirou's company every day, when she occasionally remembered those things, she felt as if a long time had passed, and it didn't seem to be as difficult as she imagined.

And when she gradually re-established the focus of her life, and felt that she had stood up again, she finally determined one thing after observing for so long.

Chi Yu, who was killed by mistake at that time, seems to have unusual feelings for Cang Yirou.

The people of the Seven Realms of the Demon Demon still want to trample Cang Yirou under their feet as before, and it seems that after experiencing the parade, they don't pay attention to Cang Yirou, and Cang Yirou used to live outside the city, but at this time he actually lived in the city, and the neighbors were very disgusted, and the people on the whole street had great opinions.

And these, under the suppression of Chi Yu, Cang Yirou was not hurt or affected at all.

Of course, out of friends or guilt, Chi Yu's behavior can also be explained.

But whether it's guilt or the help of friends, there is a limit between people, and Chi Yu has obviously exceeded this limit too much.

Not to mention that it's because Cang Yirou is about to offend the entire people of the Seven Realms of the Demon Sect, Chi Yu is fighting alone, one or two times is okay, and it is not so easy to survive fighting with people three or four times a day, besides, it is easy to dodge the open gun and difficult to defend against the dark arrow. Chi Yu has seen blood countless times, but every time he comes back, he will deal with it cleanly and can't see it at all, so he will come to see Cang Yirou and not say a word.

Yuzuki believed. It's not entirely a matter of a man's dignity.

He was afraid that Cang Yirou would think too much and be worried.

If it is a man and a woman in love, they should hope that they have a small illness and pain, so that they can experience warmth and care in each other, but the relationship between the two of them is different, and the reason why Chi Yu covered it up. It was because he was afraid that Cang Yirou would push him out of the door and make him unable to get any closer.

From the current point of view, Cang Yirou should not have too deep feelings for Chi Yu, and if it goes on like this for a long time, it will be a matter of time before he falls in love for a long time.

It's not that she wants to beat the mandarin ducks.

Rather, love is a thing that will change sooner or later, sooner or later, it's all the same.

Since she determined Chi Yu's feelings for Cang Yirou, she looked at her doppelganger. I wanted to say a little and stopped.

"Master, are you unhappy?"

Finally one day, Cang Yirou asked her. This made her stunned for a moment, and then she sank into thought.

In this Seven Realms of Brahman, in all the memories of Cang Yirou's past, no one has ever had any kindness to him, Chi Yu is the first, and so far, there is no third person except himself. If it goes on like this in the future, let alone Cang Yirou, even myself, I am afraid that I will have to be ruthless to let Cang Yirou and Chi Yu draw a clear line and keep a distance from their hearts.

It all comes down to it. In fact, it's all because Cang Yirou was too weak and vulnerable before.

If it wasn't so bitter before, then now when I accept the kindness of others, my heart won't be so eager and need this warmth.

She didn't want to complain, how Cang Yirou lived before, in the end, it was also because of her poor body.

"Did you have a hard time before?" Her heart was a little uncomfortable.

Cang Yirou lowered his eyes, no hatred and no resentment. He didn't say anything bitter, but said: "It's not bitter, I'm living well here, I have a very good friend, and he is very good to me." ”

When Gong Yue heard this, her heart became more and more sour, but the second half of Cang Yirou's sentence kept ringing in her head like an alarm bell.

What Cang Yirou said is naturally pond rain.

She didn't want to mention this person more, for fear that Cang Yirou would think more about this person, but she would have some affection.

"They bullied you, why didn't you beg for mercy?"

Cang Yirou seemed stunned, and then raised her eyes: "Why do I ask for mercy?" ”

Gong Yue was shocked.

She suddenly had a sense of empowerment, and this rhetorical question made her re-examine Cang Yirou's temperament.

Indeed, because Cang Yirou is her doppelganger, what she thinks of is that Cang Yirou is probably the same as herself, the immortal art is not good, the Taoist art is not good, and when she sees her, she gives birth to some pity like seeing her own child and wants to take care of her, but she ignores it, Cang Yirou is an individual who is transformed from her divine consciousness, and there will always be her own shadow in her temperament.

In this thing, if you can stand up strongly, Cang Yirou may not be able to.

Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, and at the same time, she was extremely happy, but she also knew that no matter how relieved she was, she should also give Cang Yirou the necessary reminders and warnings.

There are some pits, even if you jump down, you will still get up, but it is best to avoid them.

She smiled, and all the previous knots were tied: "In this world, although it is said that there is no love for no reason and no hate for no reason, but I don't think so, there is no such thing as love in this world, but hatred is really for no reason, for example, you were looked down upon by everyone here before, what kind of grudge do they have against you?" One hit you, and the other saw that you didn't fight back, or you couldn't fight back, so you felt that you were a bully, and even thought it was very interesting, Zhengfa can pass the boring time of cultivating immortals, so they joined together, in this world, people's kindness is always traced, for the warmth of their own hearts, helping people These things, how much will make their mood better, but malice, absolutely no purpose or reason, you can do it anytime and anywhere. ”

As she spoke, she quietly paid attention to Cang Yirou's reaction, knowing that Cang Yirou listened to it, maybe Cang Yirou still hasn't fully understood it, but if she listens to these truths, she will always leave a shadow in her heart, and when she encounters the corresponding things, she will definitely be aroused and make the right decision.

"The most important thing is that people must be strong themselves. Not for anything else, we ourselves are the bearers of this body, our own heart is the feeling we should pay the most attention to and protect, you have been stabbed, will not hurt others, you have been wronged and tortured in your heart, the heartache is only yourself, no matter how others treat you, but they can't bear it for you after all, what we need is not the companionship and care of others, but how can we avoid the body and our heart from being hurt by the outside. ”

When she said this, her mind uncontrollably remembered all the things she had experienced, those days when she secretly hid in the academy of the masters of the Immortal Academy to clean up the room for Luan Zhi, she didn't feel sour at all, and even at that time she was quite happy, and once she was inadvertently discovered by Hong Suo, in order to hide people's eyes, from that day on, she cleaned up all the study rooms of all the masters in the entire South Courtyard, in order to cover up her own things about cleaning up the study for Luan Zhi.

She remembered the days when she turned into a little civet cat and accompanied Luan Zhi by her side......

She remembered the days when Zi Ji replaced herself, and she stood guard on the courtyard wall for five days and five nights......

She remembered the days when she cut off her own red luan......

“…… After Gan comes, won't it be so bitter? Won't it be bitter anymore? ”

She was stunned.

She lowered her eyes, the question pierced into her heart like a needle, and once upon a time, not long ago, she had asked Yun Xian the same question.

She wasn't sure.

But no matter how this is, he must not let Cang Yirou have the same despair as himself.

"It is true that people live hard, and it is not a lie to say that suffering comes sweetly, but I think that this bitterness and sweetness may not be the end, after the bitterness comes, there will be suffering, and then there will be sweetness, and so on, endlessly. People live like this, it will be bitter and sweet, but it will not always be bitter and will not always be sweet, although sometimes it is difficult, but we have to believe that no matter how bitter it is, it will pass, and after the past, we will be more tenacious and clear, I think the tenacity that comes after experiencing suffering is sweet, and these sweetness will eventually pass, time will make us forget the bitterness, sometimes we will forget the sweetness, but even if it is such a cycle, it is also a joy, experience, is fun. ”

As she spoke, she looked up and looked into the distance, feeling as if she were going to believe it. (To be continued.) )