Chapter 144: Unrealized

Maybe in Shen Weiran's view, this is generosity, this is forgiveness.

But in Chen Jing's eyes, it was like being trampled on her dignity, and she wanted her pride! She was willing to be beaten and scolded by Shen Weiran at this moment, and she was unwilling to accept her sympathy like this.

In Chen Jing's eyes, Shen Weiran is like a proud queen who can trample on a person's dignity at any time.

When she learned that Shen Weiran was the person Jiang Chenxi liked, she also hated, complained, and cried!

In the end, she chose such a path, approached Shen Weiran, and became her friend.

When she first came into contact with Shen Weiran, she really wanted to know where this girl came from from with pride and publicity. Later, she found out that this girl was not as she seemed to be, in fact, she was also lonely, so she and Luan Meng became friends.

And herself, in the process of step-by-step design, became her friend and Chen Jing's friend. Even used her again and again, to get close to the man who was out of reach.

Later, she saw that the god-like man in her eyes was so humble in front of the girl, humble to the dust, and herself, like that man, also loved and humbled to the dust.

Until one day, when she learned that the man had finally given up, she was both happy and sad.

At first, she didn't understand why she was sad, but on that sunny afternoon, she understood. That day, like a god, the man came to her again.

He smiled, not as cold and heartless as he used to be. She smiled and waited for him to arrive. It's like lovers who have been separated for a long time. However, dreams are dreams after all.

He said, "Are you and Shen Weiran roommates?" ”

That sentence made her smile freeze on her face, and the image of a lady she kept on weekdays made her accustomed to disguise.

"yes!"

Obviously he has let go, obviously he doesn't love anymore! Why, the first thing she said was related to Shen Weiran!

"So how is she now. Is she in a good mood? Did she eat on time? She has ......"

For a whole afternoon, all his questions were related to Shen Weiran, and she tried her best to answer them.

Because she found out. He will smile when he learns that Shen Weiran is lying on the bed after eating, he will smile when he learns that Shen Weiran is like a pistachio every day, and he will learn that Shen Weiran is ugly in the bedroom. Grin.

It's so good that she can look at his smile so closely, even if his smile is for another person, she doesn't care, he is happy, she is happy.

That afternoon is probably her fondest memory. Later, when she missed him, she would use Shen Weiran as an excuse to ask him to meet in the café. And as a result, he also appeared, even earlier than she appeared, waiting in the café early, listening to her say Shen Weiran's news.

At that time, she suddenly understood that the person in front of her was out of reach, and she could never stand by his side. Because, in his eyes, there is only one person in his heart. At that moment, how glad she was that she had played a trick. arranged in a bedroom with Shen Weiran and became friends with Shen Weiran.

Later, Jiang Chenxi no longer needed news of her, because he found Luan Meng, because Luan Meng and Shen Weiran left the bedroom at the same time, because Luan Meng lived with Shen Weiran. Because Luan Meng can make him closer to Shen Weiran.

That day, she cried heartbreakingly in the room alone, and it turned out that she didn't even have the last use value.

That day, she was locked in her room alone and drinking, turning on the music to the maximum, and staying up all night. Until early in the morning, she heard a song......

There is a kind of love called letting go

Give up for love for a long time

We'll be there if you give it your all

Let true love take me away

There is a kind of love called letting go

It ends forever for love

If you have all that I have gone, my departure

Let true love take me away and say break up

……

Since he doesn't love her, why doesn't she let it go! He was originally a dream that was out of his reach, so it was better to let it go! It's good to see him happy.

On that day, as usual, if anyone looked closely, they would see that she had a light smile on her face all the time.

It's just that she overestimated herself, and she was never as strong as she imagined.

When she was trying to find a way to match Jiang Chenxi and Shen Weiran, she would cry silently where they couldn't see it.

Every time, I told myself to give up, and I also said that I would give up! However, when he appeared in her sight, he realized that all along, he was just deceiving himself. She could never give up on him.

She has always tried to do her best, and she believes that one day Jiang Chenxi will see her good. even imagined that one day, Jiang Chenxi could stand in front of her and really smile at her, after all, she thought too much.

When she saw Shen Weiran appear in front of her in a Bugatti, she knew that none of her could compare to Shen Weiran, even the family background she was once proud of, in front of Shen Weiran, was so vulnerable. She also understood where Shen Weiran's pride and flamboyance came from, because she had this qualification.

He and Shen Weiran are really together, she will bless them, she will pray for them, but. No one can stop her sadness. Just leave the grief to her, just that!

When she saw that they were happy, she really made up her mind to give up, but when she saw Jiang Chenxi on the wall, she couldn't do it anymore, and even she was crazy to tear all the photos off, but she just tore two photos, and she couldn't do it anymore. That's a lot of longing......

It has penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and it can't be removed, and it can't be removed!

……

Just when Shen Weiran thought that Chen Jing was not going to stand up, Chen Jing suddenly raised her head, looked at her and smiled, stretched out her hand, and the two little hands were clasped together, just like before, they were intimate.

Shen Weiran saw her smiling at herself, she was stunned at first, and then smiled back at her.

"I'm fine, I'm worried about you!" Chen Jing replied to Shen Weiran's words with a smile, and stood in front of Shen Weiran generously, let her keep the last trace of pride!

Facing the photos on the wall, Shen Weiran didn't ask anything, but turned around and left, and several people actually cooperated so tacitly, and walked downstairs at the same time, until they reached the living room, before stopping.

Shen Weiran didn't ask Chen Jing what was going on with the photos on the wall, and Chen Jing didn't ask Shen Weiran how he got in. The two tacitly agreed, because some things happened just as they happened, and no matter what happened, it was impossible to get it back, so it was better to leave calmly like this and leave face for each other. (To be continued.) )