Four years passed in a flash, and I missed my mother and sister more and more, I secretly studied psychology in the school library, and even books about interpersonal relationships, I read and studied, I thought, this will allow me to grow up as soon as possible, so that I can see my mother and sister earlier.

Finally, one day, my father personally came to pick me up and take me home, and that gentle expression instantly reminded me of the unspeakable discomfort I felt four years ago, and I always felt that something would happen.

As soon as I entered the door, I was pounced on by a girl who pounced on me and hugged me, and I heard her call me "...... brother"

I was stunned for a moment, my mind was blank, I didn't expect that happiness would come so quickly, however, as the saying goes: blessings and misfortunes depend on each other, and I forgot. So much so that the next moment, I forgot about the reaction.

Caiying cried and said to me, "Brother...... Elder brother...... Mom...... Mom, she's gone. ”

Before I could get out of my euphoria, I was hit hard by the thunder rod. It turns out that it only takes a moment to go from heaven to hell.

"Tatsuki! You take Caiying to your room to rest first, it's such a long distance......" The moment he saw my expression, he didn't say the rest of the words.

Maybe it was because my expression was so horrible at that time, I just knew that my mother was gone, and that gentle and lovely mother would never come back, and I could never go back to see her. And all of this was caused by the man in front of me, as well as the junior who entered the house.

I dragged my sister by the head and walked to my room, I thought the place was very dirty, especially the two of them.

From that day on, I only had my sister in my life, and I gave her all the warmth and love, because I owed her a childhood, and we were not happy for those four years, and for her, I owed the most.

Later, I took advantage of everyone's inattention, and only left a note for Caiying, and went back to the city alone, the warmest place, the place that I can never go back to, my memory seems to be slim, and I stumbled all the way, I can't find my way home, and I can't find the way I came.

Finally, I saw a cherry blossom tree in front of me, and from time to time the wind blew, and some petals fell.

And there was a girl under that tree, and her back was so lonely, I couldn't help but walk in her direction, and I even felt her sadness.

It turns out that she is also lost, it turns out that I have no mother, she has no father, it turns out that the fate of the two of us is so similar, fortunately, I have a sister, and my sister is all I have. And she, on the other hand, is alone.

"What's your name......"

"My name is Shen Weiran......"

"Only...... Why does it sound weird......" seemed to be talking to himself, as if asking the girl.

"How can it be blamed? Gloomy and sad, just farewell, you haven't heard this poem! Not to be outdone, the girl retorted to me.

And I was amused by her serious appearance.

"Then why are you here alone!"

"I ...... I'm lost and can't find my way back." The girl said aggrievedly.

"Uh...... Me too, I'm looking for my mother, but I can't find her......"

"You, don't be sad, a man can't cry."

"Good! Shen Weiran, I remember you! In the future, when I grow up, I will take care of you for the rest of my life and will not let you get lost again! ”

"Really?" The girl seemed a little unconvinced.

"Of course it's true, we're pulling hooks......"

"Hang yourself, you won't be ...... for a hundred years"

"I'll always wait for your ......"

Although the voice is immature, it is full of power.

At that time, I really thought it was my life.

The two of us waited until it got dark, and we didn't wait for the person I each wanted to wait.

The two of us sat under that cherry blossom tree together, counting the stars together, and warming together.

Two children with crippled childhoods are so eager for warmth and afraid of loneliness.

I smiled and said to her, "Look, the brightest star in the sky is my mother, and she's looking at the two of us!" ”

…………

I really thought it was forever, but I didn't know that forever was so far away, and it was only an eternity for me.

The next morning, we were taken back by our respective families without even having time to say goodbye.

I only knew that when I hugged my sister who was crying a mess, I realized that in addition to my sister, there was also a Shen Weiran waiting for me.

She cried and said to me, "Brother, don't let me find you in the future, okay, I'll be crazy." ”

"Well, I'll never let you find me again." Because I know how hard it is to be alone.

"Oh...... By the way, brother, I couldn't find my way home yesterday, and no one came to pick me up, it was a guy named Shangguan who sent me home. Cai Ying mentioned this person, and even stopped crying.

"Okay, I'll definitely thank him when I have time."

I never thought that the Shangguan in her mouth would eventually become my best friend for many years, and even warm my future on my lonely road. Just like I don't know, Caiying met him, whether it was lucky or unlucky.

Seven years, it took me seven years to finally see her again - Shen Weiran.

On the first day of school, she didn't seem to remember me, she had changed, her long hair and shawl, but she was without makeup, unlike other girls, and I also felt her unapproachable.

However, I am not afraid, but where you are, it is a sunny day.

It happened to be raining that day, and I followed her closely behind, seeing that she felt sorry for a little grass, but she didn't know that in my eyes, she was also a tenacious little grass.

This time they met, they talked to her as they wished, and even took advantage of the rainy weather to send her home.

I always felt that she exuded a kind of sadness, and later, I learned about her seven years in the past, it turned out that there was a Jiang Chen in her life, and I don't know if my appearance can make up for the seven years that I am not there.

I finally understood that I couldn't make up for it, and I began to learn to be like the second male on TV, calmly let go and bless them.

I thought she would never know I was the boy I was seven years ago, but Cai Ying still brought her in, but so what?

I'm not Jiang Chen after all, I can't give her happiness.

So, the girl I love, I have found a way for you, and I sincerely wish you and Jiang Chen, no matter what happened before.

Because just like the warmest sentence: the happiest thing in this world is that the boy you have a crush on happens to have a crush on you.