Chapter 718: A Painful Struggle

Qin Rumeng gets along well with all the daughters of the Lu family, and she was born in a big family, and she is born with a wise heart and can stand alone, so Luo Yu also values her very much, and after the wedding, Qin Rumeng, as the spokesperson of the official young lady, will play a pivotal role in the capital, which is definitely quite rare.

But the women also saw very clearly that there seemed to be some abnormalities between Qin Rumeng and Lu Tianfeng, although the two were not deliberately estranged, but they had a sense of alienation, as if the two met again after a long absence, there was no surprise, more of a light exchange.

If it is as a friend, there is nothing wrong with this kind of communication, but this kind of calm and calm communication is between a man and a woman, and it is also a legitimate husband and wife, which is very abnormal, even Yan Piaopiao and Qian Sanniang, who came to the Lu family for the first time, are also very keenly aware that there is no real integration between Qin Rumeng and Lu Tianfeng.

Others can see the problem, of course Qin Rumeng also knows, as the authority, she even knows better than everyone what it is, although some things have passed, they exist in their hearts and have not completely dispersed, and these words, Qin Rumeng can't say it.

Qin Rumeng is not arrogant, it is not that she doesn't want to whisper and want Lu Tianfeng to forgive her, forgive her for her helpless choice and retreat, but it is wrong, the Qin family's harm to the Lu family and Lu Tianfeng at the beginning, even today, Qin Rumeng has not forgotten it, the pain is very deep, and the scars are still there.

Therefore, she has no way to beg, these injuries must be healed by time, otherwise even if Lu Tianfeng says to forgive her, but the wounds in her heart are still there, and they are just empty words.

Qin Rumeng knew that she could re-enter the Lu family. It's not that God intends to continue her fate with Lu Tianfeng, in fact, she left at the beginning. When the Qin family indulged in harm to the Lu family. There is no relationship between them anymore, and now she can become the young lady of the Lu family's endorsement, just because of Liu Xinping's mother's usual wish.

Liu Xinping's wish has never changed, from the first time she married the Qin family. She felt that Qin Rumeng was the most suitable hostess for the Lu family. After so many years, now it can finally come true, so even Luo Yu and Xu Bingyan don't think so. But it didn't stop Liu Xinping's dream from coming true.

Lu Tianfeng is a merry person. Adding a Qin Rumeng is not a big deal.

Walking into the Lu family, Qin Rumeng knew that it was too difficult and too difficult to truly integrate with Lu Tianfeng.

In fact, the two had contact for a long time, but at that time. Qin Rumeng didn't pay as much attention to Lu Tianfeng as he did now, although there was a certain period of time. She wanted to marry Lu Tianfeng and be a little woman at home for An An's part, but in the end, she chose to indulge herself and did not stand by this man's side like Xu Bingyan, no matter what happened.

At first, she was a little surprised that Xu Bingyan's courage chose to abandon the family for the sake of Lu Tianfeng, but now that she thinks about it, Xu Bingyan is indeed a very discerning and smart woman, although her personality is a little impatient.

Compared with Xu Bingyan, Qin Rumeng knew how bad she was, when the Qin family was estranged from the Lu family, when the Lu family was under great pressure, her silent departure was a kind of injury, it was an invisible betrayal, although she had a reason, she was forced to be helpless, but she asked herself: "Did I really try my best?" ”

Every time in the middle of the night, when she asks this sentence, Qin Rumeng will be ashamed and insomnia, she didn't try her best, if she could give up everything like Xu Bingyan and follow her life, Lu Tianfeng could suffer a lot less and suffer a lot less, at least they could be together through thick and thin, life and death.

But she didn't, she just had a distinct appearance, but she had a narrow and cowardly heart, at this moment, Qin Rumeng completely recognized herself.

Think about it, in this case, if Lu Tianfeng said that he had no resentment against her in his heart, no one would believe it, which was also the reason why Qin Rumeng didn't dare to face Lu Tianfeng and say sorry, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to stand Lu Tianfeng's indifferent eyes and contemptuous eyes.

In her heart, she was tormented, how much she hoped that Lu Tianfeng could forgive her, accept her, give her a little warmth, and she would spend her life to repay this man.

It's just that it's become a luxury.

As a person who has made mistakes, she must be punished.

Once she was an arrogant person who could look down on any man, even if it was a smart woman like Liu Xuefei, she never admitted defeat, but after entering the Lu family, she no longer had a trace of superiority, so she never peeped at Luo Yu's position, with what she had done before, she was already very lucky to be able to walk into the Lu family and find such a position.

Sitting in front of the dresser, Qin Rumeng looked at herself in the mirror, with a light plain makeup, which brought out her delicate face more and more, she was proud of her beauty before, in the Lu family, it was just a picture of icing on the cake, she was not the only one.

It's just that the posture of that virgin, than Luo Yu, is more subtle than Qian Sanniang, the life of a big family, and she is born with a noble temperament, which is also incomparable to ordinary women, for generally, this is unattainable, but for Lu Tianfeng, it is desirable to raise your hand.

Hands over her face, making every part of it the most exquisite, then changed into what she thought was the sexiest pajamas and walked out.

Although she did not have close contact with Lu Tianfeng, but living in the Lu family, some things are still seen and heard, the affairs of the women of the Lu family, but there are some absurdities, such as being slept together, such as training, such as role-playing, these women live in the Lu family, and seem to be used to this kind of debauchery at night, maybe this is the true color that men like, and it also makes the women deliberately flatter.

Qin Rumeng didn't expect that one day, she would wear this kind of sexy pajamas that looked ashamed to please a man with her heart, in the previous world, she was the sky, and now, Lu Tianfeng is her sky.

The door was gently pushed open, and Qin Rumeng walked into Lu Tianfeng's bedroom from the hall, in the living building in the courtyard of the Lu family, although there were forty or fifty sets of rooms on the fifth floor, and they were all three rooms with two living rooms or two bedrooms and one living room, but Lu Tianfeng's bedroom was like a presidential suite, in addition to the extremely luxurious decoration, even the bed was the largest.

Qin Rumeng saw Xu Bingyan, who was snuggling in Lu Tianfeng's arms at this moment, blushing and whispering something, although the two didn't do anything, this kind of closeness was enviable.

Seeing Qin Rumeng, Xu Bingyan was not surprised at all, because Luo Yu had ordered it tonight, so no one came to harass Lu Tianfeng, she also came to keep Lu Tianfeng, lest he go out to steal food, in fact, if he came hard, I am afraid that no one will really resist him.

Xu Bingyan did this just to wait for Qin Rumeng's arrival.

"Okay, if the dream is coming, I should also go, I'm sorry husband, the doctor has ordered that I will not be allowed to have sex with you for three months, so if you want to take advantage of me, let's wait, at most people will let you touch it." Xu Bingyan grinned, and did not shy away from Qin Rumeng at all.

walked to Qin Rumeng's side, patted her shoulder, and said with a smile: "The opportunity is rare, like a dream, take advantage of the opportunity, there are some things you don't do, how do you know if you can succeed or not, there is pain in the past, but there is also happiness, if you want to forget the pain, you need to remember the happiness, understand?" ”

What should have been said has been said, what can be done has been done, Xu Bingyan nodded, walked out, and brought the door for them.

Lu Tianfeng looked at Qin Rumeng, Qin Rumeng also looked at Lu Tianfeng, the two people who were quite familiar with each other, but there was a kind of strangeness, a kind of strangeness, if he could, Lu Tianfeng didn't want to face Qin Rumeng, when Qin Rumeng was embarrassed and difficult to face, Lu Tianfeng actually didn't know how to face this woman.

When the Qin family and the Lu family married for the first time, Lu Tianfeng knew that he was not in a tight position, but he still hoped to succeed, after all, the name of the first beauty in the capital was still quite tempting.

Think about it, if there was Qin Rumeng at that time, if Qin Rumeng could be like Xu Bingyan, maybe at this moment, Qin Rumeng would be more authoritative than Luo Yu in the Luo family, but unfortunately, everything is different from what I imagined, I don't know whether to say the cruelty of reality, or this woman has never given her sincerity.

Lu Tianfeng is very romantic, he has never denied this, but every time he accepts a woman, it is because the two can really inspire love and integrate into one.

But Lu Tianfeng has no confidence in the woman Qin Rumeng, he would rather walk into the room at this time is Liu Xuefei, the woman who dares to love and hate, than the woman in front of him who hides her heart in her heart and has never borne it silently alone, because he can't figure out what kind of woman's heart she is.

The two looked at each other, an emotion surging inadvertently, Qin Rumeng swayed his waist, walked over slowly, and then knelt down on the side of the bed and sat down in front of Lu Tianfeng.

Lu Tianfeng didn't move, nor did he speak, just looked at the woman quietly, not knowing how to speak.

The silence didn't last long, but Qin Rumeng spoke.

"Look at me, you are becoming more and more strange, I have lived in the Lu family for almost a year, but we have never communicated, although I know, I tried my best to make up for all this, but I regret it too late, in your heart, you must also believe that I was oppressed by reality, so I had no choice but to walk into the Lu family, and I wanted to come to your side helplessly, just like at the beginning, I used the word oppression as a reason, and silently watched the Qin family's harm to the Lu family."

"I can't compare to Bingyan's bravery, Luo Yu's generosity, and even a few little sisters' daring to love and hate, and dare to speak, but Tianfeng, I really want you to give me a chance, give me a chance to say sorry to you."