"I didn't expect that there is such a thing as a heart and a soul, when he comes, you can feel it, doesn't this mean anything? Yiyun, don't deceive yourself, you can't let go at all, why bother! Han Changxi suddenly opened her mouth to persuade, sighed secretly, and lay down next to Yan Yiyun sideways, the two of them lay on the same bed, but they only sighed.

"What's the use of that, he's not here for me, Song Junyao is also having a good time in Qi Mansion," Yan Yiyun said, turning his face sideways to look at Han Changxi to refute, and hurriedly raised his hand to stop her.

"No matter what he does to Song Junyao, she is still the second lady of the Qi Mansion, a person given by the emperor, and her identity is indescribable, this is a fact and cannot be refuted. If I could accept it, I wouldn't have made a fuss like that at the beginning, and if I couldn't accept it, I still can't accept it now! These things that have become a fact can't be changed, so what's the point of me not being able to let go? ”

"Although I was in Bailou at that time, the information in Bailou was extensive, and I heard about it in the end, the concubine came to you, and I heard that you also agreed to the emperor's intention to marry, even if you didn't know who the person who wanted to enter the mansion at that time, but could you accept others, but Song Junyao couldn't? As long as Qi Ziyu's heart is with you, who was given to marry into the Qi Mansion, and what does it matter? ”

This is what she has been holding in her heart, and she finally asked it today, when she learned the news two years ago, she was still a step late, and when she arrived at Qi Mansion, she saw that Yan Yiyun had become like that, and her relationship with Qi Ziyu had become an irreparable form.

So there were some words, which were endured by Han Changxi, and she didn't ask more, just helping her achieve what she wanted. But now, since you want to persuade, you must unravel the most tangled part of Yan Yiyun at the beginning. Otherwise, even if she goes back now, it will be difficult to recover.

"I don't know, maybe I'm more confident in others, I'm a person who has lost even the memory of the past, what do I want to fight with the past between others? Song Junyao has always been high in front of me, with such a background, and he has such a past, no matter what she does, someone will help her. In comparison, I had no chance of winning.

Even when he was really looking at me, I felt uneasy. I don't have self-confidence, let alone that he doubts me and trusts Song Junyao instead. I was afraid of losing and wanted to hold on. I can't let potential threats appear around me. Song Junyao is such a threat, even if I go back now, she will still target me, even if Qi Ziyu can believe me once, twice, after all, the enemy can't provoke again, and there is still friendship between them.

Besides, there was that time. Am I going to go back at my own shame and experience the next blow and insult? It hurts like that. Once is enough. ”

Yan Yiyun's voice was flat, but not big, it would be enough for Han Changxi to hear, there was already a broken wave in her eyes, swept in, and Han Changxi looked at it for a while, she suddenly understood Yan Yiyun's forbearance in the past two years, the wound in her heart cracked again and again, closed, and cracked again, only in the middle of the night can she take it out and lick it herself, and when it comes to daytime, she will immediately put it away, and wrap it with cold layers to disguise.

"But didn't you want to ......let him out and stay with you that day?"

"What do you think? Continuing the Frontier? I still have self-knowledge, if he really came to see me, he could come to the White Mansion in a bright light, but he was easy to blend into those captives, and he did everything possible to stay in the White Mansion to serve, can't you guess what kind of idea he has? ”

Yan Yiyun hooked the corners of his lips and wanted to laugh, but he didn't laugh, he just made a cold mockery, but he mocked the little hope he had at that time.

"He wants to investigate, you are right, since he knows that you are here, if he wants to bring someone, he will come a long time ago, why wait until now, and meet in such a way." Han Changxi couldn't help nodding, she had thought about this, but Qi Ziyu hurt Yan Yiyun again by doing this, so she tried her best to lead Yan Yiyun to think about the good, but in the end, she had already seen it clearly.

"I watched him guard the door every day here, occasionally wondering when he would achieve his goal and leave, but I didn't want him to do it so easily." Her eyes wandered, her eyes stopped on the window on one side and she didn't move, she had already recognized it, so she would argue with Ye Musheng, it was because she knew that she was weak-hearted, and she knew that Ye Musheng's kindness would rather take him away to protect Qi Ziyu's identity from being seen through.

But she still underestimated Ye Musheng's means and eyesight, she could see and sense, Ye Musheng couldn't, but he still had an intuition about danger, Qi Ziyu was here, for him, it was also a potential crisis.

"If he wants to be bad for Bai Lou, what are you going to do? After such a long time, he is afraid that he has already figured out the interior of the White Building, and the owner of the building will immediately adjust the deployment mechanism in the White Mansion just in case, he will definitely know, so he will speed up the progress of what he is planning, if it comes to that day, what should you do? ”

After thinking about it, Han Changxi still asked, these things can't exist without asking, but if they happen, they will be too cruel to Yan Yiyun.

"He won't," without thinking about it, he definitely spoke, I don't know if I have a conclusion in my heart, or I can only comfort myself with affirmation, but in an instant, there is a bit of fierceness in his eyes, "If he has the heart to do this, Bailou is not such a weak place, I will naturally pay the price for my temporary soft-heartedness, and I will also make him pay!" ”

"No, he won't do this, for you, he won't, what kind of person is Qi Ziyu, although I have been at home less than these years, I have heard a lot, although I don't know what the reason is, but I can always trust him as a person, you know him better than me, why can't you believe it!"

Han Changxi raised her arm, took Yan Yiyun's hand, and held it gently, wanting to give her a little support and warmth in this way, but she found that the hands of the two were cold, and who was much warmer than the other.

"I've always believed in him, but who has believed in me? You say, if he knew that I had been working for the White Mansion for the past two years and mingling in the Qinglou Chu Pavilion, would he still believe me? A man, he can bear me leaving, but he can't stand Ye Musheng spending the night in my room, if not, he will not reveal his identity. For two years, I'm going to say that nothing has happened between us, can he trust me? Yan Yiyun smiled to herself, full of desolation, "We can't go back, he won't believe me, just as I never believed that he had nothing to do with Song Junyao." ”

"In that case, why can't you let it go?"

"You come to me and ask me, all these years, you may let go?" (To be continued......)