Chapter 315: Heartache poured out

"Luo Jin, it's cold outside, you're not in good health, go back first." Mo Feng saw that her expression was different, and he hurriedly persuaded her.

"Go back...... Where are I going, is there still a place for me in this Qi Mansion? At the beginning, in order to protect myself, I was saved from being framed by Song Junyao, and I fell into a coma for a few days in winter, and he was always by my side at that time. The cliff was in distress, I fled back to the capital with a serious injury, but he took his life to block a knife for me, and I also guarded him day and night, even if I risked the crime of bullying the king, I had to hide his injuries for him, I went to ask the imperial doctor, to beg you, and even to ask the people in Bailou to help me save him.

At Yunshan Temple, I was framed and forced to search, but he rushed to protect me, saying that I was not allowed to fight back in such a self-inflicted way. In the inner courtyard of the palace, I was ambushed, but he took the risk to open a secret passage and bring me back. I was snubbed in Su Mansion, he held my hand and told everyone that I was Mrs. Qi Hou, not the object of their casual contempt and bullying, and in the future, he would definitely protect me.

I thought that some of these things were true, and there was always something worthy of me to let go of the baggage in my heart and accept it, but in the end, it told me that these were all false, and here...... Every place is a memory shared by them, and the touches I thought were not mine!

You let me go back, but where else can I go back! Everything I saw reminded me of the past, but it hurts me unbearably to think about it now. ”

Yan Yiyun moved slowly, shrunk his body in a corner of the boat, and bent his knees and wrapped his hands around himself, which was the most secure posture. The head was buried in his arm, but the sound came out little by little.

"If you don't want to go back, I'll take you away." Mo Feng could only watch. Listening to her say the things that belonged to Qi Ziyu and her little by little, her heart slowly hurt, and in the end, she could only muster the greatest courage to say this, but it didn't seem to be heard.

"Mo Feng, you go, I want to stay by myself for a while." Yan Yiyun kept curled up motionless and didn't move for a while before he spoke.

"I'll stay with you. At least someone can listen to you when you want to speak. Hearing this, Mo Feng also sat opposite her, but his eyes looked at the figure standing on the shore, even if it was at such a distance. can still feel the other party's gaze falling on him, but he also looked back with a little provocation and unwillingness, he was indeed unwilling, obviously he was the first to fall in love with her. But she just liked Qi Ziyu. And now, even if Qi Ziyu is ruthless to her, she can't turn around.

"Thank you, I...... I don't look crazy. Yan Yiyun finally raised his head, the tears in the corners of his eyes were gone, only a slight red, his lowered eyes stared at the corner of the bow of the boat, and asked softly.

"Of course not, the crazy one is someone else, he does that to you. It must be crazy to lose your heart! Mo Feng meant something, he knew that at this moment, even if he was still far from the shore. can Qi Ziyu's internal strength can still hear their conversation clearly.

"If it goes on like this, either he's crazy, or I'm crazy, I thought he would be happy if he cut off his edges and corners and make himself look like the ladies he liked, I thought he would be willing to see me obedient in everything and stay in his protective circle with peace of mind, so I gave up the dispute, I listened to what he said, and I accompanied him if he liked, but,"

Yan Yiyun paused, and seemed to feel that the words that had been aggrieved in her heart for a long time could finally be spoken, and she was a lot happier, but she was not familiar with Mo Feng, and she had only seen a few times, and now he was willing to sit down and listen to these irrelevant thoughts, but it was her only comfort.

"However, I don't know what Song Junyao looks like, I don't know where I don't do as well as her, if I had known, I think I would have changed, but in my memory, Song Junyao has always been scheming and framed me several times, why would he like such a person? Mo Feng, you have known him for many years, can you tell me, why? ”

"That's because he's crazy, he didn't see your goodness, Song Junyao has been such a hypocritical and selfish style since he was a child, nothing can compare to you."

"Even you are lying, if she is not as good as me, then why doesn't Qi Ziyu want me! Why did he marry Song Junyao? As he said, it's enough for me alone, and if he can't let go, don't provoke me in the first place. At that time, I still agreed, as long as I didn't bother me to do whatever he wanted, but why did he provoke me and marry Song Junyao," Yan Yiyun half-tilted her head, she couldn't understand that even after being under house arrest for so long, she still hadn't figured out what was going on with all this matter, as if there was a black hand behind her back that was manipulating everything.

"You men like three wives and four concubines, right? When he was leaving, he said to me that he treated me differently, but how many people were different in his heart! Would she dare to say such a thing if she saw my current situation? The whole capital knows that the little Marquis of Qi treats me very well, which makes countless boudoir women envious, but are those good things against me? He only saw me as a stand-in for the man he had begged for, a shadow, and when the man came back, they were standing together in the sun, and the shadow was about to disappear. ”

"Luojin, everything will pass, you deserve better treatment, we can start again in another place." Mo Feng finally stepped forward and raised his hand to hold Yan Yiyun's fingers, the tentacles were cold, just like her heart at the moment.

"I can't change places, the shadow still has a role, it has to be watched with my own eyes, bless the original pair of beautiful people, grow old together, and be together for a hundred years!" Yan Yiyun finally felt a drop of water slipping through the corner of his eye, dripping very quickly, "Soon, that moment is coming, Qi Ziyu will be happy." ”

"Let's go back to the house first, it's too cold outside, look at you frozen." Mo Feng frowned, and reluctantly got up and held her hand and pulled it up hard, but Yan Yiyun didn't cooperate, he had to take another look at the shore, where there were still two people just now, only the red lotus was left and couldn't stop looking, sighed silently in his heart, bent down to pick her up, lightly touched the board of the boat with her toes, and reached the shore with the only dead leaves left on the water surface a few times up and down.

"I'm afraid she's catching a cold, so send her back." Mo Feng gently put Yan Yiyun on the ground and helped her stand firm before handing it over to Red Lotus, frowning and admonishing.

"Yes, don't worry." Honglian nodded in response, she didn't recognize Mo Feng who didn't have a disguise, she only regarded it as Qi Ziyu's friend, Yan Yiyun was by her side, she couldn't salute, so she had to support her according to her words, but she also felt the trembling of her body. (To be continued......)