Chapter 14: You Are Not Really Happy
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Friends are easy to find, confidants are hard to find! Shen Weiran and Luan Meng are confidants.
I believe that the scene of two people hooking each other will be remembered many years later! Because there were no distractions in the mind! There is no interest trend in the hearts of both people, the so-called years like water, who can beat the time!
Shen Weiran and Luan Meng went back to school on the way, occasionally fighting and making trouble, and occasionally the two of them were as quiet as water! And Jiang Chenxi followed far behind him! looked at Shen Weiran laughing, and watched Shen Weiran be silent......
The scenery of the school is as usual, but for Luan Meng, it is not like this, maybe it is because I haven't paid attention to the scenery of the school before, maybe I have never felt happy before, maybe I am with Shen Weiran today! So all the sorrow is dissipated with the wind.
Luan Meng looked at the scenery of the school and felt very comfortable! I couldn't help but pick up a worthless and even very worn-out mobile phone and take a few photos!
And Shen Weiran looked at the cherry blossom tree in the school, couldn't help but be in a daze, standing under the cherry blossom tree in a daze, Luan Meng took a few photos, and looked back to see such a scene: Shen Weibei stood under the lonely cherry tree, his long hair fluttered in the wind, his back looked very lonely, and the lonely cherry blossom tree made the atmosphere even more sad! Luan Meng only felt that such a beautiful picture was sad, and subconsciously picked up his mobile phone to capture this moment!
Luan Meng felt that Shen Weiran was always there, and inadvertently exuded a sad aura. And that kind of inadvertent, what is expressed is the most real Shen Weiran! But she can pretend to be so happy! Like Mayday, you're not really happy!
Luan Meng thought like this, and went to other places, because she knew that Shen Weiran never needed others to be pitied!
Shen Weiran stood under the cherry blossom tree in a daze, thinking about nothing, just like that, his mind remained blank! It wasn't until I was tired of standing that I remembered to look for Luan Meng, but I found that Luan Meng was not nearby!
Shen Weiran followed Luan Meng's temperament and walked towards a slightly remote road, but accidentally saw Chen Jing arguing with a girl! Due to the distance, Shen Weiran didn't hear the content of the quarrel, and at the same time, he didn't want to hear these things that didn't matter to him, which would only add to his troubles!
So, I turned around and left cautiously, not wanting to be discovered by them! After taking a few steps back, I saw Luan Meng alone holding a mobile phone and constantly taking pictures of the scenery. It's so focused, as if you're one with the scenery!
Shen Weiran stepped forward and shouted Luan Meng, Luan Meng heard the sound, and when he turned around and saw Shen Weiran walking towards him, he couldn't help but be surprised: "Huh! How did you end up here! Aren't you over there! As he spoke, he pointed in the direction of the cherry blossom tree.
Shen Weiran smiled, looked at Luan Meng and said, "It's you who are too involved, I've been standing here for a long time, if I don't call you, you haven't even noticed!" It's getting late, and there's so much going on today, so let's go back and rest! ”
Luan dreamed of Wu Xue and Jiang Chenxi, but he shook his head helplessly and said, "Hmm... Let's go back and rest first, and we have classes tomorrow! Go back to sleep and there will be nothing left. ”
Shen Weiran took Luan Meng's arm and asked as he walked, "Luan Meng, do you like photography very much!" I just watched you take pictures, very attentive, even fascinating! ”
Luan Meng replied with a wry smile: "Sure enough, I can't hide anything from you." ”
Shen Weiran continued: "Hmm... Wrong. He pretended to be pensive and touched his chin. And he said, "You don't like photography, you prefer photography!" Yes, in fact, you should have chosen photography as a major in the first place, which is quite suitable for you. ”
Luan Meng pondered for a moment, just smiled apologetically at Shen Weiran, but didn't say why! Shen Weiran didn't care either, and asked Luan Meng with a smile: "Luan Meng, what did you say was the happiest thing!" Shouldn't we be content? ”
Luan dreams of answering, but he doesn't know what to say, because he doesn't know what true happiness is, maybe it's because he hasn't had happiness!
Shen Weiran and Luan Meng inadvertently walked to the school's radio room, and just as a song was playing in the radio room, interrupting Shen Weiran and Luan Meng's thoughts.
The crowd is crying that you just want to be transparent in color
You'll never dream or hurt or your heart beat again
You've decided, you've decided
You quietly endure and clench yesterday tightly in the heart of your fist
And the sweeter the memories, the more hurtful they are
The more dense and shallow knife cuts are left in the palms of the hands
You're not really happy
Your smile is just a protective color for you to wear
You decided not to hate and not to love
Keep your soul in a shell that is locked forever
The world laughed, and you laughed together
When survival is the rule, it's not your choice
So you stumbled with tears in your eyes
You're not really happy
Your smile is just a protective color for you to wear
You decided not to hate and not to love
Keep your soul in a shell that is locked forever
You're not really happy
Your wounds never heal completely
I stand on your left side like a galaxy
Do you really regret it until you get old?
You're not really happy
Your smile is just a protective color for you to wear
You decided not to hate and not to love
Keep your soul in a shell that is locked forever
You're not really happy
Your wounds never heal completely
I stand on your left side like a galaxy
Is it really regretting until you are old?
You deserve true joy
You should take off the protective color you are wearing
Why should you be punished if you lose it?
Can you just let all the grief end at this moment?
Start alive again
Shen Weiran and Luan Meng did not stop, and walked farther and farther, but the singing voice was indeed getting clearer and clearer! It was deeply imprinted in Shen Weiran's mind! Especially the sentence: You are not really happy! Your smile is just a protective color for you to wear!
Shen Weiran listened to this song, and only felt like a portrayal of himself, he disguised everything, he just wanted to pretend to be a happy Shen Weiran and bring a mask for himself! Similarly, do some people really not hate, is Jiang Chen really no longer in love? Today's ending is never what I need.
Shen Weiran and Luan Meng once again tacitly agreed, without saying a word, and the two of them walked back to the bedroom with calm faces! Only they know what lies beneath the calm surface!
The two of them walked to the bedroom, only to find that someone had already come back, but they didn't know who it was, Shen Weiran and Luan Meng glanced at each other, pushed open the door, and saw Chen Jing sleeping alone on the bed! It looks very tired!
Shen Weiran remembered that on that road just now, she saw Chen Jing quarreling with a girl. I didn't go to help her, but now when I see Chen Jing, I feel uneasy! (The novel "Whose Youth Is Not Barren" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lottery gift for everyone!) Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right corner to "add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up! )