Chapter 159: Guidance
Chapter 159 Guidance
"Hehe, she hates me so much, she must have made a lot of patience to come to work. I'm so busy with her now, it's good to just get a 'roll'. knows that she is a willful and unruly lady, but he still cares about her. I brought it all upon myself! ”
"Wait, care about her? Looks like I'm really! What is there about her to care about me, she is not comparable to Xiao Ran at all. She was just born in a good family and got a lot of opportunities that ordinary people can't get. If I really care about her, I should really have an expert number in my eyes! ”
"But what's wrong with her? It's just that if you're angry with me again, and if you're dissatisfied, you don't have to go to work. She was even more depressed when she saw me. But why did she come to the company? What happened just now? Is it that I don't know what I've done to upset her? The computer screen was still sparking, and there was a good chance she would accidentally hurt it. No, I still have to make a phone call and ask the repair staff to come up and deal with it quickly. ”
Thinking of this, Fang Fu, who was originally so angry that he didn't want to deal with Jian Dan anymore in his life, hurriedly took out his mobile phone, flipped out the phone number of the security department, and asked them to help find a repairman. The section chief of the security department received a call from him, and when he heard that Jian Dan's computer was broken, he hurriedly brought someone up to deal with it himself. Although Fang Furen was not at the scene, he still asked the head of the security section to report at all times. However, by the time the people from the security department came up, Jian Dan was no longer at the scene.
On the rooftop, it seems that the wind is stronger today than last time. Jian Dan stood in the tuyere, her eyes closed, but her undulating chest still revealed her excitement.
Xun Ge received a call to catch up, just by seeing Jian Dan's back, she had a premonition that something was going on. couldn't help but cautiously stepped forward, stood beside her, and accompanied her.
It was windy today, and Xun Ge had just stood for less than a minute before he felt that the wind had blown into his clothes. Goosebumps couldn't help but pop up layer after layer. Originally, I planned to wait until Jian Dan wanted to say it herself, and she would just listen to it. However, with such a cold wind, she alone couldn't stand it. Jian Dan had been standing for so long before he came, and he would definitely catch a cold if he stood any longer. I was in a bad mood, but now if I catch a cold again, it's no wonder if I don't fall down.
Therefore, Xun Ge took the initiative to ask, "I'm here." What's wrong? ”
Jian Dan heard the voice, waited for a while before turning his head, opened his eyes, and suddenly grabbed Xun Ge's arm and said urgently: "Xun Ge, you must know something!" You tell me if it's okay, I'm going crazy right now! You've never hidden anything from me, so why didn't you tell me this time? Am I really serious, and you are afraid of hitting me so you don't say it? What do you know? ”
"What's wrong with you all of a sudden? Can you make that clear? Seeing that Jian Dan was so emotional, Xun Ge couldn't help but become more cautious. In her current state, the more she knows. The more I can't tell her casually. Who knows what kind of stimulation she will receive after listening to it. Therefore, even though Jian Dan shook her body excitedly, she still looked at Jian Dan calmly and asked softly.
"I, I...... I really don't know. I tried not to be angry with him, to treat him like to anyone else. However, he still didn't react at all as before. I should be happy, shouldn't I? I should be happy! But I couldn't be happier. I'm even angrier, I'm going to blow up! But. When I couldn't control myself and smashed something, he finally came to see it. He also asked me if I was hurt. However, I actually asked him to 'get out', haha. Hahaha...... Am I getting more abnormal, you say? yes, I'm not a normal woman in the first place. He doesn't look at me, he doesn't care about me, it's all as it should be! ”
Jian Dan said and smiled, tears flowed down unconsciously, and the corners of his mouth rose and fell for a while. It's hard to tell if she's laughing or crying. Crying because of pain, but what about laughing? I'm afraid it's also because of the pain.
"Jian Dan......" Xun Ge looked at her and couldn't help but cry. Seeing Jian Dan like this, she was really distressed. But should you say it or not? Can you tell her? She wants to know so much! However, she is so fragile, so fragile that she doesn't know if she can bear it.
Falling in love with someone is not that scary. For ordinary people, it is something to be happy about. It's just that Jian Dan is different. She can like someone, no matter who that person is, Xun Ge and Rong Yi will be happy for it. But that's not all the way for Jian Dan.
Her injuries made her close herself. To like someone is a great subversion of the worldview she has established. If a person's worldview is subverted, then what she knows, the whole world will collapse with it.
And for Jian Dan, who had almost collapsed once, another collapse, coupled with her refusal to cooperate with treatment. She will definitely go down the road of no return. This would never be what anyone around her wanted to see.
Although, liking someone can make her change herself for it. But what if she didn't like it that much? Don't you like to be able to take it calmly after subverting your own world, and leave it to death and come back to life? It's a big adventure, and it's a life-and-death problem, especially for those who care about her.
Xun Ge listened to Jian Dan's answer, and of course understood that she was now caught in the war between the two worlds. Jian Dan is so smart that she will eventually figure out what happened to her. Why is it so abnormal for Fang Fu? The problem is that whether you tell her or wait for her to figure it out, how to make her accept it is the most important thing. If you understand but can't accept it, you will still hurt yourself in the end.
Although Xun Ge has been in the psychological club with Jian Dan for several years. It's not common sense to know a little bit of psychology, but it's still very difficult to use the knowledge of psychology to judge the situation in front of you and make the right way to deal with it. Especially the object is still Jian Dan, who is so close to her, and it is even more difficult to start from the objective.
However, although the knowledge is not enough, fortunately, Xunge is sincere to Jian Dan. She believes that if she is by Jian Dan's side, she will definitely have some support for her. As long as she is firm enough, she believes in herself instead of Jian Dan, and prompts Jian Dan to believe in herself and then believe in herself, she will definitely be able to give her strength, even if it is the light of a candle, but it can also give a certain direction. All she had to do was stand by Jian Dan's side, hold her hand, and walk with her.
Determined, Xun Ge held Jian Dan's hand, forcefully, so that she could clearly feel her existence, and looked at her with sincerity in her eyes: "Jian Dan, look at me, I am by your side, so you don't have to be afraid." You lose your temper with him for a reason, so you lose your temper for those reasons, not for no reason. You are human, and people have emotions that need to be vented. As long as you calm down, breathe deeply, exhale - exhale - exhale - exhale - yes, calm down first, calm down, and then you can think with your brain. ”
Jian Dan obediently followed Xun Gelian and took a few deep breaths, and his emotions gradually calmed down. Sure enough, with Xun Ge by his side, Jian Dan was indeed not so helpless and chaotic. Although she can't directly tell her where the road is, with Xun Ge by her side, she has a direction wherever she goes, and it will be the destination that Jian Dan is willing to go to in the end.
"Why don't you tell me what you know? Don't you believe me? Jian Dan, who had calmed down a little, couldn't help but ask as soon as his breathing stabilized a little.
"I believe in you! Just, I don't want to bet. Xun Ge said honestly.
"Bet?"
"Yes, I believe you can, but your current state makes me afraid to bet on even the remaining 1%. I'm not a doctor, so I can't make a reasonable judgment. You are my most precious friend, and I can't accept losing you. Rong Yi couldn't accept the loss of his only sister. Although we can't help you with your illness, we are always there for you. You're never alone when you're treating. ”
"Treatment? Am I really seriously ill? Jian Dan held Xun Ge's hand tightly and asked.
"No, you're not seriously ill. Rather, it seems to me, you're just at a fork in the road that a lot of people have to go through. For others who are not in pain, this fork in the road is simply a matter of going in the chosen direction. But for you, it's different. That's why you're so messy, so tangled now. ”
"Now you seem to have only one path to choose. Of course, in our opinion, that path is the right one. It's just that, if you choose it, you have to abandon everything you insisted on. Although it turned out that what you insisted on was not correct, you walked for a long time. It's not so easy to give up. ”
"It's like to cure scabies, you have to remove the roots. However, when the root of the poison is removed, the surrounding tissues that are not injured will also be removed. But soon, you'll be healed, a truly healing that won't recur. ”
"Scabies? Do you want me to go for treatment? Jian Dan looked at Xun Ge and asked. The expression can't say rejection, and it can't be said to be acceptance.
"It's time too, isn't it? You've been running away for so long, and it's time for you. You know, you're not recovering at all. Your brother actually knows that, too. He doesn't need to say it, he knows it. You can't fool them. Go for treatment, and when you're truly healed, you'll know I'm not telling you anything. If you have to find the treasure yourself, you will have a greater sense of accomplishment in the end. Even if it's not for yourself, you should have someone you want to work for. For his sake, you have to believe that you can! When it's hard, think about him. If you don't deliberately seek returns, you can gain more power. ”
Xun Ge deliberately didn't mention Fang Fu, only said that he was that person. I believe that no matter who that person is, as long as Jian Dan has that person in her heart, she will gain strength because of that person. (To be continued.) )