Chapter 196: The heartbeat is out of rhythm

In the taxi, the atmosphere was a little awkward, and Yun Yiyi just hung up the phone, hugging her breasts with an unhappy face. Wearing big sunglasses, Su Lin couldn't see her specific expression, but from her pouting mouth, he could see that his senior sister Yun was obviously unhappy.

"Senior Sister Yun, this concert was a success. Many of our classmates applauded, and many of them saw your ...... for the first time."

In order to ease the atmosphere, Su Lin began to change the topic and talked about the concert at Jian'an No. 1 Middle School that day. In his opinion, as long as he talks about music, with Yun Yiyi's love for music, he will definitely forget about his troubles for a while.

"It has always been my wish to return to my alma mater for a concert. This time it worked out pretty well, especially with you on board. Su Lin, your singing voice is really good, and your ability to compose and write lyrics, judging from your improvised "Original", it is definitely at the first-class level in China. ”

Sure enough, when it came to the concert, Su Lin successfully diverted Yun Yiyi's attention. Yun Yiyi's mind also echoed the melody of the original song "Original" that Su Lin sang that day, and her mouth also hummed quietly: "It turns out that the most helpless sign is the ebb and flow of the love cycle......

"Love? Surin, you say, what is love? ”

Yun Yiyi's eyes were a little confused, but she was wearing big sunglasses, and Su Lin couldn't see it, but from Yun Yiyi's tone with a hint of sighing, she also smelled a trace of Yun Yiyi's sorrow.

"Love?"

Su Lin was stunned for a moment, why was it still the concert that he was talking about just now, and this time, Yun Yiyi spared the topic again?

"Shakespeare said in The Two Gentlemen of Verona, 'The love of youth is like the uncertain weather of April, when the sun shines on the earth and in a moment it covers a dark cloud.'" Surin, my youth has not yet passed, but I have never experienced this feeling of being in love. The disputes and bonds between lovers, the feeling of worrying about the stomach, why can I only see it in others? ”

Yun Yiyi, who is full of romantic feelings, has read all of Shakespeare's works, from Shakespeare's sonnets to major plays, and whenever Yun Yiyi sees a description of beautiful or tragic love, she will sincerely show her envy.

From childhood to adulthood, Yun Yiyi has been looking for her own love. Unfortunately, she had never found the feeling that permeated words and songs. On the contrary, because of the family relationship, Yun Yiyi had to become the fiancée of another man she didn't like at all.

"Senior Sister Yun, haven't you ever been in love?"

For Yun Yiyi's words, Su Lin was even more surprised, according to common sense, there should be no shortage of excellent suitors for a beautiful and excellent woman like Yun Yiyi. With so many excellent suitors and such a large base, there should be someone who can make Yun Yiyi's heart move, right? What's more, on the other end of Yun Yiyi's phone just now, the man who was called Wang Yu by Yun Yiyi was not Yun Yiyi's baby kiss since childhood?

"What is love? I do not know. Surin, you know what? I see that Sister Yanran likes you very much, she ...... Are I in a relationship with you? ”

Yun Yiyi remembered Qin Yanran, whose face was flushed, and she was staring at her with a hostile expression. The nervousness and strength of that little girl is really cute to look at.

"Me? And her? Still...... No. I don't know. ”

Speaking of Qin Yanran, Su Lin couldn't help but feel guilty in his heart. At the beginning, he confessed to Qin Yanran in public, and later he got his wish and was admitted to the tenth grade. However, the two of them have a tacit understanding, and neither of them really pierced this layer of window paper. But Su Lin felt sorry for Qin Yanran in his heart, because he had so much ambiguous relationship with Fang Liping, and, in addition, in fact, Sister Zhu, who had been by her side since she was a child, occupied more places in Su Lin's heart.

"Hazy, no one will say anything, this is the love that high school students should have. I think when I was in high school, there were a few invisible couples in the class, although no one said anything. But we all know that they are a perfect match. But what about then? Hehe...... When the wind blows, won't the leaves still be blown away from the treetops? Young love is always so hot and short-lived, full of unreliability and betrayal, maybe I haven't had these experiences, but it's good, but I always feel a wave of unwilling regret. Do I want to marry someone like this? ”

In Yun Yiyi's view, the heroines in that tragic love story are not pitiful. Although their fate is bumpy, their emotional bonds, and their end is tragic, at least they all have an unforgettable love and an unswerving lover until death. Juliet has Romeo who has been with her, Zhu Yingtai also has Liang Shanbo who is willing to turn into a butterfly with her, and even Chang'e, who has been imprisoned in the Moon Palace for thousands of years, doesn't she have such a person's concern?

Looking at herself again, Yun Yiyi felt even more sad. What is this? Do you really marry music all your life? Don't you even have someone in your heart to pursue and miss?

That feeling of being empty and having nothing to rely on is the feeling of emptiness that every woman who has no lover in the love season will have.

In Yun Yiyi's view, true love is one pole that absorbs everything, and the other pole rejects everything. Absorbing everything, wanting to know everything about this person who is a lifelong partner, from his birth to the present, the people around him, the things he has experienced, the things that are in his head, this is a woman's desire to explore and possessive. The rejection of everything is the embodiment of women's possessiveness, and the exclusion of all different surnames related to the other half. This seemingly complex behavior has a unified and vulgar name, and people call it "jealousy".

Yun Yiyi had never been jealous, and she didn't know what that sour feeling was. Today's banquet was purely for the sake of anger and squeezing Su Lin, so he pretended to be jealous and had a good time fighting with Qin Yanran. In the end, she fell in love with this little girl who dared to love and hate, and had the same decisive style as her mother Fang Liping.

Perhaps it could be said that Yun Yiyi locked her heart deep in the thick armor of self-protection, thinking that in this way she could avoid that unexpected emotional injury. But in the end, she found that there was no one who could open her self-protection and enter her heart.

Lock your heart in, indeed, there will be far fewer illusions. Yun Yiyi thought that in this way she could devote all her energy and time to her favorite music career, but the hormonal stimulation and the call sign of spring sowing made her spring heart sprout lonely without any expectations and dependence.

It is often said that true love is love at first sight. In this case, demeanor can play a very important role, and for a certain period of time, unintentionally causing competition can also play a big role.

Yun Yiyi has no shortage of suitors, but her closed heart can't allow anyone to enter.

The faint sadness is the feeling that Yun Yiyi will have when she doesn't arrive in this season. Even, Yun Yiyi often thinks that according to the arrangement of the family, after graduating from college, it is not a bad thing to marry Wang Yu, the eldest of the Wang family.

However, in this way, Yun Yiyi felt that she had lost her soul. Her songs will also lose their souls, and what can she gain by succumbing to the political marriage of emptiness and wrongdoing?

No! I'm also going to find my love, to find a Prince Charming, to drive him into my heart, and then to lock the door of my heart, and never let him run out. My heart is so empty that I can't survive empty.

Yun Yiyi looked at Su Lin, and Su Lin also looked at her. Su Lin didn't speak, he knew that his Senior Sister Yun was thinking about something very distressing, this kind of thing was also the kind of thing that Su Lin was worried about.

In Surin's view, man is the world's cheapest animal. Other animals, who are well fed and drunk, and who can survive and reproduce in peace, are already very content. It's just that there are only human beings, and they can't find it by themselves, love and love, grievances, and grievances, can these be eaten?

In life, are there fewer headaches? Which of these things is not caused by these nonsense love loves?

But can people really ignore the emotion of "love"?

The kind of strange things that make people feel extra happy and can make you collapse, you can't see it, you can't touch it, it only exists in time, and when you think about it, it's often waiting for you to chase it, all of them are tears and tears.

People's lives are wonderful because of love, and Su Lin thought of Sister Zhu, Teacher Fang, Qin Yanran, Fang Liping, and even Han Xiaoxiao, who was beaten by himself in the police station. Although such a little thing is a headache and troublesome things, ask yourself, when is it not full of happiness?

"Senior Sister Yun, I think that as long as you work hard, you will definitely find the person you like."

Smiled with relief, Su Lin felt that he seemed to have figured out something, to live is to live, to love is to love, whether it is a few loves, no matter who it loves, since I love, I have to work hard for this love, to fight, love that is not earned without work, it is not love.

"Just try? Hehe, Surin, how do you think I'm going to work hard? There are a lot of excellent suitors around me, and I already have a baby family member. By the way, it is the one who just called, his name is Wang Yu, and he is the eldest young master of the Wang family in the capital. Their Wang family's family industry involves energy, communications, and even arsenal and heavy industry, which are the lifeblood of the country, and the combined assets of the entire family are more than 100 billion. And he, Wang Yu, is the first heir of the third generation of the Wang family, if I marry him, there is almost nothing I want in this world that I can't get. But do you think this is the kind of love I want? When you say let me work hard, do you mean that I want to work hard to find an excellent person? With Wang Yu as a comparison, what kind of person do you say can be better than him? ”

Yun Yiyi smiled bitterly, Su Lin's words made her feel that Su Lin was very naïve. After all, it is the thinking of a high school student, where is love such a simple thing, and a word of hard work can be easily obtained?

"Excellent? Wrong! Senior Sister Yun, why do you like someone, you must be very good? Like, it's a feeling. Love is a kind of chance. You may think that I am naïve and redundant, but the way it really is, when you really meet the person who can make your heart flutter and like, your heartbeat rhythm will tell you exactly and in time, your Prince Charming, he ...... Here it comes! ”

The afternoon sun shone down from the side window of the taxi, and Su Lin smiled brightly, explaining to Yun Yiyi what he understood his love and liking. And Yun Yiyi, who turned his face to look at Su Lin, when he heard Su Lin's words and looked at his bright and sunny smile, his heart thumped and beat out of rhythm. (To be continued.) )