Zhou Wanwan didn't dare to talk about this topic with Zhou Chen anymore. Zhou Chen was too smart and keen, as long as she said one more word, he would definitely be able to guess what was going on.

The matter between her and Shen Guodong is complicated enough, and she doesn't want to make trouble for the time being.

When I went home on the weekend, Zhou Wanwan asked Zhou Yang again, "Big brother, why haven't you been on a blind date recently?" ”

Zhou Yang Since Zhang Lixiang's incident, no matter what Mrs. Li says, she just refuses to look at the girl she introduced again.

was so angry that Mrs. Li refused to come to the house again for several months, and she did not allow Old Man Li to come.

It made Old Man Li have to sneak every time he came to see his grandson, and he didn't dare to take a sip of wine, and he had to leave after sitting for a while, feeling that life was a lot less fun.

He didn't quarrel with Mrs. Li, and he couldn't bear to scold his grandson, so he grabbed Zhou Wanwan and whispered, "They are all used to it!" ”

Laughing every night, it's really not all your own habit.

Zhou Wanwan grew up slowly, Zhou Yang no longer treated her as a child, the brother and sister often sat together and talked heart-to-heart, and answered her sister's questions very directly.

"I just don't want to go." Zhou Yang's answer surprised Zhou Wanwan very much.

"Huh? What's your expression? Zhou Yang smiled brightly, and even brought a little rare naughtiness, "Can't the eldest brother be willful once in a while?" ”

Zhou Wanwan nodded hurriedly, such an easy and suitable eldest brother is what she dreams of, "Big brother, how did you figure it out?" ”

Zhou Yang smiled and winked at his sister, "Actually, I didn't figure it out, I just didn't know what to look for." So I didn't look at each other for now, and it was in vain to see it. ”

Zhou Wanwan was surprised again, and Zhou Yang teased her again. "Is the image of the eldest brother in your heart almost shattered?"

Zhou Wanwan shook her head, "Shouldn't you be unaware and pretend to be very serious, and teach me to say, 'Children don't ask so much'?" ”

Zhou Yang rubbed his sister's head, "Do you think it's a shame to say that you don't know?" ”

"It's not. It's just that a lot of people don't want to admit it. ”

"Admitting that you don't know is the beginning of progress and change. Do you remember what Mike said in that TV series? ”

"The more you know, the more you feel ignorant." Zhou Chen always said something on his lips. Of course, Zhou Wanwan will not forget.

"Therefore, people who are truly knowledgeable and courageous are never afraid to admit that they have something they don't know." After Zhou Yang finished speaking, he pretended to be serious and asked his sister. "Now, is the image of the eldest brother a little taller and bigger in your mind than before?"

Zhou Wanwan likes the current Zhou Yang too much. Relieved of the burden of life and the shackles of the environment, the eldest brother who talks and laughs wantonly in front of her is like a glow.

"Big brother! Eldest brother! Zhou Wanwan hugged Zhou Yang's arm, her eyes were hot. I was so excited that I didn't know what to say.

"Our family has grown into a big girl. If you don't work hard to improve, you won't want to tell me if you have something on your mind! Zhou Yang pinched his sister's emaciated little face, distressed and helpless.

"Big brother......" Zhou Wanwan was so guilty that she almost didn't dare to look at Zhou Yang's eyes.

"What did you promise my eldest brother last time? Why are you confused again? Zhou Yang straightened his sister and asked her to sit well, with a posture of serious education.

Zhou Wanwan felt even more guilty and weak, "Big brother, I ......"

Zhou Yang sighed, "Who asked you to tell your eldest brother everything?" There are some things in my heart that I just don't want to say. It can't be said that that's normal. What do you have to feel guilty about? ”

Zhou Wanwan looked up at Zhou Yang suspiciously, with a deep dependence in her eyes that she didn't even notice.

"When you first went to school in the county, I couldn't stand it at night, so I rode to the county, waited for the morning to secretly see you enter the school gate and then came back, and next time I thought about it, and it took many months to gradually get used to it."

Zhou Yang smiled comfortingly at his sister, "You see, the eldest brother also has secrets that he doesn't tell you." These are all very normal, you grow up, of course, you have to have your own thoughts, there is no need to feel guilty because of this, you know? ”

"Big brother, why didn't you call me at that time, I also missed you very much at that time, how good it would be for me to see you." Zhou Wanwan's eyes began to heat again.

"You little fool! Obedient never to the point! Zhou Yang was laughed at by his sister, "You definitely don't remember what I told you last time!" ”

"Didn't we say okay, big brother doesn't need you to be sensible, big brother wants you to be willful, do whatever you want, get into trouble big brother will give you a bag, do something wrong big brother help you find a way to solve it, what else are you afraid of?"

But this matter is different, she can't afford to be wrong, and no one can make up for her mistakes.

Zhou Yang looked at his sister's appearance and sighed in his heart, "It doesn't matter if you don't understand, like we just said, it's not a shame to not know or understand a lot of things, and it's not your fault, you can pick what you can be sure of first." Those things that are uncertain and do not know should be done only when they can be truly determined. ”

"Big brother, second brother, brother Dunzi, and Brother Shen, who is most accustomed to you in the whole family, we are all the same, with us, you don't have to think about being a sensible child, as long as you make yourself happy, you don't have to think about anything else, you know?"

……

Zhou Yang came out of Zhou Wanwan's room and shook his head at Zhou Chen, who had been waiting there. The child is older, and the idea is also bigger, and it is impossible to coax her into a smile with a few words like when she was a child.

"I'm looking for Shen Guodong!" Zhou Chen really couldn't sit still, "What the hell is he doing?!" ”

"Little Er, sit down." Zhou Yang held down his younger brother, seeing that he still didn't plan to give up, and looked at him seriously, "Do you not trust Guodong or do you want to force him to be more uncomfortable?" ”

Zhou Chen couldn't say that he didn't trust Shen Guodong, that was too against his will. From childhood to adulthood, Shen Guodong's love and attention to his sister is no less than that of himself.

He didn't dare to force his sister, during this time, he felt that his sister was like a crystal, more and more beautiful and dazzling, but also more and more fragile, as if a light touch, the whole person could be shattered in a bang.

"When she grows up, she has to learn to handle things on her own. No matter how worried we are, we have to let go, so it's for her good. Zhou Yang patted his younger brother on the shoulder. We have to give her a chance to grow up. ”

"Where did she grow up? He's a little kid! Zhou Chen was still not convinced, but looking at the serious eldest brother, he didn't insist anymore. But he was unwilling to give up, lowered his head and muttered to himself: "I am her brother, no matter how big she is, she is younger than me, I can't watch her drill the horns and ignore it." ”

"Then you have been arguing with the pier for so long, do I have to take care of it?" Zhou Yang raised his eyebrows and looked at his younger brother.

Zhou Chen's face turned red all of a sudden, and he looked up at Zhou Yang in a daze, and it was very rare that he couldn't say a word.

"You two can still quarrel so far apart. Isn't it normal for them to be together every day, a little conflicted? I didn't care about you two at the time, didn't you handle it well? Now we have to give them the space and time to do things on their own. No matter how anxious you are, you can't just meddle in it. ”

Zhou Yang smiled and patted his younger brother's shoulder, "When my brother's heart is the same, do you think I was not in a hurry when I looked at you at that time?" I don't want to take care of you? ”

Zhou Wanwan couldn't do the willfulness that Zhou Yang expected, and she didn't know if she was really as Zhou Chen said. Knowing that it was impossible, he went to give it a try with Shen Guodong. What will be the consequences.

It's not that she failed the PE exam, she practiced for a few more months, and even if she still failed, she was able to accept the reality with peace of mind.

If she tried, would it be fair to Shen Guodong? Knowing that it is impossible, I try to try again, mostly for peace of mind.

But this matter, she went to try. In the end, she can only hurt Shen Guodong deeper, and she will feel more guilty.

She had imagined it countless times. If she didn't say anything, waited for the day when Shen Guodong had a showdown with her, accepted him, and then spent her life with him like this, maybe the two of them would suffer less.

But Shen Guodong is a proud and pure person, he shouldn't be treated like this, he should get a warm and clean relationship like him, instead of living in falsehood and deception all his life.

In early December 1974, the solar term had already snowed heavily, and the entire northern land was covered in snow.

Early in the morning, Zhou Wanwan was wrapped in a cotton ball, and walked into the school with his arms tied like a little penguin.

Zhou Chen didn't consider his sister's aesthetic needs as a fourteen-year-old girl at all, didn't greet all the equipment he had prepared, and never let her go out.

"Zhou Wanwan, Mr. Yan asked you to go to the office!" Zhou Wanwan clumsily pushed the big scarf that almost covered her eyes with her hand with a thick cotton palm, and after searching for a long time, she couldn't find the source of the sound.

Suddenly, her head was turned in the opposite direction, and she faced a grinning face, "Why are you dressed as a little bear?" ”

"Zhao Xiaosan'er, you are not much better than me!" Zhou Wanwan dodged Zhao Xiaosan'er who was blocking in front of him like a wall, "Don't stand in my way, I have to walk a few steps around you, this is a very heavy burden, do you know?" ”

Zhao Xiaosan'er turned around and blocked her again, "What do you call me?" Why didn't I hear clearly? ”

"Zhao Ting."

"Still didn't hear clearly." Zhao Xiaosan'er was wearing a big cotton jacket that was not thinner than Zhou Wanwan, with a Lei Feng hat and a big mask, tall and thin, only showing his eyebrows and eyes could not stop the vigorous youthful atmosphere on his body, and there was really no temperament of a little hooligan who stood in the way.

"Didn't you hear? What if the teacher told me to go to the office? Zhou Wanwan didn't waste any more energy, and stopped to talk to him, "What are you stopping me for?" Don't have to take morning reading classes anymore? ”

"Zhao Ting! Are you going or not? Without waiting for Zhao Xiaosan'er to answer, a boy who had just come out of the cafeteria called him.

"I have something to do with my sister, you can go first!" Zhao Xiaosan'er greeted his classmates and walked to the flower bed with fewer people on Sunday evening.

"Teacher Yan must be talking about the essay contest when he asks you, you promise to come down first, I will help you find the information, and you have to memorize one article too!" Zhao Xiaosan'er patted Zhou Wanwan's head and didn't let her speak.

"Winning the award in this competition will give you extra points for joining the group in the future and evaluating the three good students, I wrote you an application for joining the group, you will take it back and copy it later, and I will hand it over to your class secretary today, I must settle the matter of you joining the group before graduation!"

"Zhao Xiaosan'er, you are going through the back door." Zhou Wanwan thought about it and didn't know how to tell him that she didn't need to join the group and be evaluated now.

The art major of Ling'an Normal College has been officially established, and Teacher Hao passed by Suilin a few days ago and talked to her for a few words, and the admissions teacher will come to the school to officially talk to her and fill out the form in a few days.

"You are obedient! This is no joke! After joining the group, you can be rated as a good student, and you can have an advantage over others when you are recommended to go to college! Zhao Xiaosan'er was rarely serious, and stuffed the written application for joining the group into the pocket of Zhou Wanwan's big padded jacket.

"If I don't receive the application from your class secretary in the afternoon, I'll go find the second brother!" Before Zhao Xiaosan'er left, he didn't forget to threaten Zhou Wanwan.

When Zhou Wanwan walked into Yan Jingfen's office with barely able to turn back, the morning reading had already begun for a while, and the other teachers either went to the classroom to watch the students, or they had not come to work yet, and she was the only one in the entire large office of the Chinese group.

Yan Jingfen really asked Zhou Wanwan to talk about the essay competition, "The whole school selected five students to participate in the competition, and I recommended you." If you go back in the past few days, take a good look at all the major events of this year, such as the completion of the Shengli Oilfield, the Battle of Xisha Defense, and the excavation of the Terracotta Warriors and Horses of the Mausoleum of Qin Shi Huang, and pay special attention to them......"

Yan Jingfen said a lot, and Zhou Wanwan tried to interject several times, but she didn't find a chance.

"It's best to take a closer look at the party newspaper at that time, it's good for your writing, I can't take it out from our school, you should be able to borrow it from your brother's unit, and I'll go to your house and draw you in detail."

"Teacher Yan, my essay grades are not very good, and I have to publish a board newspaper for New Year's Day and farewell to graduates recently, I really don't have time to participate in the competition, can you let the students with better grades than me participate?"

Such an opportunity is very rare, and Zhou Wanwan doesn't want to waste it on herself. She doesn't need and doesn't want to write those standard articles.

"You can put the class work aside for a while, and I'll go and tell your homeroom teacher, you can concentrate on preparing for the essay contest first." Yan Jingfen was very persistent, "Tomorrow night, let your brother bring back the party newspaper, and I will visit your home and draw the key points for you." ”

If you don't accept it, you don't know what to do, so Zhou Wanwan can only nod and agree. (To be continued......)