Chapter 168: A dilemma

On the bank of the Lechuan River, Gong Yue woke up this time, but Luan Zhi fell asleep.

She raised her hand and looked at the little finger of her right hand that had been conjured up, blinking her eyes in a daze, the river was gently refreshed, and she seriously thought about whether the obsession of 10,000 years ago should not be remembered at all.

She herself never thought that this necrotic Hongluan was cut off by herself, and she never thought that all the memories about Luan Zhi that she had lost were also erased by herself.

There is no doubt that Luan Zhi has also lost her memory, how she lost it, she still doesn't know, she just doesn't want to know.

She asked herself if she had really given up that obsession 10,000 years ago.

Cut off your own red luan, no.

Erase your own memories, but it's not.

It's just that I don't want to be entangled, and I don't want to make myself miserable anymore.

If you really no longer have any attachments, and you don't have any thoughts about this person, you don't need to be so resolute.

The only thing that is certain is that she really tried her best back then. More than 10,000 years ago, Yun Xian had not had any fame in the Nine Heavens at that time, and even Luan Zhi's fame was not as prosperous as it is now.

At that time, she was able to get closer to Luan Zhi by cleaning the study rooms of the masters of the Southern Academy under the contract of the Immortal Academy. She was afraid that her father and mother would know that she had secretly turned into a tanuki and was still doing this kind of thing in the Immortal Academy, and she specially begged Chi Lin to keep this matter completely secret. and forced Chi Lin to seal it, and he was not allowed to tell the second person in any way, which means that Chi Lin couldn't help but want to say it one day. It's impossible to send a word, in short, in order to be completely down-to-earth and silently approach Luan Zhi in the dark without worries, she has really done a lot of things.

Chi Lin later told her once: "I know that the life of the Immortal Academy is a bit boring for you, for the sake of your immortal arts and cultivation, I won't say anything if you make these small actions, it's better to transform into a tanuki than for you to show your true identity as the future lord of Xuancang." Otherwise, if Luan Zhi saw that the future master of Xuan Cang took care of his daily life every day, Xuan Cang's face would make you lose nothing. Chi Lin let her go like this at that time, and she only cared about being happy at that time. Thinking about it now, in fact, Chi Lin hoped to see his efforts and maybe one day he could achieve a positive result, otherwise even if he was forced, it would be absolutely impossible for him to allow himself to do those ridiculous things.

She went away full of joy and joy.

But. Those days in the Immortal Academy passed day by day. She watched Luan Zhi's bookcase being finally wiped by herself day by day, and day by day, she watched Luan Zhi adapt to the study she had placed so much that she knew where everything was placed even with her eyes closed, and even Hong Suo noticed that she was a little abnormal in the South Courtyard, but Luan Zhi didn't notice it.

Or rather, Luan Zhi didn't think that everything in his study was carefully arranged and taken care of by someone in secret, even. I never thought that anyone would keep his daily life in such an orderly and comfortable way.

Things have changed, and at this time I think about the old things. She had to sigh that everything must pay attention to a fateful word.

At that time, she had paid silently for so many years, if she and Luan Zhi were really a positive result, then it would be considered a good thing and a lot of grinding, but she had paid for so many years, and it was impossible to say that she had never imagined a good result, but there was no opportunity and no way out.

There are two sides to the matter, and she also thought that maybe it would go on like this, and in the end, it won't be over, and Luan Zhi won't even know.

She had thought about both of these results, and she had measured them at the time, if there were good results, she would naturally be happy, and if not, she was not unacceptable.

But she didn't expect that what she planted, carefully cared for and worked silently, and finally let others pick the fruit.

That's it, the man forced her into that situation.

To sum up, she couldn't think of anything else except for no reason and shouldn't be forced.

If Providence had not arranged it that way, how could it have been.

And the reason why she retreated step by step and allowed Zi Ji to overturn so far is not all to blame for Zi Ji.

She vomited and disappeared for a few days, and as soon as she came back, she saw Zi Ji snuggling in Luan Zhi's arms with her little civet cat appearance, she guarded the wall for five days and five nights without closing her eyes, and finally took a nap, Luan Zhi went out, and Zi Ji showed her real body and seriously injured her. At that time, she didn't say a word, she suffered silently, so she wanted to avoid it immediately, and she was very aggrieved in her heart. In fact, at that time, Zi Ji was debunked in front of Luan Zhi, even if Zi Ji and Luan Zhi had a fate, it might not be so smooth, and he might not have any more trouble later.

It's really because she has always been very self-aware, and she feels that whether it is herself or any woman, no matter who it is, there will not be much difference in front of Luan Zhi, that is, she and Luan Zhi are confronted, even if there is a result, it is nothing more than Zi Ji being punished, and she will not be able to fall into anything, and it is naturally impossible to continue to stay by Luan Zhi's side in the future.

Zi Ji's appearance is ironclad evidence that she has no fate with Luan Zhi.

Thinking of this, she lowered her head, her eyes were extremely stunned, but she didn't expect that her undisguised expression was all clearly seen by Luan Zhi, who didn't know when she woke up.

Since she lost her memory 10,000 years ago, to before she recovered her memory 10,000 years ago, whenever Luan Zhi was in front of her, Luan Zhi's eyes and expressions always carried some unfortunate and angry attitudes, whether it was in the mortal world or later in the days when she was in the Qing Palace, but since she and Luan Zhi entered the Lethe River, Luan Zhi seemed to have a big turn of temperament like an evil one, and there was no trace of impatience and disdain from before, and a handsome face was both serious and gentle, and the eyes that came cold and cold in both directions actually contained some faint and unclear meanings more than one glance.

She couldn't help but want to take a few more looks. I couldn't help but look at it a few times and was a little reluctant to look away, until my heart was hairy, until I felt a little creepy. Until the alarm bell in his heart was loud, he kept reminding himself of the necrosis of Hongluan, and - there was no fate.

She looked away, her body shrinking.

Luan Zhi wrapped his arms around her, and she shrank down her back again.

This posture is too familiar to her, when she used to be a tanuki and snuggle in Luan Zhi's arms. Luan Zhi will habitually follow this position on her back every time, as long as she strokes it, it doesn't take a few strokes. She softened with comfort.

As it turned out, she had reverted to her human form, but her physical habits were not so easy to change.

Seeing her gradually stretch out, Luan Zhi looked at her faintly: "It's me who is stupid." But it's not so stupid that there's no cure. You see, I didn't marry Zihime in the end. ”

Gong Yue turned her head and didn't answer.

It's been 10,000 years, how should she take this sentence that should have been said 10,000 years ago.

Hearing Luan Zhi sigh, even his voice was a little faint this time: "Let's sleep for a while." ”

"Sleep, I'm all right." She took these words and said, "I should have remembered everything." I remembered all those who had been thrown away before. ”

"And mine." Luan Zhizhi: "I have accompanied you to recall your past. If you are rude, you still accompany me on a trip to my past, is it a little unkind? ”

Gong Yue froze, then shook her head very lightly.

Luan Zhi said again: "There is also a problem with my memory, otherwise after 10,000 years, how can you and I be like we have never met, you don't want to know why?" ”

Gong Yue tilted her head sideways and was stunned, she knew that something would naturally happen again in the future, Luan Zhi's memory would never disappear by itself, but she was a little afraid to look at it.

Listening to Luan Zhi's voice tone, she knew that Luan Zhi had already remembered everything, but she hadn't walked there in the Lechuan River, she hesitated, turned her head and looked at Luan Zhi with some doubts, she thought that she had gone through these pasts, and her heart was so bitter, and what was Luan Zhi's state of mind.

Her memory, Luan Zhi because she was with her in the Lechuan River, was a mixture of the memories of the two of them and relived it together, because after all, it was an old thing 10,000 years ago, so she didn't feel too embarrassed and embarrassed, just thinking about Luan Zhi 10,000 years ago, in the end, did she have any suffering in her heart, even if it was only for a short time.

These are all things she wants to know, but she doesn't want to ask, such a complicated mood appeared in her eyes, and Luan Zhi seemed to have read her heart: "It's all old things from 10,000 years ago, just take a look at it, what's the matter?" Could it be that you and I take a dip together in this Lethe River, and look back on each other's old things together, what can I do with you? It's just a matter of giving each other a fulfillment, don't you say? ”

She tucked her chin and lowered her eyes.

Luan Zhi suddenly reached out and touched her forehead, this kind of action was much more regular than the last time the two woke up, but Gong Yue was afraid that he would kiss it like last time, so he turned his head sideways first.

But it didn't.

It's just that the hand that stroked it down but pounced on it, and after a pause, it touched her forehead more gently and softly, she felt that his hand was very warm, and her eyes were drooping, and some tears instantly accumulated uncontrollably in her eyes, so she didn't dare to open her eyes to look at him, for fear of being seen by him.

In her confusion, she felt his hand gently rubbing her forehead, as if to soothe her, and more like he was soothing himself, and then heard him ask her, "Gong Yue, do you hate me very much?" ”

With her eyes closed, she nodded.

He seemed to laugh softly, and asked her again, "Gongyue, are you reluctant to let me go?" ”

She nodded slightly.

She pondered these two questions left and right, and always felt that Luan Zhi's two questions were like she was asking herself, and these two questions were exactly the dilemma she was hesitating about now. And these two questions are like another nervous self forcing yourself not to think about being strong now, not to think about anything, just to face your own heart, don't be afraid that you are weak, don't worry that you are already a red luan necrotic body now.

Ten thousand years ago, when she insisted to that extent, it was already very difficult to reach the limit, that is, looking at it, Xuan Cang would not allow their women to be self-contemptuous to that extent, although she did not think that those behaviors were self-contempt.

No matter what, she really doesn't want to repeat the mistakes of 10,000 years ago, 10,000 years ago, she cut off Hongluan and stripped off her memory, what else can she cut off after 10,000 years?

People shouldn't live like this, how can they know that they can't do it, and make their future more unfortunate?

Luan Zhi gently stroked her back again, and after a while, he said in a low voice: "Whether you hate it or not, whether you complain or not, no matter what, back then, you had no grievances and no regrets." ”

The long river of time, the big waves wash the sand, and the water of the Lechuan River is like a dream-inducing talisman, whistling in the ears and drowning in the long stream of memory.

……

Zi Ji was forcibly sent out of the Yiqing Palace, and the entire Heavenly Realm received a decree from heaven, summoning that from now on, Zi Ji was forbidden to step into the Nine Heavens for half a step, and once she violated it, she would be severely punished. If there is accomplice and abetment, it will be treated equally.

This incident is even more shocking than the disappearance of Luan Zhi on the day of his wedding.

The groom escaped from marriage, and as soon as he returned to the Qing Palace, he drove the bride down from the Nine Heavens, and made such a ruthless decree, no one knew what happened or what had happened, but because no one knew, after this decree was issued, it would make people think infinitely crookedly.

It's a pity that the protagonist of this matter is one of the three, or the coolest and most daunting Emperor Luan, everyone's hearts are itchy, but no one dares to talk about gossip with great fanfare.

Everyone knows that this gossip thing, no matter how big it is, has to be pressed in the stomach and can't be talked about.

And coupled with Dong Ze's promotion, with Dong Ze's ability to deal with things, no matter how big it is, there is nothing that cannot be suppressed, almost at the same time as the decree of heaven is issued, Dong Ze's deterrence will also be transmitted to the heads of every immortal in the Nine Heavens.

"To be an immortal, the picture is pure and happy, not just to live a long time is enough, but also to live comfortably, don't let yourself live uncomfortably, it's about Luan's Emperor, I don't have the ability to block everyone's mouth, although I don't have this ability, but there is something that I don't like to hear when it comes to my ears, to find out the starting person, I still have this ability, so, fellow immortals, everyone is good for themselves." (To be continued......)