Chapter 108: Memories
"Understand my ......," Xun Ge repeated. If you like someone, don't you know each other? I said I like Rong Yi, don't you also say that I understand him?
"Don't be afraid, it's really nothing to forget the past, as long as you are still you, we will definitely be able to get back to the past!" Xiang Yu looked at Xun Ge's thoughtful appearance and comforted.
"Really? What if I wasn't me anymore? What if I don't want to go back to my old days? Xun Ge asked curiously.
This is the first time that Xun Ge has been able to sit down and have a good talk with him, everyone is calm, although they can't look each other in the eyes, but being able to sit down so rationally is already a great progress.
"You don't want to go back to the old days? It doesn't matter, people do have to look forward. It's still the same, whatever you want, I'll support you. Xiang Yu looked at Xun Ge dotingly, although Xun Ge couldn't see his eyes.
"Business as usual...... We have a lot of memories between us, don't we? Can you tell me about it? Tell me what I used to be like. Xun Ge looked up at Xiang Yu earnestly, but before his eyes could match hers, she hurriedly turned her head away, not daring to look at him again, but her fingers kept twisting, and she had already leaked her nervousness and anticipation to Xiang Yu.
Xiang Yu looked at her like this, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile. Although these small actions were not what Xun Ge used to do, her nervousness was also expressed through these. Although Xiang Yu didn't understand why she was nervous, he was never willing to disobey any of her requests, except for breaking up with him.
"We have a lot of memories between us, and we've known each other for almost nine years. You've been my girlfriend for over four years. We were really happy at that time. You're afraid of losing, you're afraid of being ignored, so you always dress yourself up to be as high-profile as you want. Of course, only you can control those luxurious clothes. You yourself often say that you always look like an uneducated nouveau riche. But I know you're only saying this to go against your mother. She has always taught you as the noblest of nobles. Although you only have a mother and an older brother, you definitely live a princess-like life materially. Your arrogance is in your bones. Xiang Yu fell into recall.
"Arrogance? Am I arrogant? Xun Ge couldn't help frowning and asked himself. She asked herself, should she not be called arrogant. At most, I don't know how to get along with people. If he was arrogant, Jian Dan would have scolded himself directly.
Xun Ge didn't speak, Xiang Yu continued: "But your loneliness is also in your bones. You hide it so deeply, so deep that everyone can see you laughing loudly, but they can't see the loneliness in your eyes. Do you remember the first time we met? It was on a yacht, and the whole audience, you laughed the most and drank the most champagne. You've drunk with almost everyone, but you've bypassed Rong Yi and me standing beside him. Needless to say, Rong Yi didn't say at the time, if you don't come to him, he is happy. But you didn't come to me, so my pride didn't allow it. So, I left Rong Yi and found you myself. Do you remember what you said to me? ”
"I'm sorry, I ...... I can't remember. Seeing Xiang Yu suddenly ask her, Xun Ge thought about it and replied regretfully. Just heard him mention Rong Yi, her heart couldn't help but be a little excited. However, hearing him say that he bypassed them alone at the time, Xun Ge couldn't understand why he did that. If I had known him earlier, maybe I wouldn't have to sit here now, chatting with my ex-boyfriend I don't like and reminiscing about the past.
"It's okay, you don't have to apologize, I remember everything." Xiang Yu smiled warmly, and then said, "I'll go to you and ask why you only bypassed me and Rong Yi." You say, 'You don't come to make friends when you look at you rejecting people thousands of miles away.' I don't want to be bored with yourself, let your cold face block me back! If you want to make friends, why should I take the initiative? To be fair, whoever has more interests takes the initiative. Obviously, you're interested in me! 'Do you remember?' I can't forget the confident way you looked at that time. When I asked you later why you were sure I was interested in you, you said that on such occasions you would always keep two or three of the people you were most interested in and deliberately ignore them. Then let them come to you on their own initiative. What you say to me, you actually say to everyone who comes to ask why you bypassed them. ”
"Hearing you say that about me, how do I think I used to be very ...... Opening? Hearing this, Xun Ge's face was not very good, and he thought for a long time before he came up with a word that was not too derogatory to describe his former self.
"That was before you met me. I know what you said at the time was made up. You always talk about yourself so badly, full of trickery, and with bad intentions. But I know you were just trying to get rid of me as an uninvited guest. Because of that party, you don't want to come at all. Your mother forced you to go. When you turned around to leave without me talking, I couldn't help but hold you because I saw your tired and lonely eyes. But I didn't mean to do it at the time, I pulled you a little harder, and you fell into my arms. That was our first hug. That's when I didn't want to let you go again. Xiang Yu looked at Xun Ge, his eyes were full of gentleness and determination.
"You mean you fell in love with me at first sight? What about me? What's next? Did I push you away? Xun Ge asked. I'm really sorry, forgive her for asking. After listening to such a moving story, she still didn't think of any relevant memories, and her mind was blank, not even a little resonant.
"You didn't just push me away, you slapped me." When Xiang Yu heard Xun Ge ask, he knew that she hadn't thought of anything, and he replied in disappointment, "Then it was a punch to my stomach." If I hadn't reacted quickly and dodged, your knees would probably have turned me into a eunuch on the spot. ”
"Isn't it, so ruthless? Hehe, blame your hands and feet for being disrespectful. Xun Ge couldn't help but be embarrassed when he heard this. I used to be so "ruthless", I was so ruthless when I was hugged, so if I was kissed or something, wouldn't I just carry the knife? Although I won't be bullied in vain, I shouldn't be so ruthless.
"Your brother taught you self-defense, and you can't even use those tricks. And doesn't that prove that you're not just a casual person? If you were really like what you said, I would have hugged you, and I wouldn't have had such a big reaction. That's why I'm sure you're not as open ....... yourself as you say you are. Xiang Yu still didn't forget to say good things for the previous Xunge.
"It's okay to hear you say that, but what about later?" Xun Ge asked. She was curious to see where the story would play out.
"Later, then you ran away, and I rubbed my stomach and chased it out. However, because you accidentally bumped into Rong Yi and caused him to spill champagne, I was dragged away in advance by his excuse. This was our first meeting. After that, I asked the owner of the party for your contact information, and then I got in touch with you. After that, under my hot pursuit, you became my girlfriend. Rong Yi was very opposed to us because of what happened on the yacht. But in the end, he couldn't resist me and turned a blind eye to us. We've been to a lot of places in China and the UK, and we've been to almost all of them if it's a bustling city. The major shopping malls have also been almost all over by us. Not to mention fifty cards that have been maxed out by you, there are also thirty. Although I never knew what your house was all about. But you always say that as long as you are obedient to go to parties and make friends, the money given by the family will be endless. In fact, even you don't know where the money comes from. You always suspect alimony from your biological father, who has never shown up. Therefore, you are never soft when you spend it, and the word province is never in your dictionary. ”
"Really? No wonder they all say I'm like two people before. Hearing you say that, I can't imagine what I used to be. Does that seem to you to be any different from what I used to be? Xun Ge shook his head and asked.
"Can you let me take a good look at you?" Xiang Yu didn't answer, but asked first.
"But, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself." Xun Ge hesitated.
"It's okay, try it, I'll try not to look at you with your nasty eyes, you try to get closer and let me see you." Xiang Yu took a deep breath and stretched out his hand to Xun Ge.