Gaokao scores are usually released about 20 days after the test. Therefore, no matter how well they do in the exam or whether they do badly, the senior high school students have a period of unbridled madness. No need to wake up early, no homework to do, no flip through books, and no more information to chew on. It's really happy like a fairy.

The Han siblings did not take advantage of this holiday to return to Yanjing, but went crazy with their classmates without restraint, going home at least two or three o'clock every night, as for sleeping, Lin Ze roughly counted it, and the average sleeping time was after four o'clock in the morning. It's time to catch up with Brother Xiaolin, who is known as the invincible night owl.

In the days after the college entrance examination, Xia Shuzhu participated in many student gatherings as a class teacher. As for whether she is reluctant to have a majority of students or take this opportunity to get close to Lin Ze, it is unknown. Anyway, every time the party is over, Comrade Xiao Xia will ask Lin Ze to send her home under various excuses. In this regard, the students did not have much opinion except for their red eyes and hot hearts. Who let Brother Xiaolin make a bold statement that he can go to Yanda?

For such a man who seems to have no merits, but from time to time he will do things against the sky, the students in the same circle as the Han family sisters and brothers have become accustomed or paralyzed. Even if he talks about pushing down the beautiful head teacher one day, no one doubts that he will have a thief's heart or a thief's guts.

Compared with Xia Shu's behavior of blending oil in bamboo honey, the eldest lady of the Han family is much more open-minded and relaxed. Except for Brother Xiaolin, who was furious and even flipped the table because his brain was flooded and he didn't cook the dishes that the eldest lady liked to eat, she almost didn't care about Lin Ze during this time. Regardless of whether he went home in the middle of the night or didn't return all night, the eldest lady of the Han family, who was Brother Xiaolin's decent girlfriend, ignored it. Of course, Lin Ze didn't know, but Han Xiaobao, a fool who played online games day and night, was clear. Every time Lin Ze didn't return at night, the old lady would watch TV in the living room until late at night, full of sadness like a deep resentful woman.

"Still leaning on the sleepless night, looking at the stars in the sky. I still hear the violin, crying and teasing, why is there only a crescent moon left, left in my sky. After this night, the sound will be cut off, and man will be like the moon in heaven, and he shall not have it. Love is like a meander, only left, irretrievable and separated, why is it just disappointment, sweet my emptiness, this night, there is no kiss goodbye..."

On the sheep intestine path paved by the silver moon, a pair of men and women have their fingers interlocked. One ear races one earphone and listens to a song that suits the scene. Take a leisurely walk.

"Lin Ze." Xia Shuzhu turned his head, and his face was like a bright moon.

"Huh?" Lin Ze, who was grinding stones, raised his head slightly.

"I'm ready to quit Zijinhua's job, and the aftermath is almost done. Ming'er will return to Yanjing to prepare for the graduate school entrance examination. Xia Shuzhu said softly.

"Do you really want to quit?" Lin Ze frowned slightly and said helplessly. "Actually, this job is good, easy and meaningful. Pretty good for you. ”

"Why should I live for someone else?" Xia Shuzhu clenched Lin Ze's jade hand and said coquettishly. "You're going to Yanjing, and Chen Ling's crazy woman has also gone abroad. What reason do I have to stay in Huaxin? ”

Lin Ze rubbed his nose, took her warm soft twing, stared at this charming woman face to face, and smiled: "Okay, wait until you don't be my teacher, be my senior sister." After a pause, Lin Ze quipped. I'm afraid that our Comrade Xiao Xia has too many people chasing after me in Yanda, and he doesn't have time to deal with me. ”

"Nonsense." Xia Shuzhu said softly. "The body is all for you, and you still say that about me."

"Haha." Lin Ze sneered, drew on her tender palm, and said. "Call me when you go back to Yanjing, and if your relative is still troublesome with your father, remember to tell me."

"My father told me it was fine." Xia Shuzhu stared at the man softly, paused, and said in a low voice. "Lin Ze, do you think I'm a pretty unreasonable woman?"

"Huh? How so? Lin Ze was stunned.

"Ruth told me before she went home that you almost died last time you saved her, and although she didn't say anything, I can see that she blames me a little." Xia Shuzhu sighed lightly and clasped Lin Ze's palm. "I also think I'm going too far."

"Silly girl." Lin Ze smiled and stretched out his hand to scratch her nose, and said with a smile. "If you don't ask me, I'll do the same. It's none of your business. Besides, if I don't agree, what will I do if you are not happy and refuse to make love to me? ”

"Hmph, am I just the one you vent to?" Xia Shuzhu wrinkled his nose.

Lin Ze stopped talking, just looked at this woman who was liked no matter how she looked at it, and finally stopped his eyes on the plumpness of her chest, and said evilly: "I want to say that a woman with a good figure like you is not greedy for a mini body, it would be too hypocritical." ”

Xia Shuzhu was teased by this bastard man, and a strange feeling surged up on his body, and he pulled his rough palm and said, "Go upstairs." ”

"Yes."

After some upheaval, Lin Ze panted and lay on the woman's plump body, carefully playing with the pair of smooth and tender white rabbits, greedily sniffing the unique good smell of the woman, and said expressionlessly: "In the past few years, I lived a life that I didn't come to today, and every day I was afraid that when I woke up, there would be more than a dozen fingers pointing at my head, and it was nonsense to say that I was not afraid at all. ”

He rolled over, leaned against his pillow and lit a cigarette, taking a deep breath.

Xia Shuzhu's heart trembled, like an octopus wrapped around a man. The slender and delicate jade hand gently soothed his rough chest, like a docile little white rabbit without saying a word. Strive to bring him the warmest warmth.

"To be honest, I really didn't think I would ever return home in those days. I didn't expect to sleep with a beautiful girl from a good family in my arms one day. Lin Ze smiled self-deprecatingly and said sadly. At that time, not to mention that life was not steady, uncomfortable, and even when I went to sleep, I had to check whether the doors and windows were closed, for fear that if I accidentally talked in my sleep, people would hear something enough to kill me. ”

Lin Ze stretched out his hand to caress the plumpness of the woman's chest, took a puff of cigarette and said, "It's just that I pity those brothers who were born and died, except for me, none of them can come back alive." Most of the worst are still chicks, not to mention women, and they haven't even held women's hands. Pathetic, you say? ”

Xia Shuzhu didn't respond, and even rejected Lin Ze's words from the bottom of her heart, but she knew that Lin Ze's original intention was not like this, he was just lamenting some unbearable past events and venting his psychological grievances. As a woman, a sensible and gentle woman, Xia Shuzhu just used her body temperature to soften the stiff heart of the man in her arms. Let him be as comfortable and moisturized as possible.

"Recently, I have pushed the only remaining brother abroad to the top of the wind, if you are lucky, you may have the opportunity to return to China, if you are unlucky, you will have to look at him across the sea to worship him in the future." Lin Ze refilled a cigarette and said self-deprecatingly. "Xiao Xia, don't look at me as I'm only twenty-one years old this year, three years younger than you. I'm not afraid to pretend to say, the people I see, the dirty things you see, you may not see in your life. It's okay if you can't see it, if you can simply live, who the wants to live like a mad dog? I know you've always been curious about who I am and interested in my past. But I can't say, even if we are lucky enough to be able to get along for the rest of our lives, there are some things I can't tell you when I'm in the coffin. It's not that I don't want to, but I can't. ”

"Actually, you don't have to pay too much attention to my identity and the things I have experienced, let me sort it out, and the concise introduction is that I am just a person who has killed a lot of people, suffered a lot of injuries, been pointed at the head many times with a gun, and owed a lot of brother debts that cannot be paid off in a lifetime, and finally I am a not very ordinary ordinary person who has more enemies than ordinary people. I'm a heinous bastard who is destined for hell in the eyes of many, but some people think I'm a bastard of some use. Maybe in the eyes of a few young people who don't know the world and think about dressing up all day long, I am qualified to show off my experience and have the ability to pick up girls. But no, I just chose a path that I still don't regret, but I won't like or even hate it when I die. In fact, to put it bluntly, if you take my path, you can also be forced to become a female demon by the environment of that dog's day. It's not a lie, it's a fact. ”

Lin Ze lit the third cigarette and said quietly: "Sometimes I can't sleep at night and think about my experiences over the years, I am very glad that I can still sleep happily on the soft big bed, instead of lying in a pool of blood and struggling." For example, now, I am holding a beautiful teacher who wants to have good looks, a figure, and even a first-class temperament. The most important thing is that this stupid girl still thinks that a man like me, who is destined to go to hell, is the love of her life. ”

"I said against my will, I have suffered a lot of grievances over the years, but I haven't complained at all, and I'm not a saint. Of course, it's uncomfortable to be wronged, and you will lose your temper and want to beat people, and when your resentment accumulates to a certain point, you will run to kill a few beasts who should have died a long time ago. Morally speaking, it's not too much to say I'm a murderer, a bloodthirsty maniac. But I don't regret it, and I have nothing to regret. I'm a man, I choose a path and I will admit it to death, and if I am really wronged, I will hide in the room and secretly wipe two tears and it will be fine. Complaining and crying every day is done by the mothers, and I am relatively thin-skinned and can't do it. Besides, there are some things that someone always has to do, and if I don't do it, others will do it. There is a saying, if I don't go to hell, who will go to hell? This hell is a real hell. It's not just the body that's ruined, it's the soul. Several of my brothers have been driven insane by life, and they are still locked up in a mental hospital, and they probably won't be able to get out of this life. I haven't been to see them once, not because I don't want to go, but because I don't dare to go. I'm afraid to go and can't help but blow up the madhouse raised by that*. Grass, let's not lift ourselves to a high place, but who hasn't carried a little blood debt and national hatred for the country? Which one doesn't do things with his head pinned to his waist? I don't want to say how much glory I give, but don't treat us like dogs, right? Forget it if you are locked up in an insane asylum, and you still send people to monitor you every day, what are you doing, afraid that you will go crazy and rape a few female patients? ”

Lin Ze was about to light the fifth cigarette, when the woman snatched it with her hand, buried her face deep in his chest, and said in a trembling voice: "I don't understand, I don't want to understand at all." But I know myself, I know that I will never love anyone in my life except you, and if you don't want me one day, I will go to the nunnery to be a nun, and I will do what I say. ”

She knew that he had opened his heart to herself, not much, but enough. To put it mildly, how many men are willing to tell some of their secrets to a woman who has been by himself and has been lucky? Or is it a secret that can completely distort a woman's worldview if you go deeper?

With this heavy trust, Xia Shuzhu has no regrets at all.

Lin Ze restrained his irritability, his deep eyes glanced at the bright moon and stars outside the window, grabbed the woman's beautiful water snake waist, and said, "Sister, do it again?" ”

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