Chapter 57: Deep Self-Blame
Time slowed down in silence, and the smoke of the battlefield faded away in this silence.
I looked at him quietly: "You are no longer the Changfeng I know, you are the real Demon King, one of the Six Kings of the Six Realms!" ”
He looked stunned, his trembling gaze slowly drooped in my voice, he slowly, slowly lifted his hand, stretched out to his bun, and when his slender fingers pulled out the hairpin that fixed the long hair, his long hair like a string also poured down like a waterfall, covering his glittering armor, and the straight long hair covered the side of his face, making him masculine again, as I had first seen, the delicate man.
"Now......" he whispered with his eyes down, "but the mother knows Changfeng." ”
"Hmph......" I smiled evilly, reached out and picked up his straight hair, the long hair of the same color as the guqin brought out a different kind of luster in the illusory light, the once slightly stiff hair became slender and soft after he became the demon king, and the hair slowly slipped from my fingertips, which made people love it.
I withdrew my hand, turned my face to look at the colorful starry sky, and felt a thousand emotions in my heart: "This time I went down to earth, I thought about it a lot, Ziyuan and you, are the two people I feel the most self-blame, Ziyuan disturbed the astrolabe for me, and caused the world to be in turmoil, causing war in the world, and the people are not happy, and you, because of the opportunity to meet me, fell into the battle with the various races in the demon world, I ......"
Suddenly, the long hair like a string passed in front of me, and a pair of hands held my face, and the slender and cool lips reflected on my lips.
I was surprised. Look at him.
He closed those slender eyes and kissed me firmly on the lips, and he quietly pressed my lips and breathed. also stagnant in front of me.
Slowly, he left my lips and knelt down in front of me: "Niang Niang forgives the sin, Changfeng is presumptuous." Slowly, he folded his hands in front of his forehead and bowed down to me.
I touched my lips, if I had been before. I'm afraid that the long wind has been kicked down by me.
"Why? Is it because you're grateful to me? Or is it because of my looks? I lowered my hand and looked at him calmly.
He still bowed down in front of me, his long straight hair like a coat. Covering his body.
"It's because of the long wind, and it's not worthy of the mother." A low voice came from his long hair.
"So what?"
"So Changfeng wantonly wants to kiss his mother once, even once. I don't want to leave myself with regrets......"
I don't talk anymore. I just watched his bow in front of me. He never got up.
I twisted my eyebrows, raised my face and stared at the deep night sky behind the illusory light: "Heaven and earth are just open, giving birth to yin and yang, yin is yin and female, seductive and lustful, lustful, lustful and addicted......"
"Nope! That's not the case! Long Wind got up sharply and stopped me from continuing.
I raised my hand. Look at him lightly: "Let me finish." ”
He opened his long, slender eyes anxiously, but they were full of pity. with remorse.
"When I was born, Shengyang felt that I was evil in appearance, charming in my eyebrows, and naturally charming, which was easy to make men lustful, so he named me Mei'er......"
The long wind quieted down in front of me, and his eyes turned into slender and picturesque eyebrows again, staring at me quietly.
I turned my face slightly: "Shengyang taught me to read and write, passed on my divine law, took me to recognize Di Ya, Sneer, Yue and Sha, I recognized them as brothers, they recognized me as sisters, Shengyang once warned me, let me not get too close to them, but the future is not something we can control...... memories came to my mind one by one, but now there is no hatred, only peace.
"Di Ya was confused by my appearance, as Shengyang said, he had a lust for me, I rejected him, but he fell because of this, and the goddesses, and I got farther and farther away, I didn't know it was my fault at that time, and I was disgusted with him, he must have been very painful at that time, Di Ya was so pure and innocent, I should think of the desire he expressed, it should be his most direct mind, but, at that time, I didn't understand...... "I raised my eyes to look at Changfeng, "And I also because of my infatuation with Shengyang, I never paid attention to Yue who was born with the Holy Yang to protect my birth, I never looked at him, I never paid attention to his heart, I never noticed everything he did for me, including your father, that piano ......"
"Niangniang......" Changfeng held my hand, I lowered my eyes and hooked my lips and chuckled: "Heh, all the calamities are caused by me, I thought it was the will of heaven, but I didn't expect that in the end I did it alone, tens of thousands of years, our seven gods learned to love, but they paid the price of a world, in the end...... True or False? I raised my eyes to look at Changfeng and reached out to touch his face, "Your fate, Lin'er's fate, Que Xuan's fate, Xiaozhu's fate, all changed because of me, I hate enough, it's time to reflect." ”
"!"
"Call me a torturer." I said earnestly, "Please call me a prisoner, I don't want to be your master or your queen anymore, if you really love me, please love me as equals and treat me as equals." ”
Stunned, he opened his eyes.
I slowly withdrew my hand and looked at the night sky behind him: "I keep making excuses to go down to earth because I'm afraid of ......"
"Afraid? Mother ......" he paused and shook my hand again, "What are you afraid of?" ”
I narrowed my eyes: "I'm afraid to face the self-blame in my heart." ”
As soon as he grasped my hand, I stared into the distance: "I took revenge and relieved my hatred, but I am still unhappy, I killed all my brothers and seized the position of the main god of the Six Realms, but...... I'm still not happy...... Even though the shrine was razed and rebuilt by me, I wanted to erase everything in the past, but the memories were so clearly engraved in my heart that I missed them more and more, wanted to go to that world to see them, and wanted to talk to them...... Sorry ......"
"Torture!" He suddenly got up and took me into his arms, I leaned on his shoulder, and tightened the shirt on his shoulder, "Changfeng, I hate enough, I want to get my family back, my love, Changfeng ......" I left his embrace, held his face and looked at him with a smile, "Are you sure that your feelings for me are not mixed with anything else?" ”
He froze.
I smiled slightly, got up slowly, held his face and slowly kissed the center of his eyebrows, and withdrew the divine seal that remained in the center of his eyebrows.
"Don't!" He suddenly covered his forehead, and I looked at him in confusion: "Why not?" ”
He was slightly uneasy: "That's me and you...... The only thing that connects. ”
I smiled: "Take back the Divine Seal, let me start as a friend, Changfeng, you are no longer my servant, you are the demon king on an equal footing with me!" ”
He was stunned, unable to look at me calmly for a long time. (To be continued.) )