Chapter 190, Private Determination for Life

Jin Zhu is salvation for Li Xiang, in fact, Li Xiang is not for Jin Zhu?

If there is no Li Xiang, first of all, there will be no rebirth of Jin Zhu in this life, and then Jin Zhu's soul will not know where to place or wander; Then, when she first arrived in another world, she took her three weak younger brothers and sisters to ask for a living, and the hardships during the period were also conceivable, it was he who brought her into his role bit by bit, and integrated her into the world, it was he who helped her support this family, and he also kept her and warmed her in the past few years.

This is how Li Xiang entered Jinzhu's heart.

Thinking about this, Jin Zhu reached out and took the initiative to hug Li Xiang, "Ah Xiang, I'm not someone else, I can't judge what you mean to others, but I know one thing, without you, there would be no current me, so you are definitely not a shame for me, let alone a disaster, but a lucky star, a lucky star that gives me a second life." ”

Li Xiang listened to Jin Zhu's words, raised his head, and his shining eyes were full of surprise, "Okay, this is what you said, and you are not allowed to regret it in the future." ”

"What's the matter, I'm like the kind of person who goes back on my word, and you're so insecure?"

Jin Zhu remembered that when he was hospitalized, he had said more than once that he dreamed that she was leaving, and he kept looking for her, and just now she took a step ahead with an umbrella, and he also said not to leave her behind.

This kind of Li Xiang made Jin Zhu feel painful, and she unconsciously stretched out her hand to his face, which seemed to be thinner than when she sent him on the train during the summer vacation.

Li Xiang grabbed the hand of the golden bead and put it on his face, "I have never suffered from gains and losses like this before." In the past, I was very confident that I could give you happiness and give my grandmother happiness. But as soon as my grandmother left, I realized that human power is so small, and things in the world will never be transferred by human will. Okay, let's not talk about that, I don't doubt myself anymore, you go wash up. Go to bed early, I have an exam tomorrow, if I don't do well this time. But what a sin I am. ”

Li Xiang got the answer he wanted, quickly collected his feelings, pulled Jin Zhu to stand up, and pushed her into the bathroom.

Jin Zhu washed up and returned to the bedroom. Li Xiang came in with a small black box.

"What did you buy me again?"

"It's worth the exam. Come on, try to see if you like it or not. Li Xiang opened the box in his hand, which was a pair of watches.

Jin Zhu didn't know anything about it and knew that it was a couple watch, but she didn't look at any brand, and she didn't know it.

"This time I went to Hangzhou to shoot an advertisement, and I happened to see an event in the mall, so I bought it, thinking that it would be inconvenient for you to take the exam without a watch."

"Actually, it doesn't work much. There is a big bell in the classroom. ”

"But it's different for me, obedient. Come, I'll help you put it on and see if you need to adjust the strap. ”

After Li Xiang finished speaking, he took out the women's watch, held the wrist of the gold bead and helped her put it on, and after putting it on, he took the wrist of the gold bead and looked at it again, "It's okay, it's quite suitable." ”

Jin Zhu couldn't help but smile when he saw his serious appearance, "It's just a watch, what else can be suitable or not?" ”

"Of course, I've been carefully picking it for a long time, do you like it?"

Jin Zhu raised his wrist and looked at it, a small oval case, the strap was white and narrow leather, but it was not eye-catching, "I like it, it's good." ”

"If you like it, remember to take it off when you sleep." Li Xiang said as he took off his watch for Jin Zhu and put it on Jin Zhu's desk, "Okay, I won't bother you, go to sleep, good night." ”

After Li Xiang finished speaking, he quickly kissed Jin Zhu on the lips, then turned around and left, and suddenly opened it again after closing the door, "What do you want to eat tomorrow morning?" ”

Jin Zhu, who was looking down and touching his face in a daze, knew that he pushed the door open again, stared at him with wide eyes, his mind was blank, and he didn't know what he said.

Li Xiang rarely saw Jin Zhu so cute, walked in again, took her hand away, kissed her on the center of her eyebrows this time, and asked with a smile: "Zhu Zhu, what are you going to eat tomorrow morning?" ”

"Eat, eat fried noodles." After saying that, Jin Zhu realized that something was wrong, "What did you just call me?" ”

"Zhuzhu, you looked cute and cute just now, very cute, really like a little pig." Li remembered the thought of teasing her.

At that moment just now, he somehow blurted out the word "Zhuzhu", of course, it was the pearl of gold beads, because from then on, she was the most precious jewel in his heart, and there was no one.

"Alright, I'm going to sleep." Jin Zhu was really embarrassed to see him, so he hurriedly pushed him out.

In her past life and this life, she didn't have this kind of experience, a little sweet, a little shy, a little flustered, a little scared, and a little confused.

She doesn't know if this is the love praised in the "Book of Songs", but she knows that this is not the words of her parents' order matchmaker, this is a private grant, a private life.

But this is an era that emphasizes the freedom of marriage and love, that is to say, the marriage of this time and space is completely free from the interference of the outside world, and it is completely up to you.

Li Xiang is an orphan, and she is equivalent to an orphan, so the marriage between the two of them should also have the final say, right? The two of them, can they have a future?

The cranky Jin Zhu couldn't calm down to sleep, so she had to sit cross-legged on the bed and meditate with the method taught to her by her father in her previous life.

Early the next morning, as soon as Jin Zhu entered the classroom, she was surrounded by several girls, these people left early yesterday, didn't see Li Xiang, asked Li Xiang if she would come to pick her up today, asked Li Xiang if she was really as handsome as advertised, asked Li Xiang how tall she was, what color she liked, and so on.

Jin Zhu glanced at Yang Shuyu, who was sitting in the seat with her head bowed and reading a book, but actually pricked up her ears to listen, and smiled, "I'm sorry, I don't know if he is more handsome in life or on TV, because I rarely watch TV; Also, I don't know how tall he is or what color he likes, though. I'm curious, there are still ten minutes before the exam, and you actually have the leisure to care about this. Aren't you all nervous? ”

"Of course I'm nervous, it's because I'm nervous that I want to gossip and relax, Yang Jinzhu, you can satisfy our curiosity." Someone stepped forward and took Jin Zhu's arm.

Jin Zhu quietly pulled out his arm and smiled again, "I'm sorry, I really don't know." It's not that I don't cooperate with you. ”

In fact, Jin Zhu really can't answer.

"Then the last question, which of you two is chasing whom. When was the first time you pooped? ”

"I'm sorry, the relationship between the two of us is a tutor and a student, everyone heard it yesterday, it's not what you think. All right. It's time for me to prepare for the exam. After speaking, Jin Zhu looked at the sky and ran to his seat. The person who asked the question hadn't done anything yet, and the person she was asking was already flushed.

Jin Zhu, who was sitting in the seat, closed his eyes with his hands together in order to concentrate on the exam, and then drove away these distracting thoughts.

After handing over the papers, Jin Zhu went to find Yang Jing, Li Xiang came back, someone was cooking, and she wanted to call Yang Jing to go over for dinner.

Who knew that Jin Zhu searched for a circle, but Yang Jing didn't find it, but ran into Gu Panpan. Gu Panpan had already heard about the sensation caused by Li Xiang last night, and smiled at Jin Zhu. "I don't know if it's an honor to meet the legendary male god?"

"Of course, you are welcome to come at any time, but he is not a male god, that is, an ordinary boy."

"I'm curious, in your eyes, who is better between him and Liu Sheng?"

"Who's better? I never thought about it, for me they were all my friends, just in different positions. Jin Zhu turned around and wanted to leave.

There is no need for her to share her friendship experience with an outsider, Gu Panpan is already Liu Sheng's past tense, so for Jin Zhu, she is also an outsider.

"You are very smart, can you ask, if you met Liu Sheng first, would you accept him?"

Jin Zhu smiled when he heard this, "I never dwell on those ifs that don't exist, I only know how to grasp the moment." ”

After Jin Zhu finished speaking, she saw Yang Jing running over, and it turned out that she had gone to the toilet.

Knowing that Jin Zhu came to call her for dinner, "Ah Xiang is back, right?" I also heard about it in the morning, why don't I go and say hello to Yang Qin? ”

Yang Jing was also embarrassed, the last time there was a big fuss, Yang Qin and Yang Shuyu completely broke up, and Yang Qin's reputation also spread, saying that she had a crush on Liu Sheng, that she slandered Jin Zhu, that she was ungrateful, etc., so Yang Qin's life during this time was also quite sad, plus she had just been demoted from the experimental class to the fast class, there was a psychological gap, and there was no friend around her who could talk, only Yang Jing was still the same to her, so she was waiting with Yang Jing these days.

"If she's willing to come, I'm okay."

It's just two meals, and Jin Zhu is not so stingy.

"Will you come with me and call her?" Yang Jing was worried that Yang Qin would not be able to wipe her face.

"No, I'll go back and prepare first, although Jin Yang has finished the exam, she is still making up classes, I am afraid that he will not be able to keep busy if he wants to be alone."

In fact, Jin Zhu was reluctant to let Li Xiang do these rough jobs, since the two of them had made a private agreement for life, Jin Zhu naturally wanted to treat him as a future husband, and he couldn't be a gentleman who was far away from cooking, but he couldn't bear to imprison him with these housework trivialities.

Of course, Jin Zhu was really reluctant to call Yang Qin, because Yang Qin must have thought that Jin Zhu had forgiven her, but in fact Jin Zhu did not forgive her, so why should she wronged herself and gave the other party an illusion?

In Jin Zhu's view, eating and reconciliation are completely two different concepts, agreeing that Yang Qin came to eat is based on her parents and her previous relationship, and it has nothing to do with what Yang Qin is, and the first thing to choose who to be a friend is the character of the other party.

Yang Jing also knew that she couldn't force it when she heard it, so she smiled bitterly and agreed to a "good".

However, Yang Qin was still embarrassed to come to see Jin Zhu, and she was not embarrassed to come to eat the food that Li Xiang cooked, she was afraid that Li Xiang would ask her why she wanted to hurt Jin Zhu, and she couldn't answer.

The two-day exam ended quickly, and after the exam, Gu Panpan came to find Jinzhu, and she said that she wanted to meet Li Xiang.

Jin Zhu had to take her home, who told her to agree to others?

As soon as the two arrived upstairs, Pan Xiaowei and Xiyue chased after them, and they also came to find Jinzhu, saying that they were going to visit Li Xiang and have a meal by the way.

"What do you mean? Why did she follow? Pan Xiaowei pulled Jin Zhu aside and asked in a low voice.

"It's nothing, she said she wanted to get to know Li Xiang."

"Could it be that you want to use the beauty trick to snatch Li Xiang away?"

Jin Zhu patted her head when she heard this, "You've watched too many TV series, right?" ”

Pan Xiaowei touched her head, and was about to roll her eyes, only to see Gu Panpan looking at her and pursing her lips and smiling, "It's not good for girls to roll their eyes, didn't Jin Zhu tell you?" ”

"I said it, but I think you look good when you roll your eyes, this person is good-looking, and he looks good in everything." Pan Xiaowei praised heartlessly.

"In the eyes of whom." Gu Panpan's face instantly lengthened.

"I said the wrong thing again, I found out how your IQ is getting closer and closer to Shi Liang." Xiyue also patted Pan Xiaowei's head.

"What words? Are you insulting and discriminating against me? Pan Xiaowei didn't like to listen to it, and chased Xiyue to fight.

Gu Panpan looked at these two people chasing after me, and was very envious of their casualness.

"Let's go, everyone's personality is different, there is no need to envy others, because in the eyes of others, you are also the object of their envy."

"Jin Zhu, I found that what you said was very philosophical, and I

I especially want to make you a friend, but I'm afraid you don't like me. ”

Jin Zhu smiled, "Let's go, I just said don't envy others, you envy me again?" ”

Gu Panpan's personality is indeed difficult for her to like, she is too sharp and strong, and she is too self-conscious.

When Jin Zhu opened the door and went in, he saw Liu Sheng holding the computer and Li Xiang sitting on the sofa, the heads of the two were very close to each other, looking at the numbers on the screen with a happy face.

"Hey, Liu Sheng, why did you still run in front of us? Did you know we were going to surprise you? Pan Xiaowei smiled and pushed Gu Panpan over.

Liu Sheng saw Gu Panpan, he really thought that she was chasing him, his face was dark, and he was about to speak, but he was stopped by Jin Zhu.

"Liu Sheng, Gu Panpan came to see Li Xiang, she said she wanted to meet the legendary male god." Jin Zhu made a rare joke.

At this time, Li Xiang had already stood up, originally to greet Pan Xiaowei and Xiyue, after listening to Jin Zhu's words, he looked at Gu Panpan first, smiled and nodded, "Hello, I'm Li Xiang, I'm sorry to disappoint you, I'm not a male god, just an ordinary boy." ”

After Li Xiang finished speaking, he pointed to the apron on his body.

"No, no, you're more handsome than I thought, I never thought a guy would be so handsome in an apron, really." Stars appeared in Gu Panpan's eyes.

"Hey, stop, that one already has a master, you can still get your hands on this." Pan Xiaowei stretched out his hand and moved Gu Panpan's face to Liu Sheng.

"I know, I'm just so happy, I don't want to get involved, Li Xiang, I've seen several of your advertisements, I think the funniest thing is that pig feed advertisement, it's so cute, can I take a photo with you?" Gu Panpan took out his mobile phone.

Li Xiang smiled, and was just about to speak, when someone knocked on the door again. (To be continued.) )

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