With this 100 yuan, she aroused her confidence to survive, but she was unwilling to return to her home without the slightest sense of family affection, and walked along the road without a purpose, and she had secretly made up her mind that she would never spend the 100 yuan unless she had to. She didn't dare to go to the labor market to find a job, for fear of being deceived again and being tortured inhumanely, so she went to the local hotel and restaurant to ask if she wanted anyone, and the salary was as long as she could eat. She was really discouraged, and once again felt the uncertainty of the future and the despair of life, there was no place for her to live in such a big world, and began her wandering career.......

During the day, Yanhong wanders the streets covered in dirt, and sometimes she goes to the roadside food stalls to help the stall owners do some work such as washing dishes and vegetables. I have already been given a bite to eat or begged for a few dimes, and sometimes I am so hungry that I can't stand it, so I go to the vegetable market to pick up some cucumbers, tomatoes, etc. to satisfy my hunger. At night, there is no place to live, so I sleep in bridges, cement pipes, stations, and ...... under eaves.

Its living environment can be imagined, and under such circumstances, she didn't move a cent of the 100 yuan given by the kind-hearted driver's eldest brother. Until now, she still hides it closely, and whenever she sees the 100 yuan, she feels an indescribable warmth and the courage to live.

By chance, her fate changed completely, and she met Li Ling and Li Yu, who were ** girls and had been engaged in it for more than a few years. These two women are unique to women's sensitivity, and they found that Yanhong is a naturally beautiful woman with a good temperament. is also out of sympathy for Li Yanhong's suffering, they have also had the same experience, in order to survive, they have no other choice but to sell their ** and soul. The two of them took her in, took Li Yanhong to several cities, suffered many hardships, and in order to survive, learned how to receive guests and deal with men, and earned money from them. finally came to this small county town and settled down, and finally ended the days of wandering around, and her heart gradually settled down.

Under the temptation and influence of the two of them, Yanhong's mentality has changed greatly, recalling the tragic experience she has had since she was a child, and she feels that there is no place for her in today's society. She resented that she was not born in a privileged family, resented her relatives, including her biological parents, why they gave birth to her, why they left her prematurely, so that she had no place for her in such a large and vast world, and suffered humiliation from the world.

An indelible shadow was imprinted on her young heart, she resented the ugly men she had insulted even more, she wanted to take revenge on them, her heart was distorted, and she took a self-trampling method that was unimaginable for normal people, and finally embarked on the road of no return, becoming a victim in the dark corners of society.

Since then, in order to adapt to that dirty environment, cater to the psychology of some men, and please them, she has learned to smoke, drink, how to dress up, and how to flirt. Coupled with her naturally beautiful face and sexy and slender figure, those greedy men salivate and can't give up, and they don't hesitate to spend a lot of money to buy her a smile, and even fight each other with their buddies in order to get her.

Whenever in the dead of night, when she thinks of that dirty scene, her whole heart is as uncomfortable as turning over the river and the sea, it is so disgusting, and she secretly cries bitterly. But when she saw the money in her hands and the ugly faces of those hateful men who tried to get her, she was comforted and psychologically balanced, so let it be. There is no hope in this life, and in the next life, she will learn to be a person again, who made her an unlucky woman.

Zheng Wanjiang came to the hospital, Huang Limei saw him coming and told him that Xu Yan had just fallen asleep, and she was always in a daze when she woke up, and she asked her not to say a word, at this time, Xu Yan heard someone talking, opened her eyes and saw that the public security officer was whispering something, and she couldn't help but feel excited, at this moment she knew very well that it was the comrades of the Public Security Bureau who saved her, otherwise she would have gone to another world.

But when she thought of what she had done, she panicked, and her whole body ached like pins and needles, and she complained that they shouldn't save herself, so that she could completely relieve herself, without any worries, and not have to worry about survival all day long.

Huang Limei saw her wake up, hurriedly approached Xu Yan, helped her move the pillow, combed her long flowing hair, and said softly: "You are awake, you are going to scare us to death, lie down and don't move, our Captain Zheng came to see you, what can you say to him, don't be afraid, we will definitely guarantee your life." ”

"My real name is Li Yanhong, I knew there would be such a result, but I didn't expect that so soon, he would be so ruthless that he would put me to death, you ask? I know I'm going to tell you? Li Yanhong said intermittently.