Just when Li Fangfang and Ouyang Qingwan were living a life of only envying mandarin ducks and not immortals, misfortune happened.

Li Yifang's brother Li Zaishui was going to the south on a mission, but it happened that Ouyang Qingwan heard that a famous violin master from Austria was coming to China to perform and happened to be in that city, so he wanted to take Li Zaishui's plane to go, but it was not convenient for the eldest uncle to go with his brother and daughter-in-law.

Originally, Ouyang Qingwan wanted to take Li Yifang with her, but Li Yifang was just going to help the old man hold an art exhibition in the past few days, and he couldn't leave, so he asked the eldest brother to take his sister-in-law and niece to go to relax, anyway, it was also a plane for the army, and it was very convenient to come and go.

Who would have thought that this time will be that there is no return, the plane crash and fall, and there is no life to survive.

This air crash was a huge blow to the Li family, and it was even more devastating for the Li family, he not only lost his beloved wife, lost his most respected eldest brother, but also lost his freedom, and he had to pick up the burden left by his eldest brother.

As soon as he entered the officialdom, he was no longer the dashing, arrogant and upright young painter, but a middle-aged politician with intrigue and human feelings.

Although the changes during this period were exchanged for countless lessons and lessons, Li Fang admitted that men may like power in their bones, because for a long time he enjoyed himself very much, and he enjoyed the satisfaction that power brought him, which was by no means something that could be exchanged for painting a few paintings and being praised a few times.

But Li Xiang's appearance broke his enjoyment and disrupted his life, and before he could recover from the surprise of recognizing his son, Yuan Yuan gave him a blow to the head.

Later, things were even more out of his calculations step by step, and they were out of his control, and evolved into today's disintegrated situation, so that on a good Chinese New Year's Eve, he sat here alone and recalled the past, and there was no one who could speak.

Regret it?

Regret.

But if he did it all over again, Li Fang believed that he would still make the same choice, because it was impossible for him to let the inheritance of his ancestors fall in his own hands, which was the responsibility he had to bear as the son of the Li family.

Besides, after Li Ruizhao returned to the room, he was idle and watched the news with his mobile phone, saw the gossip from current affairs, and saw that Li Xiang was in the headlines again, only then did he know that Li Xiang and Jinzhu's family were celebrating the New Year in Luoguxiang tonight, and his Weibo was all blown up.

After thinking for a while, Li Ruizhao went downstairs with his mobile phone, he wanted to see the old man, he knew that his grandfather must miss Li Xiang very much, especially on this special day, so he wanted his grandfather to see Li Xiang's news.

But when he went downstairs and passed the living room, Li Ruizhao saw that Li Fang was still sitting alone at the dining table in a daze, and silently watched him behind for a long time, Li Ruizhao turned around and went upstairs and entered the guest room.

Yuan Yuan was also crooked on the bed at this time, holding the remote control and changing the table boringly, and she was also in a very unhappy mood.

"Mom, do you and my dad really want to be like this all the time?" Li Ruizhao sat on the edge of the bed.

"Xiaozhao, you don't understand ......"

"Mom, I'm not a child anymore, I know the problems between you and my father, frankly speaking, this matter is wrong with my father, he shouldn't have abandoned Li Xiang's mother from the beginning, but he was too painful at that time to escape the status quo to accept the love of a strange woman in a daze. Of course, I'm not saying this to excuse my father, it's wrong to be wrong. But don't forget, Mom, my father was a painter at that time, not a politician, and the feelings of painters came and went quickly. Li Ruizhao interrupted his mother's words.

He is indeed not a child anymore, he has his own analysis and judgment, he also has his own concept of right and wrong, and more importantly, he wants to convince his mother and father to reconcile.

"What are these words? You mean because he's a painter he can mess around? Yuan Yuan glanced at her son.

"Of course not, this is a matter of human nature, I am sure that with my mother, no matter what work I do in the future, I will not betray my lover." Li Ruizhao knew that what his mother hated the most was people who were in the morning and evening, so he said something to please his mother.

In fact, he thinks the same way, and he has done it for so many years, there are very few of their classmates who are still virgins like him, especially the girls who have a good impression of him in the school, and even many girls boldly confess to him, but he has always adhered to his bottom line.

"Xiaozhao, you are wrong, your father can't say who he betrayed, he had a good relationship with your brother's biological mother. He didn't even look at the other women. Yuan Yuan said quietly.

Li Ruizhao saw that a strange expression suddenly flashed on his mother's face, resentment, envy, jealousy, and hatred, it seemed that there were all there.

"Mom, what do you mean by that?" Li Ruizhao sensitively felt that there seemed to be something that happened between his mother and father that he didn't know.

He knows that his father and his ex-wife have a good relationship, because he has seen a lot of photos from his brother's photo album, and the two people in the photos are always smiling so happily and sweetly, it is the kind of happiness that radiates from the inside out, and it is by no means a popular show.

Li Ruizhao's words brought Yuan Yuan's mind back, and she found that she was distracted, "It's not interesting, I mean that your father met Li Xiang's biological mother because of that woman's accident when he went out for a walk, and he didn't betray anyone, but he was too cold, and his feelings were given to that woman." ”

"Do you regret it? Regretting marrying my dad? Li Ruizhao asked.

This question has been in his mind for years.

For as long as he can remember, Li Ruizhao felt that his parents did not like to laugh and laugh like Kang Xin's parents when they were together, but when he was young, he didn't think much about it, thinking that it was because of his personality, because the grandparents at home were also like this, so although he envied other people's parents, he never thought that his parents' feelings were problematic.

Later, when he got older, he also had a girl he liked, and he reconciled with his brother, Li Ruizhao also knew a little bit about his father's past, plus the appearance of Li Xiang this time, his mother was so decisive, Li Ruizhao suddenly understood his mother.

Mom is not because Li wants to get a divorce, but because she has had enough of this kind of love and can't live a life, and now that she has realized it, she will want to let go, right?

From what happened to his mother, Li Ruizhao thought of himself, his mother couldn't get his father's sincerity after so many years of forbearance and dedication, so what about himself? What has he gained for all these years?

It's no wonder that my mother has always disliked Kangxin, it turned out that it was not because Kangxin was not good enough, but because my mother foresaw his end, even if he was reluctant to be with Kangxin in the future, he would live the same life as his mother.

At that time, will time also wipe out all the good things between them, just like the current father and mother, all that is left between each other is resentment?

If that's the case, is there still a need to hold on to this relationship?

When Li Ruizhao thought of Kang Xin, Yuan Yuan also thought of her, and seeing the confusion flashing on her son's face, Yuan Yuan sighed, "I can't say how much I regret it, who called myself too young and obsessed." ”

"Young, obsessed?" Li Ruizhao expressed puzzlement.

If he remembers correctly, his mother was already thirty years old when she gave birth to him, so she can be regarded as an old girl, and is a thirty-year-old girl young?

Yuan Yuan saw that her son didn't understand, thinking about the tangled entanglement between her son, Kang Xin and Li Ruizhong, she didn't want her son to follow her old path, this kind of unacceptable taste was too uncomfortable, so she opened her mouth to tell her son about her experience when she was young, maybe her son can learn some lessons from her failure,

Of course, the most important thing is that she is also tired and tired tonight, and wants to find someone to talk to her heart, and the son in front of her is undoubtedly the best choice.

It turned out that after Li Yifang came back from France with Ouyang Wanqing, Li Fangfang's mother didn't take a fancy to Ouyang Wanqing, it was enough for her son to engage in art, and then put on a daughter-in-law who engaged in art, could this family still get up?

Besides, Ouyang Wanqing's life experience also disliked Li Fang's mother, she had no father, and she depended on her mother since she was a child, her mother was a Yue Opera actor, and when Ouyang Wanqing was ten years old, she married a wealthy Hong Kong businessman, and Ouyang Wanqing went to France to study with the support of that rich businessman.

How could this kind of messy social relationship satisfy Li's mother? You must know that at that time, not long after the reform and opening up in China, most people's concepts have not changed, especially for a red family like the Li family.

So, in order to break up the two, Mother Li picked a lot of school-age girls in these red families, including Yuan Yuan.

At that time, Yuan Yuan was just twenty years old, because of her parents' relationship and because of that sport, she entered the army at the age of fifteen, but she was coincidentally assigned to Li Zaishui as a communications soldier.

In the season of the beginning of love, the object of Yuan Yuan's heart was actually not Li Yifang, but Li Zaishui, but unfortunately due to the big age difference between the two parties, Li Zaishui had already begun to talk about marriage when she had not grown up, and she could only watch the person she admired and others form a family.

Yuan Yuan didn't say anything about this girlhood, and a few years later, just when Yuan Yuan was about to forget about this secret love and start a new life, Li Fang took Ouyang Qingwan back to China.

When her mother put the photo sent by the introducer in front of her, looking at the somewhat similar face on the photo, the throbbing of her youth resurfaced in her heart again, and the ghostly Yuan Yuan agreed to her mother's request and agreed to go on a blind date.

But who knew that she stood at the gate of the Summer Palace with hope and waited for two hours, Li Fangfang, who was late, led a girl dressed very foreign to her, Li Fang looked at the woman in military uniform in front of her, and said without even taking a good look at her face, "You go back, I already have someone to marry, except for Qingwan, I will not marry any other woman in my life." ”

Yuan Yuan never expected that her full expectation would be exchanged for such humiliation, and immediately glared at Li Fangfang and Ouyang Qingwan hatefully, and turned to leave.

It is undeniable that this glance made Yuan Yuan tempted and made Yuan Yuan feel inferior.

It's just that Yuan Yuan didn't know what this glance meant to her at that time, and she simply thought that she was envious of the dress of Li Yifang and Yuan Yuan.

Yuan Yuan, who has lived in the army all the year round, has never seen a handsome man and a beautiful woman dressed so fashionably, although it has been thirty years, Yuan Yuan still clearly remembers that Li Yifang was wearing a white linen long-sleeved shirt with a pair of sky blue jeans, indescribably sunny and handsome, while Ouyang Qingwan was a white long-sleeved dress with ruffles and fluffy yarn, the style of the skirt Yuan Yuan had only seen foreign women wear in the army's internal movies.

Such a pair of beautiful people stood in front of Yuan Yuan holding hands, boldly and passionately swearing their love, how could they not make Yuan Yuan, who had been wearing a military uniform with an indistinct gender for many years, feel inferior and envious? also made Yuan Yuan regret his choice for the first time.

After going back, Yuan Yuan locked herself in her room and thought about it for a night, and then entered the military academy under the arrangement of her family.

This fate, it is difficult not to make Yuan Yuan sigh.

It's a pity that at that time, Li Fangfang was already married to Ouyang Qingwan and had Li Ruizhong.

Four years have passed, Yuan Yuan has also reached the age of talking about marriage, and her parents have begun to worry about her family affairs, and there are not no suitors around her, but for some reason, every time she goes on a blind date with someone else, she will think of the man in a white shirt and jeans, and she automatically compares the blind date object with Li Yifang in her mind.

Over the years, she also knows some of Li Fangfang's recent situation, what rookie in the painting world, the youngest and handsome professor of the Q Academy of Fine Arts, etc., after all, she is engaged in art, Li Fangfang does have a unique charm of an artist, a little flamboyant, a little crazy, a little high, and a little indescribable, in short, it is very different from the dull, rigorous and boring that came out of the army.

In this contrast, Yuan Yuan also stumbled down year by year, but fortunately, she didn't care, holding the principle of preferring shortage to excess, and put all the excess energy into work, which was very appreciated by Li's mother, and in just a few years, her position was promoted to the main group.

Just when everyone was anxious about her family affairs, the catastrophe of the Li family came, and Mother Li was crushed by this bad news, at this time, Yuan Yuan frequently went in and out of the Li family, not for anything else, but to comfort her old leader, after all, her promotion is somewhat related to Mother Li.

Half a year later, Li's mother, who had recovered her senses, made a request to her, wanting to match her and Li Fangfang, at that time, Li's mother had long forgotten the fact that Yuan Yuan had a blind date with Li Fangfang, because at that time she found several girls, some had met and some had never met at all, several years have passed, where does she remember who has met and who has not? (To be continued.) )