Ninety-one: Reasons for refusal
-The last one is more tired.
Xia Yao didn't complain about Bai Shinian, she complained that she was a good candidate for Wen Wan ♀, such a good man, why didn't the county lord just look ♀ like a man who was hard to find with a lantern, what kind of man did the county lord want. originally thought that they were connected, but in the past two years, the county lord has calmed down again. Xia Yao was very worried, she was afraid that she would go to find Wen Wan according to her request, and according to Wen Wan's temperament, she would never want to marry for the rest of her life.
Wen Wan was drawing. It's the season when the snow melts. It's cold. Every morning, a white fog rises on the mountain. Wen Wan painted for a few days, but she didn't get a satisfactory scene. Just adjusted the artboard and ready to continue work. I saw Xia Yao walk in with an extremely ugly face.
Wen Wan felt a sigh in her heart. Reflexively bounced up from the table: "What's going on in the capital?" "It would not be an exaggeration to say that Wen Wan has now become a frightened bird. Seeing Xia Yaode's expression, she gently wondered what had happened in the capital.
Seeing Wen Wan's expression, Xia Yao was stunned for a moment, and then thought that it must be her own expression that frightened Wen Wan. I was very helpless about Wen Wan's sensitivity, and the doctor said that the emperor had been cured. As for all the fuss, it really is. For the first time in her life, Xia Yao was dissatisfied with Wen Wansheng: "County Lord, see for yourself!" ”
Wen Wan hurriedly took it and looked at it, and after reading it, she felt extremely uncomfortable, this guy, sooner or later, was hesitating by herself, and was even thinking about accepting. but he took a concubine. I'm really good at picking the time!
But soon, Wen Wan was also relieved. What's so depressed, it's going to rain, and my mother is going to get married. Why bother for such a man to be unhappy ♀ and virtuous, if he doesn't take a concubine now, he won't be able to hold it in the future, find other women to find fun∫ so that he has stabilized, he really showed his identity and attitude, and he doesn't know how to end it! That's fine.
Wen Wan quickly cleaned up her mood and looked up at Xia Yao and said, "Isn't it that Bai Shinian wants to take a concubine?" And it's still the first beauty at the border. A match made in heaven, you have such a big reaction, it scares me. I thought something had happened in the capital. After speaking, he sighed to himself, "Ahem, I am now a frightened bird, °C was once bitten by a snake, and I was afraid of the well rope for ten years." Can you not be shocked in the future, I will be so scared that my soul is gone. "I must have been shocked just now, and what I know now is a big deal.
Xia Yao saw that Wen Wan didn't care at all, and sighed slightly: "County Lord, you don't feel anything about General Bai, he has done this for you." Why don't you just take a step back. Actually, Holly was right. Bai Shinian can be worthy of the county lord. ”
Wen Wan chuckled: "Do you still think it's good for me to marry him?" Have you ever thought about that. Once I marry her, I won't be able to follow the border. You have to wait in the capital. Marrying is equivalent to not marrying, but you have to be widowed, and you have to keep this for a lifetime. You let me stay a widow for the rest of my life? This is indeed a key issue for Wen Wan. Husband and wife are separated, and it may be rare to see each other several times in a lifetime.
This family is married. It's better not to get married.
Xia Yao was stunned ♀, she really didn't expect it. Not to mention others, it is Marshal Qi's wife, Guan. From the age of eighteen, until the age of forty-five, he died. I didn't see each other when I died. If it weren't for Guan's good life, he gave birth to a son and a daughter, and raised them all. I don't know what kind of year it was. It is conceivable that she was struggling in the capital∩ but her husband married another wife at the border pass (Mrs. Qi at the border pass was a flat wife), but she had to guard it hard.
Xia Yao was silent. But soon I remembered that she didn't marry the county master, and she wanted to stay alive and widowed, and she really thought about it in the long run. I guess I've been thinking about this again for the past few days.
Wen Wan continued, "I know what you're thinking. But Bai Shinian is really not a good match. If I marry him, he will not be a general for me, even the emperor's uncle will not agree. I've been widowed for the rest of my life, kid. Without children, I would have to live like a living tomb, bearing the name of Madame White on the tombstone. If you have children, it is not fair to children. ”
Wen Wan paused and said, "Sacrifice in battle is inevitable. I still have to fear for his life day and night. If you have a child, you may never see your father for the rest of your life. Even if they are lucky enough not to die, they will not be able to see their father until they are adults. Also, when I have a child, I have to take care of the child and raise it alone. Without a father by his side, he lacks a father's love. I'm going to give my children double love. Xia Yao, I am a selfish person. Although I know what you are thinking about, I still want to have a complete home with Hemeimei, and I want to live the life of my husband and children. I don't want to be a lookout. I am not that great, I am not willing to sacrifice. ”
Xia Yao had a long mouth a few times, but she didn't say a word. He didn't know how to say that. Because Wen Wan said it every word.
Wen Wan had never thought of marrying Bai Shinian before this incident. Although she knew that Bai Shinian was very good, this man was too strong. Ironclad is a big man with women as an appendage. At first, I didn't want to. Even if he stays for ten or eight years, he will return to the capital by luck. At that time also old, men who do not love the beautiful and beautiful. With her temperament, she absolutely can't tolerate it, and she can't leave it when she is suitable, Mars is like the earth, and the house is filled with gunsmoke every day. It's okay to have no children. With a child, the child will also be affected. hesitated before because she felt guilty. Now that he's all right, he can still take a concubine, and he doesn't have any guilt.
Xia Yao said softly: "Speaking of which, the county lord is still unwilling to marry General Bai. All of this is just an excuse. "Because I don't have this man in my heart, these are all obstacles. If there is this man in my heart. The sword mountain and the sea of fire will be stepped on. It's like being with Yan Qixuan at the beginning. At the beginning, I knew that the emperor would not agree, but I still tried my best to finally scoop up the will to give marriage. It's just that as a result, there is only a sadness left.
Wen Wan chuckled, "You're right, these are indeed excuses. I don't want to get married as an excuse. Then you tell me, why should I marry? There are many reasons not to marry, but there are no reasons to marry. ”
Xia Yao couldn't understand Wen Wan's thinking: "The reason for marrying is very simple, you and General Bai are already husband and wife." ”
Wen Wan was asked suddenly, if she was an authentic ancient woman, she might still abide by the idea that she would be husband and wife after entering the cave room. It's a pity that she is not: "I didn't marry him, he muttered nonsense by himself." "It's just a game, so why take it seriously!
Xia Yao sighed.
Wen Wan lowered her head and continued to paint the unfinished paintings, still not satisfied, always feeling that there was something missing≤ she couldn't find the feeling, and she couldn't paint that smell.
Xia Yao couldn't help but ask, "County Lord, in your heart, is there really no general?" ”
Wen Wan put down her paintbrush, looked at Xia Yao, and said with certainty: "No." I have an appreciation for him and nothing else. "She's not a nymphomaniac, where she has met twice, she secretly agrees.
Xia Yao asked depressedly: "Then you ...... a few days ago" The tangled Nirvana, she felt guilty when she saw it.
Wen Wan thought of this, and her hand froze. Put down your paintbrush and look at the sky.
Xia Yao couldn't understand why the county lord's eyes were so sad. That sadness seems to sweep people away.
Wen Wan was hesitating and struggling in the past few days, because she was thinking about what Bai Shinian said to her when she went to the border: "Qing'er and I have a promise ♀ to each other for a lifetime, I only love her alone, and she will never change in her life, and she will love me for a lifetime and be good to me for a lifetime." We husband and wife should be affectionate and loving, and grow old. ”
Wen Wan has always believed that only those who keep their promises are truly reliable. can renounce her vows, such a person, she disdains. Her oath to Yan Qixuan was fulfilled∏ Yan Qixuan herself reneged on her former oath.
She didn't remember what Bai Shinian said. But she believes that Bai Shinian didn't lie to her, and he didn't need to lie to her. She was struggling for a few days, and even thought at that time that when her body recovered, he was still insisting, she thought about the relationship between the two before, thinking about his words, and thinking about his persistence. Because of this, she even had clay, and if this man could insist, she could leave behind the things she had scruples about before, and she was willing to marry him. Because, it is a blessing and luck to meet such a man.
It's a pity that the man's words are not good after all. The old entanglements are naturally gone.
Xia Yao didn't persuade him anymore in the end.
Wen Wan was not at ease with Xia Yao: "I'll tell you, it's not allowed to leak the news." If it was my marriage, I wouldn't be able to escape. No, I can't ask for it. So, don't do things that don't make sense∝ do your job. You're a guard, not a matchmaker. ”
Xia Yao knotted.
The emperor also got the news that Bai Shinian wanted to take a concubine, but the emperor's news was more comprehensive than the gentle one. The emperor looked at the secret news and wondered who his daughter-in-law was that Bai Shinian said. How did it disappear, and the bones could not be found. If this woman is not dead, this woman can be found, and with Bai Shinian's deep affection for this woman, controlling this woman is also quite restrained by Bai Shinian. The emperor instructed people to find out what the truth was about this.
The first emperor asked people to sweep everything away (Wen Wan didn't know). It is impossible for Bai Shinian to make another excerpt.
Therefore, the emperor is destined to find out nothing.
It is like a stone falling into a pond.
Wen Wan, who was still in the form of a hot spring, knew that Duke Sihan was going to get married, because he was in a distant place, so he had to leave the capital in advance. Gentleness made people give a generous gift. But they did not come.
Wen Wan has become an outlier in the aristocratic circle in the capital. As long as there is any major event in the capital, eighty percent of them have a share with her. There is a large banquet or something good in the capital, you can hear the name, but you can't see people. can't help but remind people of a sentence: the dragon sees the head but does not see the tail.